LSDMDMA&
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i'm in AP English Lit/Comp, dont play that card with me.
i can speak proper english when i want to.
i can speak proper english when i want to.
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Flarestar89
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LSDMDMA&9036970 said:
Actually, this response makes it clear that you probably ought to do less drugs. Because you're not getting much out of them.
Flarestar89
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Oh man, he's in an AP class. I'm terrified now.
Just realize that the way you present yourself is relevant to how you are perceived. Not as if what I perceive really means much in this context, but there's occasions when the perceptions of others are very relevant.
Believe it or not, people aren't giving you advice out of malice or ill will. Even though you're on the defensive, people mean the best.
Just realize that the way you present yourself is relevant to how you are perceived. Not as if what I perceive really means much in this context, but there's occasions when the perceptions of others are very relevant.
Believe it or not, people aren't giving you advice out of malice or ill will. Even though you're on the defensive, people mean the best.
LSDMDMA&
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alright, on your fucking high horse, half of fucking you always on your goddamn high horses.
whatever man, im sorry that i ate a good dose of fucking molly and interpret shit differently.
when i take MDMA, i feel a certain way. the way i feel is BECAUSE i took MDMA. yes, it accentuates existing feelings but if i HADNT taken MDMA i wouldnt be feeling that way.
i dont give a fuck how or why you do drugs, but i do to have fun, and i dont really care to "expand my brain" by doing fucking ecstasy. i do ecstasy for fun, plain and simple.
dont make me keep going, im fucking spun and ive got all night. im not feeling the molly anymore and got dexedrine up my nose, dont start.
dude i totall feel ou about people giving advice "for my own sake" but i dont see ANYONE else here getting SHIT for doing dope and shit. yeah people will say "yeah man quit" when people discuss quitting opiates, but ive never seen anyone else getting BITCHED AT for doing fucking drugs on a goddamn drug forum. i understand that no one means any harm (i guess..i still aint necessaril think that) but i dont want to hear your advice, i didnt ask for it, dont tell me what to do, i dont care.
whatever man, im sorry that i ate a good dose of fucking molly and interpret shit differently.
when i take MDMA, i feel a certain way. the way i feel is BECAUSE i took MDMA. yes, it accentuates existing feelings but if i HADNT taken MDMA i wouldnt be feeling that way.
i dont give a fuck how or why you do drugs, but i do to have fun, and i dont really care to "expand my brain" by doing fucking ecstasy. i do ecstasy for fun, plain and simple.
dont make me keep going, im fucking spun and ive got all night. im not feeling the molly anymore and got dexedrine up my nose, dont start.
dude i totall feel ou about people giving advice "for my own sake" but i dont see ANYONE else here getting SHIT for doing dope and shit. yeah people will say "yeah man quit" when people discuss quitting opiates, but ive never seen anyone else getting BITCHED AT for doing fucking drugs on a goddamn drug forum. i understand that no one means any harm (i guess..i still aint necessaril think that) but i dont want to hear your advice, i didnt ask for it, dont tell me what to do, i dont care.
Xorkoth
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Alright guys, I think he's heard what people are saying, whichever way he chooses to feel about it. Anything more just starts to sound like preaching.
Hell, I've said my piece to him a number of times over the time he's been here. He can choose to act whichever way he chooses, but at least I said what I felt I needed to say. But you know, I like LMA. I find him to be a good kid who's got plenty of intelligence, but who is a product of his environment (and yes, I'm afraid for the youth of America too). It's by and large a wasteland of apathy and anger and disillusionment. I'm pretty sure that after this year's over and he goes off to college, things will start to fall into place and he'll look back and, if he's still here, we'll see a change, and he'll see a change. This is life.
One thing I know for sure is that if you really want to help someone, you need to try to see something from their perspective. The best way to make a lasting impression is to try to offer advice free of judgment. He's a lot more likely to listen to what I said tonight because I took the time to try to understand his perspective, and I offered advice (as opposed to enforcing advice).
It's also important not to turn your advice into ego-stroking, also known as elitism. Yeah, I find the way he types most stuff to be annoying. But it's the way the kids are communicating online these days. It doesn't have any bearing on his intelligence. It COULD if you see someone typing that way, but to assume that it does (and then to turn it into insults) is not only counterproductive, it's hurtful and shortsighted. If nothing else, why would you ever expect someone to take a word of what you say to heart if you're calling them an idiot? What was even the point of posting it then? Just to hurt someone's feelings?
