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Mephedrone Addiction
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I've found this White powder a serious life changer, I first found it on new years eve, had about 500mg with a mate, liked it, but it was kinda a one off, then 2 months ago my (now-ex) had a party, we went through 8gs between 4 of us in about 5 hours, since that night I've not gone a day withough. Some days I've 'survived' off 250mg, others I've gone on 50+ hour binges consisting of upto 4g. The past 2 months I've lost my girlfriend, my best friend, I'm too scared to leave my house; other than to pick up and I've spent many more months coping with depression, yesterday my dad found out I'd been stealing things (electricals ect) to sell and kicked me out. I want to quit, but then I also want to go abroad (somewhere mephedrone is legal) and buy in bulk. I've tried replacing with various forms of weed, and more recently with Flake and pure MDMA, yet I still want meph.
sundayraver
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Going abroad just to score a bulk load of mephedrone is a crazy idea. Have a few days off and the cravings will reduce. Getting more meph is adding to your problems.
STOP NOW!
STOP NOW!
deckmunki
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Was addicted from July last year to April this year. 1g per day minimum.
I only just managed to hold down and job and keep it from girlfriend.
I don't need to go into detail about how it changed me, but compulsive redosing, being fucked at work from 10.30am every day, and hardly remembering the last 12 months was pretty much the norm.
I stopped dead, took 3x recommended dosage of vitamin B6 and B12 in the morning, 1500mg vit C, 1000-1500mg phenylalanine or l-tyrosine 3-4 times daily during the day, and 3-4 5-HTP and 1000mg magnesium citrate before bed to try and manage my urges to redose and to try to keep my moods in balance.
I figured spending £60 a week on legit supplements which took the edge off the addicton was justifiable given the harm the drug itself seemed to be doing, both subjectively from looking at myself, and from anecdotal reports from other users.
I also got pretty drunk a lot more than usual; I've never been a big drinker. It helped, as long as I kept it in moderation.
All that said, I'm largely clean now. I joined the gym, my health is finally back to a half decent level, and I'm feeling better.
I still get terrible, needling chest pains occasionally after taking RCs - yes, I slip up, but I'm going in the right direction - and my memory and personality are very different to how I used to be pre-meph, but I'm holding my life together, and I hope anyone who reads this will find just enough in themselves to snap out of it one day.
Still, the wanking sessions were epic...
Ahem ;o)
I only just managed to hold down and job and keep it from girlfriend.
I don't need to go into detail about how it changed me, but compulsive redosing, being fucked at work from 10.30am every day, and hardly remembering the last 12 months was pretty much the norm.
I stopped dead, took 3x recommended dosage of vitamin B6 and B12 in the morning, 1500mg vit C, 1000-1500mg phenylalanine or l-tyrosine 3-4 times daily during the day, and 3-4 5-HTP and 1000mg magnesium citrate before bed to try and manage my urges to redose and to try to keep my moods in balance.
I figured spending £60 a week on legit supplements which took the edge off the addicton was justifiable given the harm the drug itself seemed to be doing, both subjectively from looking at myself, and from anecdotal reports from other users.
I also got pretty drunk a lot more than usual; I've never been a big drinker. It helped, as long as I kept it in moderation.
All that said, I'm largely clean now. I joined the gym, my health is finally back to a half decent level, and I'm feeling better.
I still get terrible, needling chest pains occasionally after taking RCs - yes, I slip up, but I'm going in the right direction - and my memory and personality are very different to how I used to be pre-meph, but I'm holding my life together, and I hope anyone who reads this will find just enough in themselves to snap out of it one day.
Still, the wanking sessions were epic...
Ahem ;o)
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Mephedrone Addiction?
I dont know whether im allowed to give and post this information about what im doing or whether its confidential but here goes :/ I do need information.
Hi all. Lets cut this thing short, I started mephedrone when it became popular in my town, started sharing 1g with 3 friends a week, then 1g each a week. We wouldn't do any-more than 1g a week.
Now a lot of people are doing it and I've picked a habit of when I get drunk and go into the town I always end up in a place where mephedrone is easy to buy, I buy it with some friends maybe or get 1g for myself. I run out of mephedrone sometimes threw the night and get another 1g, so sometimes ill be sinking 2g a night. But after then I wont take it for another week.
In total since i started back in Jan, I've probably done around 40-50g+
I want to STOP, deep inside I really do! I know I can do it no problem, its all about the mind and strength. I just need to learn to say no!
Any easy methods of quitting?
And while I'm here I would like to know the body damage I have done so far, like my organs, airways, heart, muscles and stuff? Some basic information on that would be great.
From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I begin to quit!
I dont know whether im allowed to give and post this information about what im doing or whether its confidential but here goes :/ I do need information.
Hi all. Lets cut this thing short, I started mephedrone when it became popular in my town, started sharing 1g with 3 friends a week, then 1g each a week. We wouldn't do any-more than 1g a week.
