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(Methylone/750mg+/-) My Methylone Report

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I've read a lot of negative comments about frequent M1 use. Here's my story: (Bio - female 5'7/118#, chronic depression and decades of high dose 'legit' meds (haven't for 2 yrs.) Dose: +/-750 mg/6 line-equivalents(split) daily for the last few mos. No fiending. A great trip without any usual horrors.

M1 gave me perspective and changed my whole attitude + outlook. Euphoric effects range from nearly overwhelming to sheer mellow contentment. Ungodly sweating, constant nose issues, spastic coordination and entire body tightness with rigidity that can make walking not an option. Fast come up - always T+15-20 min.

Slept little and no next day fatigue. Had to remember to eat high calorie food. One x OD had me planted on the couch for 8 straight hrs. with unfathomably little anxiety, and deep sense I'd handle the buzz. Some morning jitters but no depression great optimism next day.V. effective at work. Sadly(sigh), it stopped working this week.. :(( Wretched tolerance! Anybody relate? (No recommendation intended)
 
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I think a trip report is what you are looking to do. I'm going to rename to include dosage and send over there.

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Cool, thanks, yeah, I wrote it on my mobile, which has zero formatting capability. I tried to get everything in as concisely as possible, but it sounds kinda terse.
 
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Hey this is like a masterpiece if it was written from a mobile...I could barely get mine to write "welcome to bluelight" when I had to use it for a day when my comp. crashed.[/QU Ha,right. And it only took about 2 hrs! But that's not including all the times I had to reboot my phone when it OD'd on data and froze...
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Well I also like Methylone and I also take it to far sometimes but from what your saying. Your lucky that a tolerance is all that you ended up with. When I re dose I only feel a speed buzz and get shaky and paranoid. I feel good the next day because it's still in my system but then two days after I feel the comedown. I would like to know if your tolerance ever goes back down. I would also like to know if you have found any safe and fun things to mix with Methylone. Be Safe
 
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Re: tolerance, I've no clue how long it takes to return to baseline, since research is ongoing. I've read some say you can avoid tolerance by not using more than 2x/mo., but, like I said, I've taken the same amount daily since late Feb. and had consistent results. Hence the report about long term use. I'm only just now starting to sweat somewhat less and I don't feel so tight. That's my tolerance. I've never had paranoia. 2g piracetam extends nicely, but not unless you want to pull an all-nighter. A few hits of weed smooth things and a couple butalbytols or tramadols aid sleep. Planning to try jwh081 next, or methoxetamine, whichever gets here first. Sorry I couldn't help about tolerance reduction. I'll keep you posted.
 
matrixballer04 said:
Do you have any more to add? I'm curious about how this affected you physically and mentally.

I've been going almost nonstop since June 14th and I've managed to go through 12-13g's.

The past 36 hours was my longest run with the most use, going through 3g's. I ended up having auditory hallucinations and extreme paranoia.

My memory over the past month is one giant blur.

I feel that if I keep on down this path, I may end up dead.

I worry myself so much with every little symptom I get that i Google search for hours until I can alleviate any fear that the symptom is life threatening.

And then I redose and do it all over again.

It's just fucking stupid. I was supposed to stop using it 10 hours ago but I just railed another dose. It's like i don't even know I'm doing it. My subconscious takes control and keeps feeding it to me.
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It sounds like M1 is not your friend, my friend. (I know there are certain drugs that I can't take - some don't work with my chemistry or the effect is not my thing, etc.) I don't share your experience with methylone. I read that methylone has addictive properties, but it seems to be more of a psychological addiction for me. I found out the hard way that larger doses only jack the unpleasant physical effects and do little to enhance the buzz. Thus, I never feel compelled to use throughout the day, ever. The only thing I notice is I seem to be able to handle the 'speediness' more smoothly, so maybe my body has acclimated to steady use. Otherwise, same dose, same effect. But - that's just me???
 
Man, I used to live on MDPV in 24/7 mode, and what I can say, looking back at this weeks long experience, is that it wasn't very healthy thing to do. MDPV is somewhat different substance(for example, it doesn't have serotonergic component of methylone) yet this differences aren't so dramatical.

And your situation(in tems of negative effects) reminds me of mine, I really emphathize with you. I had similar problems, so please listen to my advice. First of all, you may experience a wide range of symptoms in your body and mind, and although it is impossible make a diagnosis over internet, I doubt methylone did any serious and persisting harm to your body. In other words, your body should recover rather fast(withing weeks or months).

The mental problems you described are very very alarming. Auditory hallucinations is a sign of something going wrong in your mind. A very bad sign. Anxiety/paranoia is another problem, it makes you worry about any little thing and makes googling it, reading information and worry again, it also makes you overestimate one threats and underestimate others. But frankly speaking, the main problem for you is compulsive redosing of methylone. So STOP doing methylone - this is the first and basic thing to do before you start to work out other problems.

