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[Flickering]

Solo tripper tales

High on a (thankfully mild) dose of mescaline, I was walking along admiring the neighbourhood, when of a sudden, a big dog with big teeth came bounding out of someone's open front gate. Times like these are exactly the wrong moment to realise dogs are faster than sober humans, and sober humans are a lot faster than cactus-inebriated humans who realise life is so much better when you slow waaay down. So I made myself run, volted a fence with about two seconds to spare, caught my shoe on the railing, and flipped over to hang upside down before dropping gracelessly to the dirt. And survived. Trip sitter next time.

Though, that could have happened to anyone, tripping or not.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

So Imma drinkin' this Ukranian beer, Porter, anyone try it? (I love trying East European and Armenian beer from this one shop).

Imma try some American craft beers soon though maybe. Thinking about making my drinking more beer centric and less hard liquor centric.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

dont get fat from all the calories in beer diggity lol..
i thought a botlte of everclear is like 25 dolla, dont they sell everclear in CA? use that to get drunk, you'll save cash...

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Nah, only everclear they sell here is a standard drink. Strongest I've seen for sale is bacardi 151.

 

[TheAppleCore]

High on a (thankfully mild) dose of mescaline, I was walking along admiring the neighbourhood, when of a sudden, a big dog with big teeth came bounding out of someone's open front gate. Times like these are exactly the wrong moment to realise dogs are faster than sober humans, and sober humans are a lot faster than cactus-inebriated humans who realise life is so much better when you slow waaay down. So I made myself run, volted a fence with about two seconds to spare, caught my shoe on the railing, and flipped over to hang upside down before dropping gracelessly to the dirt. And survived.

Hahaha. Wow! That's one for the books! :D Sorry you had to go through that, though.

Trip sitter next time.

What was a trip sitter going to do for you, anyway? Battle the beast with his bare hands?

 

[TheAppleCore]

Well, I be drinkin' this evening.

I was thinking, alcohol seems like a tool to show you a state that you can potentially achieve in complete sobriety -- IF you have the practice and wisdom necessary. It's not necessarily a gateway to something forbidden to all straight arrows.



Man, I have no idea what my future is going to look like. With this unbelievably shitty level of self-control, how will I possibly be able to support myself, after my parents stop paying for my basic needs? LOL. We'll see.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

You just need motivation, I never had any, but the heroin has me thinking differently.

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ Motivation... much like the Holy Grail of my existence. :D

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

TheAppleCore
^ Motivation... much like the Holy Grail of my existence.

hopefully your life is going better than mine has been for it though! WEll I know it has, based off our posts. I really think things may turn around for me soon though.

 

[Flickering]

Sorry you had to go through that, though.

I'm not! It was exciting and like you say, one for the books.

What was a trip sitter going to do for you, anyway? Battle the beast with his bare hands?

Good point, perhaps it is too much trouble. Still, might have said "Dude, a dog, run" and taken five seconds of "Oh, a dog... hm... running towards me barking... with the gate open? Why is the gate open? I suppose I should do something?"

Man, I have no idea what my future is going to look like. With this unbelievably shitty level of self-control, how will I possibly be able to support myself, after my parents stop paying for my basic needs? LOL. We'll see.

Me too. Except my parents stopped paying for my basic needs, and I am gradually going under. Only option for either of us is psychonautical self-development, I suppose.

 

[PepperSocks]

Solo tripper tales

High on a (thankfully mild) dose of mescaline, I was walking along admiring the neighbourhood, when of a sudden, a big dog with big teeth came bounding out of someone's open front gate. Times like these are exactly the wrong moment to realise dogs are faster than sober humans, and sober humans are a lot faster than cactus-inebriated humans who realise life is so much better when you slow waaay down. So I made myself run, volted a fence with about two seconds to spare, caught my shoe on the railing, and flipped over to hang upside down before dropping gracelessly to the dirt. And survived. Trip sitter next time.

Though, that could have happened to anyone, tripping or not.

I hate when stuff like that happens when tripping. The world is so unpredictable, something unexpected and scary always happens when we're in poor shape to handle the situation and our senses are overly sensitive. Fear for your life situations have an annoying habit of occurring during psychedelic inebriation.

