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Bluelighter
So this was a couple of years ago but I think it is certainly worthy of a trip report as it was by far one of the craziest 2-3 days of my life.
It all started when I was dating a new girl (now the mother of my child and my Fiance). We partied pretty hard for the first few months we were together, and she and her mother both knew I enjoyed taking pills from time to time.
I have taken a very wide variety of opiates in my past both orally and up the nose... Hydrocodone, Oxycodone, Oxycontin, demerol, Dilaudid, etc (pretty much everything aside from Heroin). And I have also done my fair share of Benzos (Klonopin, Valium, Xanax) and some psychedelics as well (Mushrooms, benedryl, CCC, Dex and the list goes on)
Keep in mind that I wrote a trip report for this 2 days after it happened.. so the information and times are totally accurate.. I just cleaned it up and put it in typed form for you guys.
At this point in time I had a very high tolerance to opiates and a very limited knowledge of drugs in general (in the last 3-4 years my knowledge has grown immensely so I am not a moron anymore)
One night it was mentioned to me that she had a great deal of Amitriptyline from a previous script that she was no longer taking anymore (her mom, not my girl)
She showed me this large bucket full of baggies of many different types of pills... I went through all of them and most of them proved to be fairly useless non-narcotic scripts... put a few benzos off to the side for later use, and gathered up what hydros I could find from the bunch.
Then I came across a bag full of the Amitriptyline, there was 2 (I thought at the time) different colors, blue and pink. I did a small amount of research online and found that the pink ones were the smaller dosage (dont remember the miligrams). I was on a high and mighty power trip at this point because I was tolerant enough to take 10+ lortab at a time so I figured that my tolerance to ANY pill would be substantially higher (I now know that an opiate tolerance has nothing to do with anything else).
3:00 PM- I take 4 of the pink ones thinking that I should be able to handle it no problem.. this was a very stupid decision but I was very excited about it at the time.
3:30 PM- I was doing a bit of further research online and discovered that Amitriptyline comes in THREE colors... pink, blue, and peach. I freaked out... sure enough Peach were the strongest dose available.. I looked at my bag. OMG I had taken about 4 times as much as I thought I had.. the 4 peach pills I had taken (which I thought were pink) was equivillant to 16 pink pills (the smaller dose). I decided to just bite my lip and hang on for the ride.. trip reports on Amitriptyline were very limited so I pretty much had myself convinced that I wouldnt feel much.. I was wrong.
4:30 PM- The pills start to kick in.. I am watching TV and things start to get a bit "fuzzy" no sort of body high or any physical feelings yet, my mind just feels a bit odd.
5:30 PM- I am feeling fairly strange at this point.. I keep seeing flashes of light out of the corner of my eyes and when I turn nothing is there.. I also have a bit of a headache at this point so I start to get a bit worried.
6:00 PM- My girlfriend comes home with McDonalds so I ate a 20 piece nugget and an ice tea.
7:00 PM- I am feeling extremely euphoric and drowsy at this point.. still watching a movie and I can at times hardly see the screen and at times I feel OK. My mind keeps drifting off into different subjects and it becomes extremely difficult to keep my brain focused on any particular subject. Very paranoid but that is probably because it has finally dawned on me that I may have killed myself.
8:00 PM- High keeps getting stronger and stronger, at this point I can barely keep my eyes open.. I vomit and throw up everything I have eaten today..... its gonna be a bad night.
10:00 PM- I wake up in my bed... dont remember coming in here at all.. strange.. I go back to sleep.
3:00 AM- I awake to a horrible pain in my legs.. I feel like I am having extreme opiate withdrawal cramps but im not. I lay in bed for another hour trying to go back to sleep but I cant because I cant keep my legs from twitching violently.
4:00 AM- I get up and go to the kitchen.. I have heard that bananas can help with leg cramps so I eat 4 bananas and drink a LOT of water with it.. I manage to go back to sleep at this point.
5:00 AM- I awake to a loud high pitched sqeeking noise.. I throw the covers off and yell "WHAT THE FUCK" really loud... scaring the crap out of my girlfriend who explains to me that the room is totally silent.. I keep yelling loudly because I cant hear her... eventually she gets me calmed down and I go back to sleep
5:30 AM- I awake to the same noise.. this time accompanied by vibrant visual hallucinations.. I feel like I am in the movie Fantasia- Bright bursts of light all over the room. but that same annoying loud squeel.. accompanied by the writhing stomach pains and leg cramps make it a shitty trip nonetheless.