The sooner you stop the lesser is harm to mind and body, and the shorter is recovery. There is no better moment to stop in future than now. I know, sometimes urge to redose may seem strong, sometimes it may seem puzzling and subconsicous(so you don't understand why you continue to use this drug). The truth is that you are able to fight this urge. What tells you to continue methylone use? Is it subconsciousness or rational mind? Maybe you find it reasonable that continuing of its use is the lesser of two evils(for example, because you think it is better to taper off rather than instantly chop its use)? If you think you have some rational motives to prolong your unpleasant experience, then tell yourself how can you be sure whether they are truly rational - you have strong anxiety(perhaps even panic attacks), you experienced auditory hallucinations. You just aren't able to objectively judge certain things right now, so declare a temporary moratorium on methylone use, and suppress ANY small desire to rail a line for the next 48 hours(but only 48 hours). Meanwhile, reconsider your use, get some healthy food to eat and some healthy drinks to drink, have some proper sleep. And remember: only 48 hours, once they passed you can do a line again(but don't forget to ask yourself, whether it will be going to have more negative consequences than positive ones).

This is my advice, man. Looking back at my MDPV lifestyle, I can say for sure that there wasn't any signle moment when continuing its use was worth it, and I had several good opportunities to stop, I didn't stop, and regret about this now.

Also, you definitely need some assistance and support, and you may get it here, at bluelight. Being a mod of TR, I can guarantee that this thread will stay open, and that you get some feedback right here. But honestly, this forum is a lot better place to share your problems with others. People there are really realle helpful and have a lot of experience, and they can give you some other good advice. So I advise you to create a thread dedicated to your problem there.

You will recover! Just come down.
 
matrixballer04 said:
Do you have any more to add? I'm curious about how this affected you physically and mentally.

I've been going almost nonstop since June 14th and I've managed to go through 12-13g's.

The past 36 hours was my longest run with the most use, going through 3g's. I ended up having auditory hallucinations and extreme paranoia.

My memory over the past month is one giant blur.

I feel that if I keep on down this path, I may end up dead.

I worry myself so much with every little symptom I get that i Google search for hours until I can alleviate any fear that the symptom is life threatening.

And then I redose and do it all over again.



It's just fucking stupid. I was supposed to stop using it 10 hours ago but I just railed another dose. It's like i don't even know I'm doing it. My subconscious takes control and keeps feeding it to me.
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you've only been doing it a month, put the methylone in the sink and flush it down the plug. then tolerate the comedown in a few weeks you'll be okay again. but remember methylone is neurotoxic so the sooner you quit the better. stop buying it. get some sleeping pills (benzo's or zopiclone type things) if you have any about and give your body the rest it craves.

for me methylone is somewhat like mdma orally (with a wierd visual hallucination edge, like sparkles and weird colours) but more like a mellow speed type feeling when snorted with all the associated paranoia and general craziness. its can be very hallucinogenic in terms of shades of colours appearing very wierd. so you have an amphetamine psychosis crossed with an mild hallucinogen. what the fuck do you think is going to happen?
 
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I can't imagine doing this daily. The aftermath was horrific for me. However I completely understand the cravings and the compulsion to redose with this one.
 
I just realized I haven't replied to the latest post.
I'm glad to hear that you're doing ok. :) Seems that I was overcautious.

Keep your eyes on your mental/emotional state, methylone may seem forgiving at the first glance, but in reality it may have negative impact.
I can't really extrapolate my experience, but it took several month to get rid from irritability, anxiety, constant tiredness and other effects. I learned a good lesson about human mind: it can't judge its state objectively and appropriately.
 
Woa, methylone, trip? Shit i didn't know you could do that :| i got some and im gunna go to the moon :)
 
Methylone isn't really hallucinogen.

But it is empathogen! So happy experience to you :)
 
Man, you just really need to stop doing this drug. You know that you have some sort of addiction to it, so why do you still use it?(a question which may sound silly).
It is totally not healthy. You probably don't realise (yet) how bad this idea is. Do you enjoy self-destruction?(I can understand this very well, although I don't support such idea at all).

Man, please give us more info, so we know what's going on with you, and we can give you some support! Seriously, you need some help.

And you absolutely, undoubtely right, you need to stop doing methylone. And there is a chance that you need a proper medical help.
 
Methylone is great and IMO has boundless therapeutic potential...possibly even more than MDMA because of its less severe comedown/shorter duration.

That said, I find myself re-dosing every few minutes, crashing hard and feeling run down for a couple days after finishing a gram. Short-acting drugs just aren't for me, as I found with opiates.
 
This reinforces that M1 affects people differently. I learned early on that redosing usually just exacerbates the unpleasant physical effects (muscles locked, poor coodination) without enhancing the experience. The best way for me is to take it all at once. I haven't the craving others describe. I have read several TRs describing the psychotic effect of a methylone binge. I would stop using immediately if that happened to me. Don't want to chance flipping that switch because I know it might not turn off. I don't get the cardiac effects everybody talks about and my negative effects are negligable and short-lived. I feel emotionally balanced and energetic during the day.
 
How confident are you that you're receiving actual methylone? I believe your report, but it is so contrary to my own experiences that I have to investigate further.

I'd also be really curious to hear how you feel when you finally stop taking it...
 
I had a good binge on Methylone, one was 3 days, after about 12-16 hours the serotonin was pretty much depleted but
the constant stimulation aspect pushed through to the 72 hour mark. Dark, fiendish days
 
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