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Not sure what I was thinking >.<
Not sure what I was thinking >.<
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Wouldn't it be OK if it was legal? Well, in any case it won't be legal soon here, so mebbe it's a better idea not to discuss it.
wasn't just you mate, no harm done
nope, wasn't allowed when it was legal UK wise, just leads to source discussion, also I don't have the time to check the location and laws of every poster
No fear...
The last time I binged on MDPV, toward the end of the binge I became convinced that I was immune to its effects, and began hitting the foil over and over again to 'prove it to myself'.
You can imagine what happened next. Well, actually, you can't, and that's the point.
It's not the first time something like this has happened... there were one or two other similar instances. But this was by far the whackiest -- off the edges of the map. Where no man has gone before.
I've faced and experienced the worst MDPV can deliver. It's every bit as bad as you might imagine. And utterly temporary, just like everything else.
I'm not afraid any more of MDPV's mental effects. That's not to say I would ever purposely bring about a state of ultimate, hellish madness. But the fear is gone, I think. And soon MDPV will be too, gone from my life.
The last time I binged on MDPV, toward the end of the binge I became convinced that I was immune to its effects, and began hitting the foil over and over again to 'prove it to myself'.
You can imagine what happened next. Well, actually, you can't, and that's the point.
It's not the first time something like this has happened... there were one or two other similar instances. But this was by far the whackiest -- off the edges of the map. Where no man has gone before.
I've faced and experienced the worst MDPV can deliver. It's every bit as bad as you might imagine. And utterly temporary, just like everything else.
I'm not afraid any more of MDPV's mental effects. That's not to say I would ever purposely bring about a state of ultimate, hellish madness. But the fear is gone, I think. And soon MDPV will be too, gone from my life.
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Well its my first day back from oblivion and all I really have to say for the last few weeks is...
"THAT WAS FUCKING DOPE".
I may care to explain this post later when my non-dopamine related brain functions have recovered further.
"THAT WAS FUCKING DOPE".
I may care to explain this post later when my non-dopamine related brain functions have recovered further.
Damn, you have been gone since the 28th... you've been partying for two weeks? Even w/sleep and food, that is a long time. Tell us moreWell its my first day back from oblivion and all I really have to say for the last few weeks is...
"THAT WAS FUCKING DOPE".
I may care to explain this post later when my non-dopamine related brain functions have recovered further.
.Fwiw, I seem to be going through a sensitization thing, probably due to not taking nearly enough breaks in between runs. Allow me to describe what happened at the tail end of the last run, after I decided I was immune to pipe hits and started hitting the last of what I had like sugar syrup 8)8)8).
Be prepared...
I found myself walking rapidly around the house, making some sort of noise, and I felt that I had become a machine, literally, a mechanism that was running automatically. I literally felt *nothing* inside, utterly empty, like what a robot or a puppet would feel. My body did not know or care that I was walking around the house talking to myself, because I had contracted into a mental picture in my head and then split in two -- into me/mental picture and God/mental picture.
We had both been cast into hell together for all eternity, and were now stuck as mental pictures inside my head. God kept telling me "He's walking around the house talking to himself and he doesn't care". "Do I care?" "Yes, because you're what he's picturing". "Can you help me?" "No, because I'm only a mental picture". "How long will this go on?" "FOR EVER"....
on and on... "God, can I stop this?" "No, I can't stop this". "Can you stop this?" "No, you can't stop this". "Why?" "Because he's walking around the house talking to himself, and he doesn't care". "Do we care?" "Yes". "Is this bad?" "This is bad". "How long will this go on?" "FOR EVER".
On and on and on and on and on. And I truly believed that it would go on eternally, although certainly hoped that it would not.
Of course, it didn't.
That's only the last part of the whole thing, but by far the worst. Ended up finally lying down in bed when the PV began to wear off. Probably lasted two to four hours, but that's just a wild guess.
After that one, the shadow people are welcome to drop in for tea and listen to ghost radio whenever they like... what, me worry?
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Acid4Blood
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^ sounds quite scary (to those with their sanity fully intact)
I just hope the illusion that I'm immune to the effects of PV doesn't come up again as part of PV use, because that was the main problem... taking a dozen or more hits in a row. Unfortunately, this sort of thing can be part of smoking PV, even if it's just being too sketchy to remember when you took the last hit, or not realizing how big the hit was you just took.
Smoking PV is not for the faint hearted... everyone who does it knows it's madness.
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Mailmonkey
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I've been vaping 10-15mg, 3-4 times a day for a couple months. Bit more at weekends. Bit less other times. Sometimes sniff it, about 10mg bumps I reckon.
Don't go on a full on session, just like the hit, and the taste, and the chasing thing does it for me too. I'm also doing a ,lot less mephedrone, and the peev doesn't seem to afect meph tolerance, so when me and missis do have a weekend meph sesh I'm not having to take such big doses as i used to, and I'm conserving meph stocks, :D
I got too much going on, and family around me, to go on a long run and even though it's 15 years since speed psychosis territory for me, I'm wary enough to try my best to avoid that.