I've seen over the years a number of posters begin as children and become great posters. And in several cases in particular, they've ended up thanking us for the guidance we've given. LMA's made a lot of progress already. He's a good kid so like I said before, there's nothing wrong with disagreeing or stating your opinion or offering honest advice or warnings. But taking it to preaching or especially to personal attacks is just simply not cool, and only makes things worse.
Hell, I've said my piece to him a number of times over the time he's been here. He can choose to act whichever way he chooses, but at least I said what I felt I needed to say. But you know, I like LMA. I find him to be a good kid who's got plenty of intelligence, but who is a product of his environment (and yes, I'm afraid for the youth of America too). It's by and large a wasteland of apathy and anger and disillusionment. I'm pretty sure that after this year's over and he goes off to college, things will start to fall into place and he'll look back and, if he's still here, we'll see a change, and he'll see a change. This is life.
One thing I know for sure is that if you really want to help someone, you need to try to see something from their perspective. The best way to make a lasting impression is to try to offer advice free of judgment. He's a lot more likely to listen to what I said tonight because I took the time to try to understand his perspective, and I offered advice (as opposed to enforcing advice).
It's also important not to turn your advice into ego-stroking, also known as elitism. Yeah, I find the way he types most stuff to be annoying. But it's the way the kids are communicating online these days. It doesn't have any bearing on his intelligence. It COULD if you see someone typing that way, but to assume that it does (and then to turn it into insults) is not only counterproductive, it's hurtful and shortsighted. If nothing else, why would you ever expect someone to take a word of what you say to heart if you're calling them an idiot? What was even the point of posting it then? Just to hurt someone's feelings?
I've seen over the years a number of posters begin as children and become great posters. And in several cases in particular, they've ended up thanking us for the guidance we've given. LMA's made a lot of progress already. He's a good kid so like I said before, there's nothing wrong with disagreeing or stating your opinion or offering honest advice or warnings. But taking it to preaching or especially to personal attacks is just simply not cool, and only makes things worse.
Symmetrical Daze
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I've certainly grown a lot since I first started out, probably looking like a neurotic noob in my big 2ci days.
How is everyone doing this saturday nite? I'm pretty high myself. decided to post. been busy but do browse BL occasionally, few x a week. PD usually.
Plan on a big trip once some grad stuff is outta the way. 4-aco-dmt is the candidate. got to sample this once, but not a high dose. good mind trip but not as visual as expected for that kind of mind trip I had.
Yeah Xorkoth it sucks seeing personal attacks, i like to think of this as a peaceful place. its ok to diss the n00bs when they ask a dumb question that isn't allowed, but insulting each other isn't the way to go.
we all share a common interest here, and that is psychedelics. we are a small fraction of society. a sometimes even feared, condemned part of society. we should try to stick together. of course there will be differences. and it seems like the conflict on here is LMA abuse of drugs. well, i dont know enough about the situation but it seems that sometimes people have to find out the hard way, and if he is upset someone suggested to slow down, that shows a bit of immaturity, but i saw some mean things said on last page. i admit even saying an insensitive remark to one of his half coherent replies, that was actually edited by xorkoth, but still he is a member of our culture here, so let's not lose all respect for him.
but to back up SKL on the attack against him for suboxone... i think amphetamine/mdma abuse is much more serious than a suboxone dependency.
How is everyone doing this saturday nite? I'm pretty high myself. decided to post. been busy but do browse BL occasionally, few x a week. PD usually.
Plan on a big trip once some grad stuff is outta the way. 4-aco-dmt is the candidate. got to sample this once, but not a high dose. good mind trip but not as visual as expected for that kind of mind trip I had.
Yeah Xorkoth it sucks seeing personal attacks, i like to think of this as a peaceful place. its ok to diss the n00bs when they ask a dumb question that isn't allowed, but insulting each other isn't the way to go.
we all share a common interest here, and that is psychedelics. we are a small fraction of society. a sometimes even feared, condemned part of society. we should try to stick together. of course there will be differences. and it seems like the conflict on here is LMA abuse of drugs. well, i dont know enough about the situation but it seems that sometimes people have to find out the hard way, and if he is upset someone suggested to slow down, that shows a bit of immaturity, but i saw some mean things said on last page. i admit even saying an insensitive remark to one of his half coherent replies, that was actually edited by xorkoth, but still he is a member of our culture here, so let's not lose all respect for him.
but to back up SKL on the attack against him for suboxone... i think amphetamine/mdma abuse is much more serious than a suboxone dependency.
swilow
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Wow. Bit hot in here. Lets all chill out and talk about ghosts again....
