I remember getting rushes from gear back in, must have been about '05 or '06, when I hadn't been long hunched over the tinfoil. Thought it was just my tolerance building up was why I wasn't getting them anymore.
Glad it's not just me!
I suppose that the gear is always going to work best in your first year of using it before you build up such a tolerances that your body needs it just to get up in the morning, i found that after years of using i didn't get as much from gear, but i'd still get a rush, although it wouldn't be as intense as when i first started using gear, but it was still there.
But now after over 5 months of drought most of us have little or no tolerances, any time i've scored in the last few weeks i have made sure not to take my methadone for at least 24 hours before i have a smoke, but still i find that with out my meth & with my low tolerance i still don't get the rush, its straight into a sleepy nod, its hard to explain, but after not smoking gear for 5 months i feel that surely i should get more of a wack off it? Do you know what i mean? But i've given up even trying, i haven't scored in over a week, i'm going to wait a while longer & hope for the best that things get better!!!
