skillz~4~thrillz
Bluelighter
@HoL hey man thanks...you know the near fatal car accident i had in jan 06 was me driving 70mph into the back of a stopped 18 wheeler-totally sober,just texting on interstate in a work zone...if that 18 wheeler ddnt kill me,you better believe i am gonna keep on truckin!!!
how are you doing on the relationship front? haven't talked to you since then...oh a,d per your request for input even though i don't like dick...just to clarify,I LOVE COCK-just when it's strapped onto a hot wet pussy w/ great tits above and a sexy fucking feminine face to boot.
seriously-big misconception about gay women. we are some fisting fuckers! and we watch gay porn(men on men) bc lesbian porn is bullshit-unless you get some good foreign fetish porn w/ some electro music instead of a "script". lol
remember-sex goes both ways...until she knows herself-and i was promiscuous to say the least in my 20s(no STDs tho-i played hard but safe)masturbate like i breathe and i still didn't really know my body until i hit my peak in my 30s-plus my g/f of 3 yrs has the mojo so that i got to know what's going down.
role play-pick each other up in bars like strangers,sex in a unisex bathroom,all kinds of shit helps the healthiest of sex lives...but,you know me-i have to say it,this is the same chick that has been mind fucking you for over 10 months now...it isn't you bro-it's her. and i can say that bc i am a bitch and i know a bitch when i hear stories of one. if she is just gonna say,you're boring...me,me,me...the ask her"what are you gonna bring to the table,bitch?" i feel for you guys bc when a girl knows she has you she will fuck your mind,break your heart and do it all over again.
i just think you would be happier-HEALTHIER w/o the stress of a relationship. trust me-i know bitches. don't take that wrong-just sayin'-my straight g/f's pull shit like you've been tellin us for a long time. see how bad she wants you when you say-i'm gettn clean for me and i deserve better than you.
this is gospel,as soon as you show you are not under her control-she will change her tune-but don't let her.
YOU need to be loved and nothing you've shared w/ us here tells me that she is giving back. she is just taking. i know where you are,man. i've had women i adored be the same way-and it hurts,but you find that walking away spares you,strengthens you,and you will find a REAL compatible partner...and youalready know it won't happen over night.
HoL deserves a woman,not a game player of a girl. i just think you deserve better-you should too. just my opinion,baby...remember,i know the female mind-i have one and i have dated many. and u might not like what i have to say but i will never sugar coat it.
if this is too far back and shit has changed,i'll edit this fucker out so ur not reminded-im tryin to catch up and be in the present so i may have missed something.
i know i love your guts,and you have a friend in me-always!!!
MUCH peace and love...........................skillz
how are you doing on the relationship front? haven't talked to you since then...oh a,d per your request for input even though i don't like dick...just to clarify,I LOVE COCK-just when it's strapped onto a hot wet pussy w/ great tits above and a sexy fucking feminine face to boot.
seriously-big misconception about gay women. we are some fisting fuckers! and we watch gay porn(men on men) bc lesbian porn is bullshit-unless you get some good foreign fetish porn w/ some electro music instead of a "script". lol
remember-sex goes both ways...until she knows herself-and i was promiscuous to say the least in my 20s(no STDs tho-i played hard but safe)masturbate like i breathe and i still didn't really know my body until i hit my peak in my 30s-plus my g/f of 3 yrs has the mojo so that i got to know what's going down.
role play-pick each other up in bars like strangers,sex in a unisex bathroom,all kinds of shit helps the healthiest of sex lives...but,you know me-i have to say it,this is the same chick that has been mind fucking you for over 10 months now...it isn't you bro-it's her. and i can say that bc i am a bitch and i know a bitch when i hear stories of one. if she is just gonna say,you're boring...me,me,me...the ask her"what are you gonna bring to the table,bitch?" i feel for you guys bc when a girl knows she has you she will fuck your mind,break your heart and do it all over again.
i just think you would be happier-HEALTHIER w/o the stress of a relationship. trust me-i know bitches. don't take that wrong-just sayin'-my straight g/f's pull shit like you've been tellin us for a long time. see how bad she wants you when you say-i'm gettn clean for me and i deserve better than you.
this is gospel,as soon as you show you are not under her control-she will change her tune-but don't let her.
YOU need to be loved and nothing you've shared w/ us here tells me that she is giving back. she is just taking. i know where you are,man. i've had women i adored be the same way-and it hurts,but you find that walking away spares you,strengthens you,and you will find a REAL compatible partner...and youalready know it won't happen over night.
HoL deserves a woman,not a game player of a girl. i just think you deserve better-you should too. just my opinion,baby...remember,i know the female mind-i have one and i have dated many. and u might not like what i have to say but i will never sugar coat it.
if this is too far back and shit has changed,i'll edit this fucker out so ur not reminded-im tryin to catch up and be in the present so i may have missed something.
i know i love your guts,and you have a friend in me-always!!!
MUCH peace and love...........................skillz
i've been gone for a week-sick...i never forget you,trust me i have lots o replies to reply to 
) when you dropped off the radar. but you do what you gotta do,girl. just remember you are loved and missed by many. still here for you if you ever need to talk.