I agree with all sentiments from all parties here right now.
Hmm....need a beard scratching emoticon.
I agree with all sentiments from all parties here right now.
Hmm....need a beard scratching emoticon.
Jesusgreen
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Just lost all my money playing poker.
Gambling is bad.
Gambling is bad.
Matsuo Munefusa.
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update on our situation:
we came into our house after spending the evening on a movie date. Immediately something was different here. There was a visible tension in our cabin...like somebody pacing up and down frantically. Notdeja began tearing up immediately and she sat down saying she was very tired. I went and pissed and got a drink of water and returned to her to comfort her. She began crying and talking to the spirit. I sensed it too. It seemed very relunctant to leave. The first one attached to her left quickly after she saw it and asked it to leave. This second one did not want to leave. In fact it had been violent just a few days ago (the first story I told). We talked it out carefully together. We both agreed that it is not our responsibility to feed this thing whatever it is (whether or not its a creature of God is unknown to us). She is such a brave and compassionate girl: she told it that she felt bad for it that it was hurting now that it was off her but that she couldnt take care of it anymore. I backed her up and told her it wasnt her job anymore. We asked it to leave our cabin and go into the forest where it could disintegrate and rejoin the magical energy out there.
It left then and it has been noticeably different without it here. She has had a burst of creativity on her novel and our relationship has deepened even further into our own special unique private world of Love we have created
LSDMDMA&
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MDMA abuse?
bullshit.
before last night it had been a while..at least a good month and a half, maybe 2
GTFO my internets.
bullshit.
before last night it had been a while..at least a good month and a half, maybe 2
GTFO my internets.
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Matsuo Munefusa.
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hey guys, reread xorkoth's post. Its good advice.
Next step: drop the attitudes and inflammatory responses to each other. Not worth it. Nobody is to blame here. Its like we all just walked into a big stinking pile of shit. Now you smell like shit and its hard to not make anything you touch smell like shit.
Thats what negativity does...it spreads around like shit.
My advice: Take a break from posting for a week or so and come back with less negativity (if you cant break the negativity some other way by say going for a hike in the woods, or meditating by a stream, etc).
This is not directed at any one person. I just read the last couple pages myself and noticed how the shit negativity spread amongst you all.
blessings
Next step: drop the attitudes and inflammatory responses to each other. Not worth it. Nobody is to blame here. Its like we all just walked into a big stinking pile of shit. Now you smell like shit and its hard to not make anything you touch smell like shit.
Thats what negativity does...it spreads around like shit.
My advice: Take a break from posting for a week or so and come back with less negativity (if you cant break the negativity some other way by say going for a hike in the woods, or meditating by a stream, etc).
This is not directed at any one person. I just read the last couple pages myself and noticed how the shit negativity spread amongst you all.
blessings
Roger&Me
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Another beautiful day in nature...
*looks around*
Oh noez, I used the wrong sweet-breath bottle!
*looks around*
Oh noez, I used the wrong sweet-breath bottle!
Sega420
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more like oh yess
So, this weekend's solo trip was a bit more than I was ready for. I was angry at my cousin, and this anger overshadowed the trip. I did play some very powerful beats on the djembe though, which was an amazing experience. It was as if I had earned the right to play this drum from ancient times, as if my ancestors had acknowledged me as the tribe's drummer (which is kind of funny because it's an African drum and I'm of European descent). It felt very empowering.
nearjat
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Hey phace 
I just sold my smartphone to my mom and got a normal cellphone. Feels nice downgrading believe it or not. I don't always need to be "connected" haha.
Making plans for my love to come up and visit Friday too
I just sold my smartphone to my mom and got a normal cellphone. Feels nice downgrading believe it or not. I don't always need to be "connected" haha. Making plans for my love to come up and visit Friday too
Assphace
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listening to a Hungarian folk rock band
this is AMAZING. should try it out if you're interested.
http://c1.ezfolk.com/Napra/
this is AMAZING. should try it out if you're interested.
http://c1.ezfolk.com/Napra/
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