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Yeah fo sho.

Anways, it be late, might go to sleep soon. Watchin' star trek -- the OG series, with Jean Luc Picard. Not at all interesting without pot :D If I were stoned right now though, I'd be totally into it. Laser beams and starships with warp drive: totally my thing.

My problem with pot is that I never leave it for the times when its actually useful. If I have it, I just wake n' bake and then smoke all day long until I run out -- if I could only just leave my stash for the late nights / early mornings when I'm wide awake and bored as hell..

I really need a job, lol, I'm so goddamn broke. Needz more money and pot!
 
lol, I need a job too rog, but for the necesseties, I haven't paid my bills since like october, and I've defaulted on loans since then...hahahahha, if you get a job before me, and can get me hired, please do so and i'll like move into your closet and pay you rent, seriously.

Also also, I had drinken a pint of vodka, and smoked 12-18mg JWH-018, and then I decided, wtf, screw work aplying, I'mma smoke the rest of my meth, and then I id that. now I'm drunk, stoned, and tweaking, think Imma watch pulp fictino before consuming booze to pass out levels so I can sleep. =) (also also also, I love you guys and I hope to not kill myself ins spite of my current 70% likelikehood it will happen in the next month.
 
Nah, he's definitely still an active poster. One of my favorite BLers of all time, TBH -- even without considering his efforts towards the development of novel dissociatives.
Yeh, he´s stil around, know and then.

@Neverknowsbest

Why? is life that horrible?
 
last night I was smoking some DMT, and simply observing the visuals, which is something I never do. when you pay close attention like that, you really realize that they seem to defy anything that you could imagine all by yourself. it's weird. when you think of hallucinations, you think of dream imagery, which is very vague, and lacks detail, and doesn't have very much consistency or coherency. DMT visuals are like these perfectly coherent and detailed images of strange morphing alien machinery...
I had an experience like that on methoxetamine recently (which I usually never get OEVs from). It is fascinating to see a product of your own mind in such great detail. I agree about the comparative incoherency of dream imagery, too.

I had a lucid dream about a week ago that began as a regular dream set in a prairie. Everything looked realistic as usual until I went lucid. I somehow managed to suppress my urge to fly, which is what I almost always do when I'm lucky enough to get lucid. This time it occurred to me not just that "I'm dreaming," but rather that "I'm producing every detail of this right now." Recognizing this was as self-aware as I've ever been in a dream, I decided to examine the composition of my environment more directly. When I looked closely I could see that the grass lacked depth and had unnatural purple and orange streaks running through it. A nearby rock suddenly took on the slick texture of wet plastic. I conjured images of people but when I touched them they changed shape or disappeared, though I could still feel their presence with my hands. I'm not sure if that's the way dream "graphics" always look and respond and I just don't notice it, or if the process of introducing such a meticulous form of meta-cognition into a lucid dream altered the landscape to function less realistically (self-awareness brings doubt and malfunction). I'm also not sure I'd be so analytical during a smoked DMT trip, but I'd love to explore a mindscape as stable as you tell about in the same way.
 
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^Very cool.

and Rog I think I found him, it must be him or I'm at a loss lol, so many arylcyclohexylamines!
 
My problem with pot is that I never leave it for the times when its actually useful.

but...but ..it's useful, like, uh, every 10 minutes?

lol, I need a job too rog, but for the necesseties, I haven't paid my bills since like october, and I've defaulted on loans since then...hahahahha, if you get a job before me, and can get me hired, please do so and i'll like move into your closet and pay you rent, seriously.

Also also, I had drinken a pint of vodka, and smoked 12-18mg JWH-018, and then I decided, wtf, screw work aplying, I'mma smoke the rest of my meth, and then I id that. now I'm drunk, stoned, and tweaking, think Imma watch pulp fictino before consuming booze to pass out levels so I can sleep. =) (also also also, I love you guys and I hope to not kill myself ins spite of my current 70% likelikehood it will happen in the next month.
committing suicide is bad. causes global warming.
 
So sorry to hear about your cousin, adrian. :(

Its for this reason that I wish less PD peeps would use opiates recreationally, it absolutely is playing with fire (especially when combining with benzos, alcohol, etc).

Again, my sincere condolences. <3

but...but ..it's useful, like, uh, every 10 minutes?

I know, right?

I've been doing that routine for years and now that I'm not smoking I'm so clearheaded that I feel almost psychic. :D
 
argh... My cousin just OD'd and died from Oxy
Careful y'all.
:(

So sorry to hear about your cousin, adrian. :(

Its for this reason that I wish less PD peeps would use opiates recreationally, it absolutely is playing with fire (especially when combining with benzos, alcohol, etc).
^this

I've come to realize it's a good thing that I can't get a hold of opiates 24/7, or even once a month. :|

I know, right?

I've been doing that routine for years
I hadn't thought about it until just now, but me too :D

and now that I'm not smoking I'm so clearheaded that I feel almost psychic. :D
hah. That sounds interesting. Maybe try tripping? then find yourself a crystal ball ;) lol
 
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