kaossalami
Bluelighter
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- Oct 11, 2010
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Op your mistaking the PAW time for actual withdrawal time.
I think the designation of what it is that you are feeling is really irrelevant. It is obviously a withdrawal that you are experiencing. Whether it is post-acute or still acute is really a debate of semantics...
With benzos, that recovery period can indeed take a very long time to fully recover from, physically or mentally. Large doses and daily doses over periods of time are what tend to cause the worst scenarios.
I think you need to do a better taper if you ever do this again, because you shouldn't really feel the withdrawal if you're doing it correctly. Rebound anxiety is one thing, but actually feeling the withdrawal effects from the drug mean that you are not tapering the drug slowly enough.
This is a big part of the problem with these recoveries from benzo addiction that last months or years: The transition was not made smoothly from addicted to sober. If you're feeling the bad effects of the withdrawal and continue to taper and feel these bad effects, you're not going to just "go back to normal". You will go through a traumatic experience that changes your life. Your brain will not ever return to normal; you and your brain will just have to get used to the shocking new world that you are being thrown into when you don't taper correctly. Tapering correctly, on the other hand, allows for you to never lose control and have this traumatic experience in the first place. There is no "return to normal" because you transitioned smoothly, and never left "normal"...
you mean i won't ever go back to normal since i tapered too quickly? the reason i tapered fast was because i didn't want to spend years tapering. i was experience the tolerance withdrawal (i had symptoms even before i started to taper) so i thought that the sooner i got off the drug the better.
Although you may not ever be the same because you experienced something, who's to say what normal is.
it's not PAWS (or at least if its, there is no difference between acute withdrawal and PAWS). i have been off benzos for more than 14 months after a taper and the withdrawal symptoms are only slightly improved over the first week. there was no improvement whatsoever for the first 7 months. benzo withdrawal really does last for years. i am beginning to lose hope of it ever leaving actually.
Alright, so this entire thread is beginning to freak me out. How long and at what dose do you need to be taking benzos for this kind of thing to happen?
I've been taking 1-1.5mg Xanax and/or 0.5-1mg Klonopin almost daily for a little over a year, with some days off. I'm considering trying to stop them completely if I can, for a few other reasons but also because I don't want to be going through withdrawal symptoms for over a year!
I know these are very low doses of each drug, relative to what some people are on. But please help me out, am I going to go through this when I do quit?
The main part of benzo withdrawal that was the worst for me was switching directly from klonopin to valium. I felt like I was on fire, I couldn't go out or talk to anyone without snapping.
After the valium taper though, I quickly bounced back to normal. For a good month though I was very quick, people would say I needed to take chill pill. The most pronounced symptom is acting very tense and not being able to relax. Basically a return of your anxiety.
I started sleeping better to after about 2 months. Benzo withdrawal is generally really bad when quiting cold turkey. If tapered it can be managable, but still more annoying then opiate withdrawal. It's definently not fun, but for the most part your going to see the symptoms you had before taking benzo's come back.
Obviously if you quit to fast are prone to seizures and being very uncomfortable. Post withdrawal can last awhile, however if you taper very low to get your body used to not having it's gaba receptors stimulated. It can be extremely mild to non existant, even after years of extreme recreational use. Everyones different, I find it's best to be positive about it and forget that you ever took the stuff.
Some people like me actually feel alot better when there off benzo's. Irritable bowel syndrom, depressed, anxious, isolated. It's amazing how these things all go away and you get healthier when you quit.