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Heroin Social Chat v4

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my tolerance has gone way down since the drought.for me i cud get decent up until mid december,but since then had 2 half decent bits.i only dabble,once or twice a fortnite but it not been worth it recently.im scripted 35ml a day but only been taking 17.5ml so been saving rest for past few months,dont know how much ive got but at least 4 or 500ml.things been quite bad near me{barnstaple},alot ov old heads started banging legal highs,not 4 me thanks.the antidepressant quality of the gear is all i miss,i used to be on an even keel if i used about once a week but me heads been in bits on and off since dec.i wish the best for everyone and hope the drought can help some folk.laters.
 
erm ive been away in hospital for month and half and went to local CDT today to pick up meth script and seen posters saying 3 have died from pure H, WHILE ANOTHERS STILL UP ,SAYING ITS THE WORST DROUGHT IN LIVING MEMORY. COULD SOME ONE PLSE UPDATE ME ON the heroin quality situation, especially manchester area. stilll very hit and miss? sorry bout caps
 
pinkpapaver said:
14 and yes... i suffer from guiltyitis all the time and he has a touch of the brattyitis , course im not the best mom in the world, i mean its not a competion any way, i love my son, my son loves me, i work hard, i make mistakes, but guess what? i do a lot of stuff right a lot of the time, im just fcuked at the moment, but im a live, my son has wanted a dog for years, he's got a dog now, ive wanted a dog for years, i ve got dog now, here,ill do a pictuer of here tomorrow, so the dogs great.



PRETTY THING:
All these people hanging round 8)
Waiting for the world to change :\
All this pressure coming down :!
Life is not a pretty thing :\
Standing in the pouring rain :p
Lonely eyes and soaking skin :!
Wishing it was yesterday 8)
I say life is not a pretty thing :?
Trying hard to make it work :?
Losing all my faith in God :p
Shaking hands shaking heads :\
Why, please tell me why :(
Is all this sorrow and suffering
Still going on :(
All they ever wanted was a chance to live
Sometimes I just wonder
Can they forgive, how can they still forgive
All these people running scared
Seen so many times before
Life is something to be shared
Life is not a pretty thing
I can't see the sense in this
Where has all the feeling gone
Woke up this morning with a pain in my head
Tried to work it out but I went back to bed :|
This ain't the way that it's supposed to be 8)
This is not the day
This is not me 8o
Half my life is wasted the rest does not exist :(
They're writing to papers 8)
They're making out lists 8)
Searching for reasons why everythings a mess 8o
Why we sit and take it is anybodys guess :\
And oh, life is not a pretty thing
Life is not pretty, pretty %)
Life is not a pretty thing ;)
Pretty thing :D
Pretty thing<3
When you're shaking hands and breaking heads
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/aslan/pretty_thing.html ]
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don't answer if you mind me askin but were you clean when you had your son?that includes methadone?
when i had my kids,i didn't even have a drink or a fag but i have since had a termination cos i was heavily into my habit and couldn't bear the thought of having an addicted baby
my daughter is 16 and my son 18
i really need to make sure my daughter doesn't try smack-she is very much like me which is why i told her
my son is different and i don't think he will get into trouble with drugs
i have heard that the likelihood of an addicts kids getting a habit is higher than kids of parents that don't use
i was concerned when my daughter told me that her weed dealer also sells smack

what kinda dog have you got?
i miss my dog so much
i can never replace her but having a dog makes me feel safer cos i live alone most o the time-also it is company
i been waiting for the weather to be warm enough to have the back door open all the time so it can get in and out while it gets used to my house-but it's started pissing down and is pretty miserable after looking like we were gonna get an early heat wave
i'm also concerned about going to the kennels and coming away with just 1 dog-i would feel bad for leaving the others behind
but i need the exercise that comes with a dog-i have really piled on the pounds since she died
 
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brimz said:
I can confirm that the Wire is a pretty accurate account of the Drug trade in Baltimore. Many of the main characters Avon Barksdale, Omar etc are actually based on real people.
I luv the Wire n have seen the whole series twice. If u like The Wire i would recommend another Book/Mini Series based in Baltimore called The Corner .
It actually came out b4 the Wire and is an excellent piece of work . It is written by David Simon & Ed Burns and is true tale of a life of an inner city Neighbourhood.
i really reccomend it I've read the book n seen the Mini series , they are both availible from Amazon for a pretty reasonable price, I 'm sure u will really enjoy it although it can be a bit harrowing at times but thats real life 4 you.
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I'm downloading it now
thanks-it looks good
one of the files said it was made as a pilot for 'the wire'
 
