Nagelfar
Bluelight Crew
Consider for a moment that every past experience you've ever had never actually happened.
You, only now, at this moment, remember it as thinking it had happened; but it is only now that is. Yet nothing is moving forward even; not even the rearrangement of matter.
Ten seconds ago when you began reading this post was an implanted memory of a time sequence. There is no time, just now. You thought you had this consideration already ten seconds into it when you began reading the first sentence of this paragraph, as it is purportedly what gave you the moment to comply and to so consider such a thing, but that too is an implanted memory without a past, of having done this once already, for the comprehension of where you are now, and I may say "and so on" but the next thing will never happen. The past never happened, you were always pre-established as you now are, right now & just now, stuck in space & programmed in the frozen masterpiece of now to believe in time or that you were ever anywhere but where you are now.
You believe the past implies a future but the consideration of the future is properly only a past. As well the (empirical) present, as it is reflectively considered, is also properly a past, but a past never was.
You are the point from where all consideration of time irradiates and flows back, it is dependent on your eternal present, not on your past or future, for intelligibility. For past, (temporal present) & future are abstract objectifications that are only possible to make as such in the true present; which is the everything.
Any instant you try to frame, in your consciousness, the subject of your consciousness: it is bound to fail. Objectification is always false. To be objective is always to be wrong. "Self" is the attention given to a particular manifold of phenomena, applied to our own conscious, that our consciousness frames for us as having subjects commonly connected. Yet that then becomes an object for ourselves. In framing it that removes it from its subjectivity, and is thus false. Every way you frame (make into thought-object) the subjectivity of any condition, effectively removes its condition from it as a subject.
Subject is lived, not captured and conveyed. We can explain objects in communication, and can explain subjectivity only when it is objectified; but we should then be aware of the fact that when objectified, we are not communicating the truth of the matter.
You, only now, at this moment, remember it as thinking it had happened; but it is only now that is. Yet nothing is moving forward even; not even the rearrangement of matter.
Ten seconds ago when you began reading this post was an implanted memory of a time sequence. There is no time, just now. You thought you had this consideration already ten seconds into it when you began reading the first sentence of this paragraph, as it is purportedly what gave you the moment to comply and to so consider such a thing, but that too is an implanted memory without a past, of having done this once already, for the comprehension of where you are now, and I may say "and so on" but the next thing will never happen. The past never happened, you were always pre-established as you now are, right now & just now, stuck in space & programmed in the frozen masterpiece of now to believe in time or that you were ever anywhere but where you are now.
You believe the past implies a future but the consideration of the future is properly only a past. As well the (empirical) present, as it is reflectively considered, is also properly a past, but a past never was.
You are the point from where all consideration of time irradiates and flows back, it is dependent on your eternal present, not on your past or future, for intelligibility. For past, (temporal present) & future are abstract objectifications that are only possible to make as such in the true present; which is the everything.
Any instant you try to frame, in your consciousness, the subject of your consciousness: it is bound to fail. Objectification is always false. To be objective is always to be wrong. "Self" is the attention given to a particular manifold of phenomena, applied to our own conscious, that our consciousness frames for us as having subjects commonly connected. Yet that then becomes an object for ourselves. In framing it that removes it from its subjectivity, and is thus false. Every way you frame (make into thought-object) the subjectivity of any condition, effectively removes its condition from it as a subject.
Subject is lived, not captured and conveyed. We can explain objects in communication, and can explain subjectivity only when it is objectified; but we should then be aware of the fact that when objectified, we are not communicating the truth of the matter.