Man, I have no idea what my future is going to look like. With this unbelievably shitty level of self-control, how will I possibly be able to support myself, after my parents stop paying for my basic needs? LOL. We'll see.

I've been feeling this for a while. I came to the conclusion that the only way out was to use their hand-outs to go to uni, which will then make me able to support myself without having to put up with a job I despise.

Which brings me to where I am now; scared shitless. First week has been hellish in showing me how much stuff I don't know that I'm supposed to already know. I'm in catch-up mode. I'm going to take some tramadol tonight as I am stressed right out and it's been a long week. Failure is no option as i've already dropped out of uni once (luckily my tuition was free as I was working at the uni), only to come back but this time with my parents' money. If I flunk I'll be back at square one with ultra pissed parents; no option at all.

 

[adrian89987]

Don't worry psox you're a really smart guy, I think you'll be able to get caught up and handle your classes fine given some hard work. And plus with most professors, if you show you truly care about learning the material, are more than willing to help you to grasp things. I suffer from some fairly bad social anxiety and self-doubt most of the time myself and have managed to make it through fine, just have to keep on trucking and push yourself beyond what you think you are able to deal with. Just starting grad school right now I have been scared shitless for the most part but I've just put up with all the one-on-one stuff that is necessary to be successful and everything has been turning out far better than I expected. The most important thing is to just try and do as well as you are able.

 

[PepperSocks]

Thanks man, wrote that just as I got out of a rather demoralizing physics first class. It seems to be the thing this week; the first class is the hardest because it feels so overwhelming. I think the profs do that to purposely scare people into getting ready to actually work their ass off.

I'm still going to decompress tonight; head aching, tense. I'll speed up tomorrow and get busy.

Congrats on grad school man, what's your specialization?

 

[TheAppleCore]

It seems that I am strangely immune to this "hangover" phenomenon. Last night I ended up drinking myself into a nauseatingly dizzy state, and I don't really feel any different than I usually do today.

I hate when stuff like that happens when tripping. The world is so unpredictable, something unexpected and scary always happens when we're in poor shape to handle the situation and our senses are overly sensitive. Fear for your life situations have an annoying habit of occurring during psychedelic inebriation.

Reminds me of something Terence McKenna said:

"But if you take [psychedelics] out into public, God, it's just absolutely uncontrollable. You could be struck by a meteorite. You could be abducted by extraterrestrials. A safe could fall on you. Anything could happen, because the statistical disruption of ordinary probability is so great."

 

[Volundr]

So I officially spent the last of my money on a night out on md... somebody please employ me

 

[Delsyd]

md?
Maryland or molly?

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

MDMA.
i call it just MD a lot i noticed.
but then again what if you're going out to MD and also going to MD if you knwo what i mean
i did that once.
badpunorwhateveriknowiknow...
ddude i say there's a new slang word
MDMD-rollin on MDMA whilst in maryland
feelsrealgoodmanoratleastwhenididititwasfuckinawesome.
i ate 2mg klonopin, i'm chillin hard.
anyone ever notice benzos make you real nostalgic?
like remembering past epic win an shit.

 

[PepperSocks]

IIRC Volundr is in Europe so most likely MDMA.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

yeah
last time i rolled was at starscape this year
and it was hands down one of the most fun things i've ever experienced,
I'm definitely going again next year....
rolling at a show felt so much different than rolling at home (same product)....
i cant wait for next year, shits gonna be so much fun
i'm mad fucked up from the klonopin, and i feel almost jist a little bit like i'm rolling strangely
like, i;m just at peace with the world right now, like how MDMA just is so fun......
MDMA i noticed though, it feels nothing like you expected when you first try t.....
sorry if this is hard to read guys i'm real chill right now
i'm gonna lay down and watch something about MDMA and then go to bed, night socks and the rest of my PD diggity dogs
much respek and

 

[adrian89987]

Still deciding, synthetic methodology possibly Possibly P-orgo oriented stuff
and First semester physics, especially as far as my undergrad was, was meant as a demoralizing weed out kind of class. don't let them get to you

Sorry I am kind of drunk
Life is fully insane