10: PM 2 DAYS LATER- I awake in my bed.. feeling extremely strange and with the worse migraine I have ever had in my life. At this point I am under the impression that it is just later on that same day... I go out in the living room and my girlfriend is like "wow your up" I said "sorry I slept a few extra hours.. last night sucked"
She goes on to explain to me that I have been in bed for 2 days.. she keeps going in to check on me every half hour and knows that I am alive because I keep screaming loudly to complain of my mass leg cramps... I have no recollection or memory of any of this. She also tells me that I tried to go outside in my underwear and water the yard on 4 seperate occasions only to pass out on the kitchen floor where they had a hard time moving me back to bed.
They tried to take me to the hospital 3 times but I locked myself in the bathroom and passed out.. and said that I would kill them if they called 911 ( I am not a violent person but apparently I sounded serious enough that they didnt)
For the next 5 days I feel extremely strange and my legs continue to have spasms and cramps... I also remain a bit paranoid and have no appetite for about 3 days after this incident ends.
I am sure there was LOTS more that went on during these 3 days.. but I dont remember any of it so I have no business writing about.. im not saying this is all that happened I am simply saying this is all I can remember, and all my girlfreind told me (she was pretty mad so there may be more)
It took me a year to get on her moms good side again, she told me to be careful and to only take 1 pill if I insisted on trying... so this was all my stupidity and something I regret to this day
CONCLUSION- Amitriptyline is not a fun drug to OD on.... I have a hunch that it might be a bit of a fun trip when taken in smaller doses but I am NOT going to be the one to confirm this as I cant even think of the stuff without getting sick to my stomach.
Im not going to say that Amitriptyline is a shitty drug.. but I will say that I had a horrific experience when I took way to much of the drug. It is an anti-psychotic and even people with extreme mental issues are prescribed 1 peach pill per day which keeps them almost comatose. I don't reccomend taking it recreationally but if you insist on trying.. stick to ONE pink or blue pill and be extremely careful.
I am 100% serious this is based off of a trip report that I wrote during the incident on a notepad.. this is 100% real and definately the most bizarre and intense trip of my life
I hope you enjoy the read
From this date on I have always stuck to mild opiates and weed.. nothing else
HYDRO
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It all started when I was dating a new girl (now the mother of my child and my Fiance). We partied pretty hard for the first few months we were together, and she and her mother both knew I enjoyed taking pills from time to time.
I have taken a very wide variety of opiates in my past both orally and up the nose... Hydrocodone, Oxycodone, Oxycontin, demerol, Dilaudid, etc (pretty much everything aside from Heroin). And I have also done my fair share of Benzos (Klonopin, Valium, Xanax) and some psychedelics as well (Mushrooms, benedryl, CCC, Dex and the list goes on)
Keep in mind that I wrote a trip report for this 2 days after it happened.. so the information and times are totally accurate.. I just cleaned it up and put it in typed form for you guys.
At this point in time I had a very high tolerance to opiates and a very limited knowledge of drugs in general (in the last 3-4 years my knowledge has grown immensely so I am not a moron anymore)
One night it was mentioned to me that she had a great deal of Amitriptyline from a previous script that she was no longer taking anymore (her mom, not my girl)
She showed me this large bucket full of baggies of many different types of pills... I went through all of them and most of them proved to be fairly useless non-narcotic scripts... put a few benzos off to the side for later use, and gathered up what hydros I could find from the bunch.
Then I came across a bag full of the Amitriptyline, there was 2 (I thought at the time) different colors, blue and pink. I did a small amount of research online and found that the pink ones were the smaller dosage (dont remember the miligrams). I was on a high and mighty power trip at this point because I was tolerant enough to take 10+ lortab at a time so I figured that my tolerance to ANY pill would be substantially higher (I now know that an opiate tolerance has nothing to do with anything else).
3:00 PM- I take 4 of the pink ones thinking that I should be able to handle it no problem.. this was a very stupid decision but I was very excited about it at the time.
3:30 PM- I was doing a bit of further research online and discovered that Amitriptyline comes in THREE colors... pink, blue, and peach. I freaked out... sure enough Peach were the strongest dose available.. I looked at my bag. OMG I had taken about 4 times as much as I thought I had.. the 4 peach pills I had taken (which I thought were pink) was equivillant to 16 pink pills (the smaller dose). I decided to just bite my lip and hang on for the ride.. trip reports on Amitriptyline were very limited so I pretty much had myself convinced that I wouldnt feel much.. I was wrong.
