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purplefirefly said:
I would lose sleep over far *less* debts than these. I hate owing people money and I have never in my life let anything go to collections.

*shudders at the thought*
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the only thing out of that list i could absolutely help is the best buy card



bought a house at 19 with an ARM and when the two years came up and i called in to refinance, they woulndnt let me because i was late 2 times (each time was because the 1st fell on a saturday or sunday so i didnt get paid until the following monday). so my rate went from like 7.2 to 15 overnight my payments jumped from $978 to something like $1700. yeah, good luck getting that out of a 19 year old.

the voluntary repo was the lexus i bought last year that fucked up 3 days after my warranty ran out.

the medical is from my surgery

the best buy credit card is from when i was 19 and had the house and badass credit and got a $1000 limit and bought a badass TV. Then someone broke into my house and stole the TV....and i, being the responsible 19 year old i was took the insurance money and bought a shit load of drugs and just put my old TV back in the living room. im honestly waiting for the to settle with me...i have no idea if they will or not, i guess i need to check on that...
 
now that i think about it, if i didnt get so deep into heroin i would be much more badass now than i acctually am


*shrugs*
 
For real MemphisX3, I would have a lot more money anyway! lol. And that goes for weed,coke and heroin. Even getting good deals or buying coke or weed in quantity , still end up blowing the money on something or doing up the profits, if any from getting an Oz. of coke or a QP or an LB. of bud even.
More money I get the more I tend to spend on Bullshit , not just on more drugs. I guess when I'm high I don't even care about the money I blow. Then when the cash flow is low, I'm lokking back thinking WTF?! Why did I blow the money I had/made on BS that I got nothing to show for it?
Damn, I have learned to not blow money so much now, but all the money blown on drugs and needless items in the past makes me mad looking back. Why did I do that dumb shit?! I guess when high enough it made sense. Looking back is easy to say "shouldn't have done that,etc.."
Oh well, can't change the past sadly..
 
im the same, when im high and have a good stash i will piss away money on anything

when i am dopesick and low on drugs you couldnt squeeze a penny outta me for even the most worthy of causes
 
Binge_Artist said:
Dope fiends usually laugh at the idea of cocaine "addiction".

Yeah, you don't need it to keep from curling up in a ball and puking all over yourself. But still, the mental compulsion to do it can be damned near irresistable.
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yea when i was in rehab 2 years ago i asked crack and coke fiends if they get sick and they said no....i was baffled, i dont understand it but i can imagine how it is. heroin itself has one hell of psychological pull.
 
MemphisX3 said:
yea when i was in rehab 2 years ago i asked crack and coke fiends if they get sick and they said no....i was baffled, i dont understand it but i can imagine how it is. heroin itself has one hell of psychological pull.
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Yeah, when you quit coke or crack, you don't get sick at all. All you do is sleep and eat for a few days. But it fucks with your head, anyway. WHile you're actually high, you can't stop thinking about it at all (unless you have opiates or benzos to ease the comedown). And once you've been clean for a few days, you start thinking "man, that was easy to kick"..which makes it harder to not take up the habit again.
 
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