@kkattastic

just on your point about your kids inheriting your "addictive tendencies". My grandfather and father were alcoholics and so was i, from the first day i tried it i believe, i then progressed to heroin.
I have no doubt that if heroin was widely available in my fathers youth he would have been on the gear also. He was addicted to prescription mogadons though.
I have 2 half brothers with a different father and they have never had any mental or addiction problems, we were brought up together from my birth. only i developed addictions
Hopefully with your hard won wisdom and guidance your daughter wont go down the same path.
 
kkattastic said:
I'm downloading it now
thanks-it looks good
one of the files said it was made as a pilot for 'the wire'
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I wouldn't call it a pilot 4 The Wire . The Corner is actually based on the lives of real people mainly one family n their struggles. I'm sure u will really like it n recognize plenty of actors that were used in the Wire.
Personally i prefer the book as it is more detailed .
Another piece of work by Simon and Burns that you might like is Homicide this is also a biographical account about the time that David Simon spent alongside te Homicide squad in Baltimore.
 
donnie080208 said:
@kkattastic

just on your point about your kids inheriting your "addictive tendencies". My grandfather and father were alcoholics and so was i, from the first day i tried it i believe, i then progressed to heroin.
I have no doubt that if heroin was widely available in my fathers youth he would have been on the gear also. He was addicted to prescription mogadons though.
I have 2 half brothers with a different father and they have never had any mental or addiction problems, we were brought up together from my birth. only i developed addictions
Hopefully with your hard won wisdom and guidance your daughter wont go down the same path.
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no-the problem is that she is too much like me
she has to learn from her own mistakes
i never listened to good advice either
 
@ donnie, just go without it, is too much of a chase and a risk at the mo, cost health, time, head all that, just listen to music, i have to read this book
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYe02DblVZ0&NR=1 its aslan again the lion ROAR BOB MARLEY STYLEEEEEE!!

@ kat, no, i was binge drinker nd a student or a student and a binge drinker, before i had me son god bless, here, and guess who knocked my door today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weWj_1SBIUM damien dempsey bad time garda, and i had it spinning when they knocked guessed it , this very song SPOOOOOOKYYYYYYYYYYY
 
pinkpapaver said:
@ donnie, just go without it, is too much of a chase and a risk at the mo, cost health, time, head all that, just listen to music, i have to read this book
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYe02DblVZ0&NR=1 its aslan again the lion ROAR BOB MARLEY STYLEEEEEE!!

@ kat, no, i was binge drinker nd a student or a student and a binge drinker, before i had me son god bless, here, and guess who knocked my door today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weWj_1SBIUM damien dempsey bad time garda, and i had it spinning when they knocked guessed it , this very song SPOOOOOOKYYYYYYYYYYY
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how could i possibly know who knocked your door??
go on-who was it?
 
SamhainGrim said:
Whoah! Easy, tiger! Or should I say hedgehog?

You've been around the multiple incarnations of this thread long enough to know it's a mutually-supportive affair (with the odd bit of dicksizing, abuse and BS thrown in fom time-to-time maybe, but hey, this is the internet).

I really think those words were meant as supportive advice rather than a lecture. Okay, maybe it's not what you wanted or needed to hear, and I notice you've made a decision to clean up your act, so well done on that. I really think it was meant with the best of intentions, so to react like that is a bit extreme, but understandable given the circumstamces. :)

At the same time though, you're mentioning having acquired a needle fixation and IV'ing crack for the first time the other day, both of which could be (and should be) seen as disturbing developments by many who've seen where that can lead. Not only that, but you had a picture of said event taken for posterity. Is it any wonder people are showing a bit of concern?