4:30 PM- The pills start to kick in.. I am watching TV and things start to get a bit "fuzzy" no sort of body high or any physical feelings yet, my mind just feels a bit odd.
5:30 PM- I am feeling fairly strange at this point.. I keep seeing flashes of light out of the corner of my eyes and when I turn nothing is there.. I also have a bit of a headache at this point so I start to get a bit worried.
6:00 PM- My girlfriend comes home with McDonalds so I ate a 20 piece nugget and an ice tea.
7:00 PM- I am feeling extremely euphoric and drowsy at this point.. still watching a movie and I can at times hardly see the screen and at times I feel OK. My mind keeps drifting off into different subjects and it becomes extremely difficult to keep my brain focused on any particular subject. Very paranoid but that is probably because it has finally dawned on me that I may have killed myself.
8:00 PM- High keeps getting stronger and stronger, at this point I can barely keep my eyes open.. I vomit and throw up everything I have eaten today..... its gonna be a bad night.
10:00 PM- I wake up in my bed... dont remember coming in here at all.. strange.. I go back to sleep.
3:00 AM- I awake to a horrible pain in my legs.. I feel like I am having extreme opiate withdrawal cramps but im not. I lay in bed for another hour trying to go back to sleep but I cant because I cant keep my legs from twitching violently.
4:00 AM- I get up and go to the kitchen.. I have heard that bananas can help with leg cramps so I eat 4 bananas and drink a LOT of water with it.. I manage to go back to sleep at this point.
5:00 AM- I awake to a loud high pitched sqeeking noise.. I throw the covers off and yell "WHAT THE FUCK" really loud... scaring the crap out of my girlfriend who explains to me that the room is totally silent.. I keep yelling loudly because I cant hear her... eventually she gets me calmed down and I go back to sleep
5:30 AM- I awake to the same noise.. this time accompanied by vibrant visual hallucinations.. I feel like I am in the movie Fantasia- Bright bursts of light all over the room. but that same annoying loud squeel.. accompanied by the writhing stomach pains and leg cramps make it a shitty trip nonetheless.
10: PM 2 DAYS LATER- I awake in my bed.. feeling extremely strange and with the worse migraine I have ever had in my life. At this point I am under the impression that it is just later on that same day... I go out in the living room and my girlfriend is like "wow your up" I said "sorry I slept a few extra hours.. last night sucked"
She goes on to explain to me that I have been in bed for 2 days.. she keeps going in to check on me every half hour and knows that I am alive because I keep screaming loudly to complain of my mass leg cramps... I have no recollection or memory of any of this. She also tells me that I tried to go outside in my underwear and water the yard on 4 seperate occasions only to pass out on the kitchen floor where they had a hard time moving me back to bed.
They tried to take me to the hospital 3 times but I locked myself in the bathroom and passed out.. and said that I would kill them if they called 911 ( I am not a violent person but apparently I sounded serious enough that they didnt)
For the next 5 days I feel extremely strange and my legs continue to have spasms and cramps... I also remain a bit paranoid and have no appetite for about 3 days after this incident ends.
I am sure there was LOTS more that went on during these 3 days.. but I dont remember any of it so I have no business writing about.. im not saying this is all that happened I am simply saying this is all I can remember, and all my girlfreind told me (she was pretty mad so there may be more)
It took me a year to get on her moms good side again, she told me to be careful and to only take 1 pill if I insisted on trying... so this was all my stupidity and something I regret to this day
CONCLUSION- Amitriptyline is not a fun drug to OD on.... I have a hunch that it might be a bit of a fun trip when taken in smaller doses but I am NOT going to be the one to confirm this as I cant even think of the stuff without getting sick to my stomach.
Im not going to say that Amitriptyline is a shitty drug.. but I will say that I had a horrific experience when I took way to much of the drug. It is an anti-psychotic and even people with extreme mental issues are prescribed 1 peach pill per day which keeps them almost comatose. I don't reccomend taking it recreationally but if you insist on trying.. stick to ONE pink or blue pill and be extremely careful.
I am 100% serious this is based off of a trip report that I wrote during the incident on a notepad.. this is 100% real and definately the most bizarre and intense trip of my life
I hope you enjoy the read
From this date on I have always stuck to mild opiates and weed.. nothing else
HYDRO
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_antidepressants
substancecode_pharms
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_healthissues
exptype_bodyload
exptype_overdose
roacode_oral
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) - sure there a time and place for every drug 
will remember though next time have any speed and try it! Hate speed comedowns!
