WOW you guys sure are dedicated.... haven't thought about gear in a couple of months....heard its all shit and will never get back to normal...welcome to the future....

lol as if...;-)
Dropped from 40 to 30ml of done a couple months back and am getting emotions for the first time in years...didn't think i would be able to handle it but it feeels amazing... thought the done was helping with the pain but it was actually causing it....8+ years of being a zombie not to mention the 10 on gear and living foul...(i know i ain't out the woods yet but i can see the light;-))
peace to all the opiate heads out there!