NASADD Social v. We've got Skillz and Ohline's and Recky's Fucking Birthday

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^that is actually a perfect size when you fuck ur self w/ a huge 8" or more $150 cock made of the finest synthetic material. my cock looks&feels real. thus the high dollar amount.

s'up rock? how u rollin' today? ;)
 
not too great...a break up,a nasty fall on my bad knee while my parents were out o town-that was horrid. i cld barely hobble to the backdoor-i had my PS3 downstairs playin on the big screen-to let my dog out and i had to piss outside too bc i cld barely walk,let alone climb the stairs. then it got so bad i peed on his pee pee pads. i had no choice-just pain,stuck in a chair for almost a week. most ppl wldnt admit that but idc-it was horrid. went for a physical mandated by the state hoping to get some help w/ my leg-turned out to be another psych eval for medicaid/disability. the office was right next to where i did my Physical/Occupational therapy to learn to walk again after my accident and discharge from hospital. the smell of the place and just seeing it fucked me up-i was almost hysterical in waiting room. such bad memories...and pain. was like i was living it over again. the week i was alone i ran btwn a 103.8 and 102.1 temp all week-sinus infection. meds change that led to W/Ds even though i was weening off old med and onto new med. sis is preggers again but there was something in the last sonogram that indicated a possible problem...like downs syndrome. shootin up too much w/ no way to get new rigs. i am done after Bonnaroo-weekend after next. that is all that is keeping me going. i fixed up my old walking boot and been swimming in the pool to get my leg ready for all the walking-and dancing. i feel the mountains pulling me-like my Cherokee ancestors calling me home to let it all go while i dance(w/ a big ol boot and cane-no worries,crowds let cripples through-make ppl move for you so you get a primo spot)for 4 days&5 nights. all this baggage i'm carrying w/ me STILL from my accident...the anger,the grief...i am ready to let it go. Roo is spiritual for me in many ways. of course i'll be going up there w/ a g of pure MDMA crystals(last thing i'm shooting up-if my best friend of 20 yrs doesn't catch me) some purple bud,beer and jager bombs-my 1 big drinking time of the year-and 700 acres of ppl selling anything else i cld want. hopefully a little opium for the pain in my knee-or a few oxycontin or morphine(ms contin).i am going to my 1st midnight to sun up rave,seeing some legends and some new bands. i'll cry alot-good tears and just let the negative energy go out into the universe to do w/ what it will.music moves me in a way nothing else does...and the drugs won't hurt either. i'm just ready to get out of this room,this house,this town-although i am no more than a hermit-staying in my room..."killing myself to live" like the title of chuck klosterman's 2nd book. all i do is fix up and shoot up-the resent stresses have made it worse. even if it's just distilled water...the needle has to go. my body resembles a pin cushion and i want a life-one that matters.
been hanging w/ NMI crew doing my thing there bc it feels so good to help ppl & meet new ppl. tried out tinychat Bl lounge last night-all night til about 9am. it was fun. Bl has kept me afloat. kept my spirits up and reminding me everybody has pain and sorrow and i am so lucky in so many ways.
basically although i have been shitty,Bluelight has kept my heart full and energy light.

sorry-another novella. i've checked in here a good bit but it seems so slow-and i feel a bit outcast-that is just my ovaries,though.

everything is gonna be just fine. i know it.

how bout you? any specifics to report on your happy,best summer ever????? details? ;)
 
purplefirefly said:
Good morning guise!! I hope all y'all had a good memorial day weekend. I surely did.


Here's a puzzle for you all....it's called "name the blers" based on the picture posted

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Well one is you and the other is? Do we know him?
 
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