adam phinel
Bluelighter
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Yeah nah sorry mate I understand ive tried the red stars and they are not that great, was saying as in they are probally the worst "mdma" pill about at the moment, theres alot of other quality available so might aswell shop around.
Like I said before im not fond of that "R- Copyrighted" Presser, they are probally the worst presser ive come across, the first few pills were good, then the mephedrone pills they tried to pass off as E, then the non actives and the bzp swirls, then green stars and now the red stars people are saying are not quite right. there was speculation over the green stars aswell, it just seems they must make low quality mdma, or care more for money over anything....
Fair enough. I'm just guessing with my own experience. But there is a massive difference in effect with <100mg.
I said it before but here is cut and past from Phikal and look at the difference with 100mg dose and 120mg dose in the report.
(with 100 mg) Beforehand, I was aware of a dull, uncaring tiredness that might have reflected too little sleep, and I took a modest level of MDMA to see if it might serve me as a stimulant. I napped for a half hour or so, and woke up definitely not improved. The feeling of insufficient energy and lack of spark that I'd felt before had become something quite strong, and might be characterized as a firm feeling of negativity about everything that had to be done and everything I had been looking forward to. So I set about my several tasks with no pleasure or enjoyment and I hummed a little tune to myself during these activities which had words that went: 'I shouldn't have done that, oh yes, I shouldn't have done that, oh no, I shouldn't have done that; it was a mistake.' Then I would start over again from the beginning. I was stuck in a gray space for quite a while, and there was nothing to do but keep doing what I had to do. After about 6 hours, I could see the whole mental state disintegrating and my pleasant feelings were coming back. But so was my plain, ornery tiredness. MDMA does not work like Dexedrine.
(with 120 mg) I feel absolutely clean inside, and there is nothing but pure euphoria. I have never felt so great, or believed this to be possible. The cleanliness, clarity, and marvelous feeling of solid inner strength continued throughout the rest of the day, and evening, and through the next day. I am overcome by the profundity of the experience, and how much more powerful it was than previous experiences, for no apparent reason, other than a continually improving state of being. All the next day I felt like 'a citizen of the universe' rather than a citizen of the planet, completely disconnecting time and flowing easily from one activity to the next.