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BDD Social and Information Booth v2 - Effie wants us to put CUM right here

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loulou reed said:
I'm fine effie, thanks. Sorry for the next to illicit post I made, lol. Do not MP me, as I won't answer you. Well, except for effie, of course.
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Haha you can say that you have acquired a drug, just not say where from so that others can't discover a source for it. I won't pm you asking either as that is also not allowed!! Was going to shoot you a pm just saying hi, but for a few peeps I want to do that to and not really got the time this weekend sadly.. so will say it here, hi! :) nice to see you posting in BDD, hope you stick around :)

Hope you enjoy it though :D
 
loulou reed said:
I found a source for 4-FA (aka 4-FMP).

I'm happy :D
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So you should be, it gooood! Definitely my favourite stim. I reckon it gives meph a run for its money on being a low stress good time drug. Have you done it before? If not, a word from the wise: don't try snorting it, unless you want a banging headache and some vomiting. Eat it, nomnomnom.

I am not going to get any stims for next weekend, I could do with a break. One weekend is all the commitment I'll make though 8)

I just woke up from a rather long afternoon nap. Managed to get all the "real life stuff" done that I needed to this morning though, tidying (booo), hoovering (booo), gardening (yayy). Now time to cook some food (yayy!).
 
No problem angel, I've done 2-FA before but not 4-FA. Yeah I put it in a cigarette paper and swallowed it ;)
 
What dose did you have?

On non-drug related news I went to investigate my outdoor roof terrace thing (far less glam than it sounds) where I am growing veg and the potatoes were keeling over a bit with their own weight.. put a bit more compost in and found about 10 new potatoes while doing so! Made me v happy, that's my tea sorted tonight - home grown potatoes, home grown parsley and mint butter and maybe quiche (sadly not homemade). Yay! :D
 
I think it was around 250mg. I reckon it's a high dose, but I was super happy for one whole afternoon ;)
 
I don't mind at all. :) I've been called NT by most, but that always makes me think of this:

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Anyway, they were good. Spent some time in the midwest United States with some family, and now I'm back on the east coast. I've got another holiday/vacation in the works but that's not until August so that's good. It's good to space 'em out. :)
 
Welcome back! We've been inundated with Europeans in your abscence, sadly a few seem to have gone but there's still Mugz (obv), me, loulou and angelsmoke about I think :)

Am nicely cider'n'diazed, trying to get the motivation to cook and clean.. dammit! Should have taken the downers *after* I'd done the cooking.. rookie mistake ;)
 
^Rookie mistake eh? I've found that lorazepam helps me clean..to a point. Add alcohol though, and that's the end of that.

I didn't have any opiates today, only 1mg lorazepam before the plane ride and that's about worn off - pretty much in WDs now, I'm just going to finish unpacking and get everything straightened out and then reward myself with some buprenorphine. :)
 
Hah yeah, benzos or alcohol would have probably been okay. Oh well, it is Sunday after all...

Enjoy your bupe when you get to have it - def best to do things first then reward yourself, rather than reward youself then feel guilty for not doing anything.. hehe

I am going to cook something tasty involving my home grown potatoes for tea though :)

Nice to see you back NT! :)
 
I'm sooo hungry. I woke up about 13 hours ago and I've been either in a car or on a plane or stuck in an airport for the duration of it. Finally home. I'm thinking bupe then a nice afternoon snack :)
 
Haha sounds like a plan :D I've got dinner on the way, home grown potatoes, v excited :) (and other things too hehe..)

Is your bupe a maintenance or recreational thing?

Hope you had a good holiday! BDD has been pretty lawless without you and hydro.. (only kidding, mugz has been doing an ace job and cane's been about a lot too :)
 
Its a combination of both, I don't have it prescribed mainly due to price issues and insurance (I'm still on my parents' insurance and I don't want them to know I'm on two powerful addictive maintenance drugs (lorazepam - which I am prescribed - isn't technically maintenance but the way my doctor scripts it it may as well be). I donno, they're fine with the lorazepam but I think the buprenorphine would be something else. I'm really fucking smacked on it right now so I guess I could say its for recreation. I took some breaks while I was on vacation/holiday and took some hydrocodone (mixed with codeine and DPH and beer) instead. Nice to feel the full-agonist again but it wasn't as warm as I'd like it to be...lousy tolerance.

hydro actually came back today as well! So we're ready for action! ;) (only kidding as well - Mugzy, you know how to hold the fort down!
 
Snorting is my ROA of choice for sure, but I've eaten it (stupid I know), and done sublingual administration. I sort of have a fetish (or lack of a better term) for snorting, the whole ritual and all that. I've never IVed outside a medical setting.
 
I like bupe a lot recreationally, but then my tolerance is fairly low.. altho bizarrely I can take a hell of a lot more oxy than a lot of people on here seem to, as can my bf. Maybe we don't actually *need* that much, we just binge when we have it as it is so rare. I have a low tolerance for most other things. Who knows.. Next time I'll try 10mg and see how I go, haha.. whenever that is...

<3 oxy... grrrr!

Glad you manage to get your bupe despite your rubbish insurance situation. When I'm envying you guys' range of pharmaceutical opioids I should probably remember the shitty situation a lot of people find themselves in due to lack of insurance/money :(

Also, fuckyeah snorting is my favourite RoA too (apart from chasing heroin, tis the commonest RoA in this country unless you IV).. there is definitely something about the ritual of it all, and the slightly dirty feeling it has, haha.. I <3 it ;)
 
Oxy is quite nice. ;)

It's a double-edged sword, really, we have lots of pharm opiates and they're, well, everywhere, but they're expensive and getting them prescribed is expensive too. I am lucky enough to have an Ativan prescription covered, as I really really need that for my anxiety.
 
Here all benzos cost like *even pharm prices aren't allowed* ;) for 30 tabs, lol. In the pharmacy I mean. And they're all covered by social security.
 
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NeighborhoodThreat said:
Oxy is quite nice. ;)

It's a double-edged sword, really, we have lots of pharm opiates and they're, well, everywhere, but they're expensive and getting them prescribed is expensive too. I am lucky enough to have an Ativan prescription covered, as I really really need that for my anxiety.
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Yeah, that is good :) how long have you been on it? Sorry, in an inquisitive (read nosy) mood today.. hehe

Mmmmmm homegrown new potatoes, mint and parsley butter, peas and butternut squash cutlet. Lushness on a plate :) followed by diazepam and cider, haha..
 
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