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First time oxycodone = well on my way to opiate addiction?

BrokedownPalace said:
Yeah, the whole occasional dosing thing sure does solve the dependence problem, but easier said than done. I had taken them like you did for 3-4 years, no problems at all. Then I got hurt playing baseball, and got scripted a more steady supply of pain medication. I found that my pain could be masked, and I could feel great. And then the rest is history.. tolerance.. shooting dope.. blah blah blah.

I am glad you guys have kept it under control, but just don't think you are immune because it hasn't happened to yet. Hopefully you never have eto experience the bullshit of hardcore junkyism. But remember most junkies didn'tjust wake up one day and say I wanna shoot dope every day, etc.. It is a slow progression most of the time.
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Ive only known 4 people that shot up & they all said they went to heroin pretty fast by snorting it first because they liked the rush of getting high quickly & it lasted a long time.
 
MindFruit said:
You still get addicted to them.
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Well....maybe. Much of it depends on the pain, and the location of pain within the body. Headaches are different than spinal cord injuries, which are different than toothaches, which are different than broken limbs, etc etc etc. Spinal/back pain is probably the worst kind of pain, which requires the strongest (and most likely) the most addictive pain meds. Doctors are pretty good at knowing when these types of pain should subside, and prescribing an appropriate dose. If you can't even move because of spinal injury, you're not gonna give two shits about the supposed high....you're just grateful that you can sit up and not be in excruciating pain.
 
Whipped Dream said:
Well....maybe. Much of it depends on the pain, and the location of pain within the body. Headaches are different than spinal cord injuries, which are different than toothaches, which are different than broken limbs, etc etc etc. Spinal/back pain is probably the worst kind of pain, which requires the strongest (and most likely) the most addictive pain meds. Doctors are pretty good at knowing when these types of pain should subside, and prescribing an appropriate dose. If you can't even move because of spinal injury, you're not gonna give two shits about the supposed high....you're just grateful that you can sit up and not be in excruciating pain.
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Exactly! If you're in pain, the last thing on your mind is getting high, at least for the most part.
 
Lord said:
Thanks guys, real helpful! Yeah harm-reduction alright! Lets stay away from hard drugs and stick with the drugs that really are good for you, like pot and mushrooms! YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!! You are obviously very young if you think this site is producing more harm-reduction than harm-promotion. And I'm only 17. ONLY SEVENTEEN AND DOING COMBOS ALL FUCKIN DAY. So what does that make you?
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IMO, your real rush is getting the attention your getting through this obviously controversial thread. We all have problems pussy, get used to it. You think anyone cares how you "think" your going to get addicted to opiates? Please, saying your going to kill yourself? 99% of people who say their going to kill themselves are in it for the attention. If you were serious about it, than why would you feel the need to tell everybody in a public setting. I would bet your a only child that was born with a silver spoon in your mouth. Your 17, suicide is the only answer! Your the only hormonal teen with crazy emotions, I know it's a crazy world! You'd do us all a favor if you actually had the balls to off yourself, but like every other teenager in North America, you feel the world is so hard on you.

Get a grip on life and yourself. Addiction is 1000x harder than you'll ever know until your there. Wait until you are out on your own, trying to support an opiate addiction with your own money. The best thing for you right now would be a good ass kicking.

Welcome to the real world, life is tough, but does anyone care? No.
 
Vikingdon said:
Get a grip on life and yourself. Addiction is 1000x harder than you'll ever know until your there. Wait until you are out on your own, trying to support an opiate addiction with your own money. The best thing for you right now would be a good ass kicking.

Welcome to the real world, life is tough, but does anyone care? No.
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I disagree with addiction being 1000x harder. Ive been on my own for quite a while & have had an expensive gambling habit since I was 23 & im the only one that has had to come up with the money when the bookie came callling. Imo, & this is my opinion, there are so many other things in this life that are way more harder than a drug addiction but then again, it my opinion.
 
TheLostBoys said:
I disagree with addiction being 1000x harder. Ive been on my own for quite a while & have had an expensive gambling habit since I was 23 & im the only one that has had to come up with the money when the bookie came callling. Imo, & this is my opinion, there are so many other things in this life that are way more harder than a drug addiction but then again, it my opinion.
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So your saying that it isnt harder dealing with the physical, and more importantly, the mental addiction that goes along with drug addiction? I agree that there are harder things, but no one expects the trials and tribulations that come down that long lonely road of addiction, especially their 1st time using a substance.
 
Vikingdon said:
So your saying that it isnt harder dealing with the physical, and more importantly, the mental addiction that goes along with drug addiction? I agree that there are harder things, but no one expects the trials and tribulations that come down that long lonely road of addiction, especially their 1st time using a substance.
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Not saying its not hard but unless you've faced some fierce troubles in your life, you cant compare. Someone thats know just drugs will always say its the hardest thing ever until they get out in the world & experienece other things besides drug abuse.
 
TheLostBoys said:
Not saying its not hard but unless you've faced some fierce troubles in your life, you cant compare. Someone thats know just drugs will always say its the hardest thing ever until they get out in the world & experienece other things besides drug abuse.
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sounds like someones suffering from postpartum depression! How old are your kids?
 
TheLostBoys said:
Not saying its not hard but unless you've faced some fierce troubles in your life, you cant compare. Someone thats know just drugs will always say its the hardest thing ever until they get out in the world & experienece other things besides drug abuse.
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I'd buy that. There are MANY things in life much more difficult than a drug addiction...but then again...everybody has different coping strategies. What's hell for some may be easier for others.
 
