well my 6 tabs was a waste eh.
ended up piking twice major n the comeup,
tripin a bit, watching some fists of fury, then went to bed in the dark to l;ay down to Tool.
woke up 8 hours later still feeling weird but not fucked, and my visual aspect is gone.
let myself down again in a sense as really i shoul;da not ate the tabs n just sold em like the rest.
thats £30 spunked up the wall man :/
and i could REALLY use the cash now.
learned that i abuse drugs, abuse myself for drugs (not anywhere near as bad as an addict of somethin, but i do seem to be a whore for punishment),
and made me realize i need to seriously reduce my intake of drugs, mainy cannabis,
if im going to have any real shot at saving money, as through the years ganja has sapped away at my wallet every fucking week.
i came to this same turning point with weed last year before xmas, but this has sealed it.
als made me realize that ive not had a truly psychedelic experience with LSD in a while.
ive been doing her too often
when these tabs are gone and sold i wont be touching her til shes ready, and it feels right.
i have a feeling i was being punished, but i feel its most likely myself punishing myself subconsciously as im disappointed with myself with some things
all in all an interesting morning but i wouldnt do it again.
hopefully if i do cross paths with lucy in the future she will be of good quality and i will have gained the visual kickassery i used to get