Well done for coming to the realisation that your future is more important than brown powder of dubious quality, and welcome back.
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No, it wasn't.
 
yep the old bill five - oh, the polis, and guess what, when i went to the shops, they were there, and the man in the shop saw my lad, and told them that my son had done nothing wrong, so there y'are!!!!

and then, after all the excitement of the census form, i had to fill in a very bad questionnaire form my drug treatment provider, and i filled it in as honsestly and quickly as i could, to get her off the subjecy of me being +ve for the offending subsaance, and - ve for the one they give me, fuck, i filled a bit in wrong, ...... ill have to correct that

one of my answers to how i was gonna achieve my goal of "being content"
was in a dodgeball style, grabbing life by the balls.

orange, arent they great, 2 4 1 cinema 241 pizza, we'll celebrate mothers day today i think,
 
pinkpapaver said:
yep the old bill five - oh, the polis, and guess what, when i went to the shops, they were there, and the man in the shop saw my lad, and told them that my son had done nothing wrong, so there y'are!!!!

and then, after all the excitement of the census form, i had to fill in a very bad questionnaire form my drug treatment provider, and i filled it in as honsestly and quickly as i could, to get her off the subjecy of me being +ve for the offending subsaance, and - ve for the one they give me, fuck, i filled a bit in wrong, ...... ill have to correct that

one of my answers to how i was gonna achieve my goal of "being content"
was in a dodgeball style, grabbing life by the balls.

orange, arent they great, 2 4 1 cinema 241 pizza, we'll celebrate mothers day today i think,
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so,the police were at your door-something to do with your boy?
and you tested neg for your script?
if we test neg for scripted meds you are kicked straight off it
pos for illicits aint no thing-i do that nearly every appointment
but if i wasn't showing pos for meth..........shit
 
The Corner

kkattastic said:
I'm downloading it now
thanks-it looks good
one of the files said it was made as a pilot for 'the wire'
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I watched 'The Corner' series a few years back. I thought it was excellent and couldn't wait each week to see the next episode. I have just started reading the book after finding it in local shop recently. Makes me want to watch the TV series again.
I have also seen 'The Wire' which I enjoyed also but for my own personal taste I found 'The Corner' much better to watch.
Just looking forward to getting stuck into the book now as I usually find the books are much better than the programme,film etc.
 
Just sniffed .15 of a decent bag i found in my wallet, hopefully in half an hr il be in nodsville! (no pins or foil to hand)
 
mmmm, itchy relaaxed double vision goodness

could domeone givem e advice on the safety of taking another ~75mg (did ~1.25mg before)?

Been using opis alot this week, pinned some h the other night, about 60mg of the same stuff in a shot and it was damn good. Wasnt straight into nodsville had had some benzos in my system at the time

Dont wanna go over now though, just wanna nod into obvlivion, so:

i know its a hard one to answer, but would be doing another 75mg sniffed be safe? And maybe a few blues aswel. wen i pinned it i was on 60mg diaz and 10mg etiz, so my benzo tolerance if fairly high and im not breathing slow now or owt. Last of my gear so i wanna experience it niicceely without IV

Also shouldi take the benzos same timne as i i do the line to hopefully get a proper nod?. did 3mg loraz about half an hour ago, if i do more though il be doing diazepam as iv got no etiz to hand :(

hope this is right thread for the q's, cheers
 
ColourfulKronos said:
mmmm, itchy relaaxed double vision goodness

could domeone givem e advice on the safety of taking another ~75mg (did ~1.25mg before)?

Been using opis alot this week, pinned some h the other night, about 60mg of the same stuff in a shot and it was damn good. Wasnt straight into nodsville had had some benzos in my system at the time

Dont wanna go over now though, just wanna nod into obvlivion, so:

i know its a hard one to answer, but would be doing another 75mg sniffed be safe? And maybe a few blues aswel. wen i pinned it i was on 60mg diaz and 10mg etiz, so my benzo tolerance if fairly high and im not breathing slow now or owt. Last of my gear so i wanna experience it niicceely without IV

Also shouldi take the benzos same timne as i i do the line to hopefully get a proper nod?. did 3mg loraz about half an hour ago, if i do more though il be doing diazepam as iv got no etiz to hand :(

hope this is right thread for the q's, cheers
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just smoke the gear....heroin can seriously fuck up yer nose

and just take the benzos with yer gear at the same time, along with a few beers and you'll be on a good buzz
 
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