Now a lot of people are doing it and I've picked a habit of when I get drunk and go into the town I always end up in a place where mephedrone is easy to buy, I buy it with some friends maybe or get 1g for myself. I run out of mephedrone sometimes threw the night and get another 1g, so sometimes ill be sinking 2g a night. But after then I wont take it for another week.
In total since i started back in Jan, I've probably done around 40-50g+
I want to STOP, deep inside I really do! I know I can do it no problem, its all about the mind and strength. I just need to learn to say no!
Any easy methods of quitting?
And while I'm here I would like to know the body damage I have done so far, like my organs, airways, heart, muscles and stuff? Some basic information on that would be great.
From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I begin to quit!
TheLoveBandit
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I NUK3D U
Bluelighter
I'm pretty sure changing this:
"From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I begin to quit!"
To this:
"From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I quit!"
...is a fairly crucial first step in sucessfully quitting it.
"From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I begin to quit!"
To this:
"From this day, 20th Aug 2010 - I quit!"
...is a fairly crucial first step in sucessfully quitting it.
I see how that changes a lot, whether I worded that unintentionally myself by accident or whether myself was obliged to put it like that to weaken something about what I'm saying I don't know.
Does anyone know some of the damage I have done so far to my body? And any ways to improve this damage?
cherrycolouredfunk
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Make the steps to stop.
Eat healthy, give your mind and body some TLC, exercise, don't dwell on the past, you've done it now, don't beat yourself up for it and think about how much damage you might have done, but think of how healthy you can make yourself if you move forwards with a new outlook.
Praise yourself for the positive, but never beat yourself up too much if you slip up.
It's not going to happen over night, and you might have the odd fuck up. But starting and wanting to start is the first step....
scrooloose
Bluelighter
mate,if you have quit just try to put it all behind you. when i registered here it was due to mephedrone misuse although i deleted many posts in a moment of self disgust and paranoia.
Eat well,exercise and think ahead,it's all you can do really.
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as cherry said,you got in there just before me girl.
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
^ Great minds, and just true advice!
I'm not battling a Mephedrone addiction, but I've another demon I'm working against, and the ways of dealing are transferable form drug to drug. I'm doing better than ever so far.
I'm not battling a Mephedrone addiction, but I've another demon I'm working against, and the ways of dealing are transferable form drug to drug. I'm doing better than ever so far.
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
Nobody can really answer that. Does anybody really know what Mephedrone does to the body?
I'd say you've made the first step as you want rid of it.
Your heart wont have any damage that will be made any worse by stopping meph!
If you're really concerned, go to a Doctor, but I can bet you a fiver they won't have a clue how to answer your concerns, or if they do it'll be bullshit. You're better off on your own doing what we've suggested in above posts, and keep checking in here now and then for more advice, or just someone to talk to
The thing is I doubt it's all over.
as of September 1, 2010 and no institutions or individuals may engage in the experimental research, production, distribution, use, storage, transportation, import/export of Mephedrone without approval.
I wonder how hard it will be for Chinese Labs who will be exporting the product to get approval? I doubt it's going to be too hard. Just a little gesture to the Western Governments that they are doing their bit.
eclipsedesign
Bluelighter
Try going on a night out with your mates without taking any and watching them all talk codshit on mephedrone, it's one of the worst stimulants I've ever seen for churning out bullshit.
How do you know you've done any damage to your body? No-one has a clue whether mephedrone is bad for your body or not. My guess is it's a lot less toxic than alcohol.
Chatative
Bluelight Crew
By some peoples standards, I really wasn't addicted to Mephedrone, but I was at a similar stage where I was reguarlly using too much and it was beginning to get away from me.
I made the same mistake of "beginning to quit"... the problem is you'll cut back, and then convince yourself it is ok to use more sensibly this time. You really do have to approach it as "I've quit, I will never touch this again".
Changing your surroundings makes a difference. I was lucky in that I had Exams to concentrate on and then I made the choice to move out my flat for the summer and stay with my parents. You might not be able to make such a drastic change but even if that is just re-arranging the furniture, taking down posters etc. it will help. I'm not sure why this is, but I think it is something to do with associating the familar surroundings with the drug.
As for any damage, we really don't know. I prefer to accept I may have done some damage but I'm not going to fret about it and will just get on with life.
The fact you already want to make a differnce is a plus point, just build from that and you'll be ok.
@Ismene - I may be wrong but it seems to be accepted it is probably similar to amphetamines in term of damage. Whilst I was in a hospital I read a memo the doctors had been given outling what Mephedrone was and it's likely effects etc. Anything past that would just be speculation for now though.
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Orangutangpsychopa
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If it can be bought as pizza taxi, and law still, i laugh myself off. There was about 12-13 internet shops from UK selling it and if it's almost as cocaine, i tested the shit too, didn't look like chicken shit. Didn't like. Amphetamine is best stim but i don't use i got into psychotic episodes from those.
So, does it make eyes roll and / or twit? Probably scary if hardcore binges.
So, does it make eyes roll and / or twit? Probably scary if hardcore binges.
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