Lord said:
Thanks guys, real helpful! Yeah harm-reduction alright! Lets stay away from hard drugs and stick with the drugs that really are good for you, like pot and mushrooms! YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!! You are obviously very young if you think this site is producing more harm-reduction than harm-promotion. And I'm only 17. ONLY SEVENTEEN AND DOING COMBOS ALL FUCKIN DAY. So what does that make you?
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this website is a godsend for people. its helped me so much in the past, even before i started posting. YOURE an example of why places like this get so much shit. little bitch kids coming on here and doing stupid shit for attention. im only 18 and i KNOW ive been through more shit then you, yet i dont come on here looking for sympathy. it makes me sick to think that just because i am young and enjoy drugs that i get thrown in the same stereotypical group as you. a little pussy kid who cant handle growing up and the responsibility that comes with it. GROW UP, STAY AWAY FROM THE OXY, AND DONT BE SUCH A BITCH.
 
Lord said:
I tried oxy for the first time yesterday, 12.5mg then 17.5mg, and again today, coming up on 25mg + mild potentiator.

This is probably the speed screwing up my thinking, but I liked everything about the Oxycodone. The nausea? Euphoric. Vomiting my guts out? Wonderful. Warmth and near-nod sensations? Fantastic.

I just love this drug... and I'm probably well on my way to developing an opiate addiction. When my supply runs out (as it will very soon), I think I'll have to use Kratom. But compared to Oxy, Kratom really seems like crap to me, and doesn't feel like nearly as much of a true opiate (I would know 8) ) as Oxy does.

While I kind of enjoy kratom (no more than alcohol), I can't help but think of Oxycodone as a new favourite. I always knew I was an opiate guy.

Sometimes the world is just great.

And what's this? 25mg is all I have today, but I feel an urge to increase the dose. This isn't strong enough... oh fuck. And it's only been 40 minutes. :( :|

Oxy is great and I love you all so much. %)

edit: yes, yes, I know it won't be so fun in the future! That didn't stop me from trying anything.
In fact, I may add a little something. It's probably best to stick with a similar drug, kratom sounds good. Or perhaps one beer or a touch of benzo.
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Go rent "Requiem for a Dream" and watch it, if you haven't already. It'll give you a realistic glimpse into your foreseable near future with opiates.

That said, all tarts go through that suicidal phase. The good news is it's just that: a phase. It'll pass in a couple years, along with the hormones that are fueling it.
On the other hand, opiate addiction is permanent and it will take away your body's natural ability to produce endorphins. Only then will you truly realize the pain of living --and at that point you better hope that you really do have the balls to kill yourself, cause if you think you're miserable now... you have no idea.
 
Whipped Dream said:
I'd buy that. There are MANY things in life much more difficult than a drug addiction...but then again...everybody has different coping strategies. What's hell for some may be easier for others.
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Very true, everyone doesnt cope with the sam eissues the same way.
 
atNOLA said:
Go rent "Requiem for a Dream" and watch it, if you haven't already. It'll give you a realistic glimpse into your foreseable near future with opiates.

That said, all tarts go through that suicidal phase. The good news is it's just that: a phase. It'll pass in a couple years, along with the hormones that are fueling it.
On the other hand, opiate addiction is permanent and it will take away your body's natural ability to produce endorphins. Only then will you truly realize the pain of living --and at that point you better hope that you really do have the balls to kill yourself, cause if you think you're miserable now... you have no idea.
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My girlfriend bought that movie & we watched it 2 years ago. It was out there, psychedelic & what not. Definitely a drug movie to watch. I also recommend watching Drugstore Cowboy & Spun. Those movies will show you what happens when you get addicted to drugs & dont say it cant happen to you because it can.

As far as killing yourself, I dont believe in suicide no matter how bad your life is so like everyone else has said, dont make this drug game out to be a cool thing to do like the movies portray.
 
Whipped Dream said:
Opiates are great, but moderation in all things my man. Keep it up and pick one of the following options: jail, rehab, death. THERE IS NO OTHER OPTION. If you continue down the fast track to addiction you will end up throwing away everything you have to get that high.

Pull back on the reigns a bit and enjoy the high once in a while...in moderate doses.
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good advice^^^^^^^^^^

i only do oxycontin once every month or so at the most,usually 2-3 months apart as i felt the pull of addiction and tolerance.

i started on 20mg doses and this quickly escalated to 80mg doses and then before i knew it i was doing 160mg doses just to get the same effects.

ive only ever done oxy maybe 30 times
 
pally pete said:
good advice^^^^^^^^^^

i only do oxycontin once every month or so at the most,usually 2-3 months apart as i felt the pull of addiction and tolerance.

i started on 20mg doses and this quickly escalated to 80mg doses and then before i knew it i was doing 160mg doses just to get the same effects.

ive only ever done oxy maybe 30 times
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Did you start off with a weaker opiate like codeine or vicodin or did you just start with oxy?
 
TheLostBoys said:
Do you feel you missed out on some great highs with codeine & vicodin? Like walking up the ladder instead of jumping to the top.
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no.

i used opiates one time around 6 months before i tried oxy,this was buprenorphine,around 1mg,this was a horrific experience,something i never wish to repeat,im actually suprised at myself that i even used any opiates after this.

i also have tried tramadol,vicodin (after oxy but before i developed much tolerance) and i feel that they were ok but nothing special although this maybe because i was already at the top of the ladder as you put it.
 
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