shadowknight
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- Sep 24, 2008
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First of all, let me give you all a brief overview of the condition I have. I have never been formally diagnosed for any sleep related disorders with the use of advanced tests (like those conducted in sleep clinics). I and most doctors felt I had insomnia but at the back of my head, I always knew it wasn't insomnia because what I have is quite different. I am going to keep this very short. I believe I either have non-24-hour sleep-wake syndrome (more likely) or delayed sleep phase syndrome (less likely). The problem is that, I can never maintain a proper routine/cycle. I haven't been able to since the age of 15 and I am going to turn 26 now. My body clock seems to be on a constant move. For example if on a given day I slept at around 7 in the morning, the next day I sleep a bit latter. But I eventually fall asleep. Now when these minutes keep adding, they start becoming hours and within a few weeks, from 7 AM my time changes to 10 AM. And it doesn't stop. Unlike insomnia, when my "body's time to sleep" comes, I don't really experience any difficultly falling asleep. Alright, that should be enough. On to the important thing.
So you can imagine how difficult my life must be specially considering the fact that I am married and I have a child. I am grateful I work as a freelancer and that I don't have a regular job or else I don't know what kind of a hole I'd have been. Anyways, I can live with anything before 7 AM but anything after that starts becoming difficult. Eventually when I start sleeping at 12 noon, I just give up and I perform a type of chronotherapy. Basically, what I do is, for example. Day before yesterday I woke up at 8 PM. I was supposed to sleep at around 10 AM but instead, I didn't. I was going to stay away for 24 hours and instead sleep at around 10 PM. Most of the time this works and for a few good weeks, I can maintain a significantly better schedule. It does take a few weeks before my clock moves from 10 PM to 7 AM. Anyways, the sad thing is that, chronotherapy can be very very painful. Sleep deprivation in the morning hours is nasty!
Here is my main query. To deal with the deprivation and not to feel sleepy I took 200 mb of Modafinil yesterday. According to wikipedia, it works for around 12 hours. I took it at 11 AM and I was hoping I could sleep by 11 PM. Well, it's 5 AM and apparently, I am still wide awake! I need to assess if whether it's just my chronotherapy that has failed or if whether it's possible for modafinil to cause wakefulness for more than 12 hours? It's almost like 18 hours now and I am thinking I am right now experiencing classical insomnia.
Anyone here who has experience using Modafinil to stay awake? Please, I'd really appreciate your input! I feel like crap.
So you can imagine how difficult my life must be specially considering the fact that I am married and I have a child. I am grateful I work as a freelancer and that I don't have a regular job or else I don't know what kind of a hole I'd have been. Anyways, I can live with anything before 7 AM but anything after that starts becoming difficult. Eventually when I start sleeping at 12 noon, I just give up and I perform a type of chronotherapy. Basically, what I do is, for example. Day before yesterday I woke up at 8 PM. I was supposed to sleep at around 10 AM but instead, I didn't. I was going to stay away for 24 hours and instead sleep at around 10 PM. Most of the time this works and for a few good weeks, I can maintain a significantly better schedule. It does take a few weeks before my clock moves from 10 PM to 7 AM. Anyways, the sad thing is that, chronotherapy can be very very painful. Sleep deprivation in the morning hours is nasty!
Here is my main query. To deal with the deprivation and not to feel sleepy I took 200 mb of Modafinil yesterday. According to wikipedia, it works for around 12 hours. I took it at 11 AM and I was hoping I could sleep by 11 PM. Well, it's 5 AM and apparently, I am still wide awake! I need to assess if whether it's just my chronotherapy that has failed or if whether it's possible for modafinil to cause wakefulness for more than 12 hours? It's almost like 18 hours now and I am thinking I am right now experiencing classical insomnia.
Anyone here who has experience using Modafinil to stay awake? Please, I'd really appreciate your input! I feel like crap.