Took me a while, 500mg or so, to get my head round peevee, only just starting to get the measure of it now. Pretty functional shit too.
Had a couple of twitchy anxiety feelings if i had a couple bumps and then start vaping on top too, but i know when to stop now. I think. for now anyway.
However, our son is having a weekend at his grandparents soon, so we might have a play around with an extended sesh
Don't go on a full on session, just like the hit, and the taste, and the chasing thing does it for me too. I'm also doing a ,lot less mephedrone, and the peev doesn't seem to afect meph tolerance, so when me and missis do have a weekend meph sesh I'm not having to take such big doses as i used to, and I'm conserving meph stocks, :D
I got too much going on, and family around me, to go on a long run and even though it's 15 years since speed psychosis territory for me, I'm wary enough to try my best to avoid that.
Took me a while, 500mg or so, to get my head round peevee, only just starting to get the measure of it now. Pretty functional shit too.
Had a couple of twitchy anxiety feelings if i had a couple bumps and then start vaping on top too, but i know when to stop now. I think
. for now anyway.However, our son is having a weekend at his grandparents soon, so we might have a play around with an extended sesh
Purty light, non-binge-type vaping... at least it's possible. Why bother to vape in that case, I dunno, might as well snort it? But, yeah...
FlippingTop
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A snorted dose will keep you up for about 6 hours, and the anxiety/psycosis is a zillion times worse sadly >.<
Sadie
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Stimulant psychosis usually is temporary but with constant or heavy use can lead to longer lasting psychotic disorders. Just be careful.
Life is also temporary - temporary does not necessarily mean short lasting.
So yeah, thinking the psychosis will always wear off afterwards is not necessarily a good idea.
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It's all relative Einstein.
Oh and MM - watch out yo. Dog's about x mm's from yer bum Mr Postie. That was me 12/18/who's counting months ago.
Dedbeet - you are a source of constant absolutelytothefuckingpointman-ness to me.
I hope you're writing all this down.
Oh, wait, it's the intrawebz. We're here forever.
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Mailmonkey
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hahahhaahahaa
yeah, I can feel the yappy little fucker gettin closer and closer.
Happened to me a few times, same story, just a different breed of dog.
I tend to stop when I been nipped a few times, I never get completely savaged, real life always pulls me back. There's always a first time though etc....
Sadie
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Dopamine induced psychosis does wear off. But continued use can cause permanent damage to dopamine receptors. That being the case, Psychosis may not wear off as quickly or at all in some cases.
With certain stims, such as methamphetamine, that are neurotoxic (cause brain damage).
Although MDPV is not proven to NOT be neurotoxic, there's actually no reason why it should be. It's a reuptake inhibitor, not a releaser/flow reverser, and pyrovalerone actually has a medical history.
Again, it depends on the type of psychosis. If dopamine psychosis triggers a chronic psychosis, it's probably due to a susceptible psyche. You know how some folks are... "I'm not sure what's real and what's not anymore, I'm really scared, I don't know what the drug did to me, I'm all alone, I'm now damaged for life", etc.
You just can't tell. Life is the unknown.
MDPV could of course give you a stroke or heart attack too, as much as we like to talk about how physically safe it is.
You could even get hit by a car on the way to the mailbox to pick it up
.My main point about dopamine psychosis is this -- it is essentially to the brain, what repeatedly scratching and picking at a scrape on your arm is. That's literally what it "feels like" to me, even. When the scrape heals, it isn't there anymore... so dopamine psychosis wears off when dopamine levels return to normal. It's a bio-chemical psychosis produced by too much of a chemical -- why would it not wear off when the chemical does?
P.S. I still think it's very difficult to produce a full-blown psychosis with MDPV... the only time it's ever happened to me is at the end of a binge w/sleep deprivation included. Unfortunately, it's a bit easier to produce delerium-level sketchiness, meaning you wander the house lost to yourself and your surroundings. Uggh, do I ever hate that.
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You're right, psychosis is not that simple.
*Dopamine* psychosis is in fact simple, though -- it's produced by too much dopamine. MDPV can also cause "stimulant delerium" or "excited delerium" (google it), which I've experienced far too often when smoking it due to the very high doses. IME it's worse than psychosis, being an utterly confused state where you literally don't know up from down.... it's also very temporary.
Can you come up with any case studies of peeps who have become permanently psychotic e.g. from cocaine or Ritalin? I exclude methamphetamine because it's a known neurotoxin due to the way it works.
Believe me, I've researched this stuff -- it's of intense personal interest.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimulant_psychosis
Note that the psychosis produced by every drug is somewhat different. Taking methamphetamine to be the standard on which to base MDPV would be utterly fallacious -- it works VERY differently in the brain. Methylphenidate/Ritalin is a good comparator for MDPV.
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