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The other kids are mean. I already got sent to the principal's office and got a detention. Then someone stole my lunch money. And I lost my homework. I hate school and I'm never ever going back ever again.


But really, it was okay. The people there are cool, even my bosses seem alright. The job's not too hard either. Once I get a little more comfortable with the system I will have a lot of options and interesting shit to do so I think this job will be okay for a while. Man do I hate spending all day somewhere other than where I want though. That and I'm gonna be spending $100 a week in gas which is super fucking lame. I'll look on the bright side, seems I got this job just in time, I doubt I could have cut it any closer.
 
I have still never had oxymo. Everytime I meet a new pill pusher I ask them when they give the obligatory "I can get fucking anything that you want" speech and they always look at me like I have 12 heads or say "You mean the little blue 30mg percs?" which is equally as frustrating.
 
I actually just started getting them recently myself. Always wanted to get my hands on some but couldn't find em. Never tried them till a couple weeks ago and, damn I'm glad I can get them now. Dude who I used to get 80's from switched his script when 80's finally became extinct for real (took a long time but they officially cannot be bought in CT anymore). He now gets opana 40's and not only is it a better high, but they're stronger than 80's too. Best part is because they're 40's instead of 80's he charges me half of what he used to. He never had them before I told him to get them, and he doesn't know anyone else who's had them so he doesn't know what they are really. I kind of feel like I'm stealing. Only drawback is I just can't take them while I'm working or seeing family cause they make me nod so much harder than oxycontin. Heh, that's really the only complaint I have, so is that even a legitimate complaint? Than and I don't have to buy dope either. I just feel so dirty buying dope, not to mention I hate the smell too.
 
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The 10mg ir are the shit. They are super hard to find around here, only seen a couple of times but Damnit man. Looks like a big shot of pink lemonade in a rig.
 
RecklessWOT said:
Titties. Those are something good.

We still love you skillz. I am sorry to hear that tho.
Can I ask what happened? I understand if you don't want to talk about it.
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titties are good! lol
long story short,my meds were changed a cpl weeks ago( i am bipolar-11years in therapy and on meds)and it threw me into an almost week long depression. i was asleep and pathetic and unaware and she said i abandoned her and wouldn't acknowledge her while her dad is having health problems and her older dog was sick too. and i understand that but she has never accepted my illness. and i live in spite of it...i had a near fatal car accident in jan 06 bc i was texting on an interstate in a work zone going 70mph and did not notice traffic had stopped. i looked up in time to gasp b4 plowing into the back of an 18 wheeler-going 70mph to zero bc i ddnt have time to hit the brakes. i have severe PTSD and i have become a bit agoraphobic. but i am seeing THREE therapists-one is my psychiatrist of 11 years. i am trying so hard.(and all of this on top of getting of IV meth and IV opes ON MY OWN almost 2 years ago.i went through hell to get off that shit and i did it to not lose her as well as bc i was going to die if my life kept on like that). im so sad. i am out of weed. im shooting up MPH-which i have an RX for(still no excuse)-with dull needles(and i had a MRSA Staph infection 18 months ago from this very thing),but i am out of my ADD med which is good.now im eating xanax and high doses of gabapentin-i work it so i take low doses most of the month and can take a high dose and feel good a few days out of 30-and waiting on the weed guy.

i know drug talk not allowed but i am seriously sad. i would NEVER kill myself. i have made that promise to my family bc the dozen attempts i have had since 15 have shown me how much that hurts ppl who love you. so i am not gonna kill myself but i wldnt be upset if a plane fell out of the sky and killed me. i am just so empty and sad:(
 
Gona give friend a ride, she set off alarm, i turned on car attempting to cut off alarm, alarm ceased but car would not start..dope man helped me out, gave me a jump fucked with battery, still wouldnt start. Called dealership explained predicament, told me to unlock driver side door, open, close door, unlock again and wala! Did the trick and i went home. Crazy..
 
yeah they do funny shit like that on newer cars so people have a hard time hot wiring them. What kind of car is it? is it a dodge/chrysler product by any chance? a friend of mine used to have a dodge that would do that all the time. Or is it just an old piece of crap that has problems?
 
skillz~4~thrillz said:
titties are good! lol
long story short,my meds were changed a cpl weeks ago( i am bipolar-11years in therapy and on meds)and it threw me into an almost week long depression. i was asleep and pathetic and unaware and she said i abandoned her and wouldn't acknowledge her while her dad is having health problems and her older dog was sick too. and i understand that but she has never accepted my illness. and i live in spite of it...i had a near fatal car accident in jan 06 bc i was texting on an interstate in a work zone going 70mph and did not notice traffic had stopped. i looked up in time to gasp b4 plowing into the back of an 18 wheeler-going 70mph to zero bc i ddnt have time to hit the brakes. i have severe PTSD and i have become a bit agoraphobic. but i am seeing THREE therapists-one is my psychiatrist of 11 years. i am trying so hard.(and all of this on top of getting of IV meth and IV opes ON MY OWN almost 2 years ago.i went through hell to get off that shit and i did it to not lose her as well as bc i was going to die if my life kept on like that). im so sad. i am out of weed. im shooting up MPH-which i have an RX for(still no excuse)-with dull needles(and i had a MRSA Staph infection 18 months ago from this very thing),but i am out of my ADD med which is good.now im eating xanax and high doses of gabapentin-i work it so i take low doses most of the month and can take a high dose and feel good a few days out of 30-and waiting on the weed guy.

i know drug talk not allowed but i am seriously sad. i would NEVER kill myself. i have made that promise to my family bc the dozen attempts i have had since 15 have shown me how much that hurts ppl who love you. so i am not gonna kill myself but i wldnt be upset if a plane fell out of the sky and killed me. i am just so empty and sad:(
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Be careful, sounds like you're not treating yourself well right now. Take care of yourself, things will get better sooner or later. Try not to beat yourself up because of it. I know you've had your problems but life always gets better after time and I know you know that too. You're a smart chick.
I wish I could cheer you up. You're a cool person, you don't deserve to feel shitty. Good luck with everything :\
 
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