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OhBoyCali

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I just lost my jobs today because of alcciiiol. So my friends, my jobs, mt girl. im lwdr wirh novbiost. nobovdt i mean.

imm vert srunj, delekete rhisl post

sirry
 
OhBoyCali said:
I just lost my jobs today because of alcciiiol. So my friends, my jobs, mt girl. im lwdr wirh novbiost. nobovdt i mean.

imm vert srunj, delekete rhisl post

sirry
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My attempt at translation:

"I just lost my job today because of alcohol. So my friends, my job, my girl. I'm lost with nobody. Nobody I mean.

I'm very drunk, delete this post.

Sorry."
 
^ Maybe I can become Bluelight's Official Translator Of Drunken Posts? ;)
 
Dude its not the end of the world. Just think of those poor suckers living in the equivelant of hell (which probably does not exist) getting their fucking arms hacked off with machetes?

Stop drinking so much and maybe you'll have less problems. Then again I've tried to explain this to many alcoholics and it doesn't quite pass their blood brain barrier; if ya know what I mean...

Keep your head up ya damn drunkard. Life aint a cakewalk. I could go on and on about my problems but it's a fucking buzz kill.
 
Sat1vaHaZe19 said:
I could go on and on about my problems but it's a fucking buzz kill.
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Ditto. OhBoyCali, there's plenty of options for you if you want to quit drinking: therapy, detox, rehab, etc. I've known alcoholics who went through detox and now live happy, productive and sober lives. There's always hope.
 
Ultimately Sweet P, its up to OhBoyCali to sober up. Most alcoholics, and I should know, don't until they hit a rock bottom. Maybe my critical post is just what he needed.

Or maybe instead of posting a drunken rambling on BL is a sign that the OP needs to get off the internet and do something about it (their alcoholism) if they have an "it" that needs to be resolved

I know Im coming accross as a dick, but Im a guy & often think with my my other head.
 
Thank you, compassionate !11wEeD sMoKeR1!! Thank jAh the green herb helps us understand and support our bruzza in need. If you simply give up the grain and embrace the green, you will be at one with the brothers and sisters sufferrin, sufferin across the world.

OP, what's up? I think you're probably sleeping something off and will be faced with reality soon (been there for sho). I hope you return to this thread with details so we can help you sort out this mess and maybe help you with your destructive alcohol relationship. (Maybe it's not destructive. I don't know. I'm not in a position to judge that. But check back in and let us know what's up.

Above all, I am sorry this shit went down. Not a good time. And I feel for you
 
Honestly, I would be more than willing to offer solid advice to the OP.

But really a post that has to be translated I found kinda humorous.

My dad, most of my ex friends, grandmother, great grandmother were and some still are alcoholics that I've had solid convos with to try and keep their heads up; but really how do you respond to a post that has to be translated other than finding some humor in it?
 
I recently lost my job too, but I wasn't about to tell everyone here about it while drunk. I have friends who are homeless. Yes, homeless. He was an alcoholic for 20+ years and his girlfriend a crackhead...though sometimes still is currently.

Basically, your situation could be a lot worse. My alcoholic friend, I'll call him LL, he decided enough is enough and started AA meetings and got a sponsor and all. He relapsed maybe once in the past 3 or 4 months. It's doable. He's happier than he's ever been in a long time. He's even gotten his creativity back and wants me to illustrate a childrens book for him. He's so incredibly excited about it and beer is the last thing on his mind.

As for having no one, I'm sure you must have family. If not, seriously, AA, grab a sponsor, they'll be your best friend and help you through whatever you've got going on.
 
Whoa. I honestly don't remember writing this shit last night. At all. That's not a good sign. Alcohol sure fucks my head up! Anyway, my boss had a little compassion for me and left me a message saying I could keep the job if I got my act together. Apparently his gf saw me at a bar and saw what sorta state I was in, and being a former addict, talked her fella into having a little compassion.

On Saturday I'm moving in with my brother who no longer drinks, and starting to go to meetings again. I got so much bad stuff going through my head, and I figure rather than come vent on bluelight every few days, I should be doing something in person and seeing how it goes this time. I already quit drinking once and it was great, but then relapsed.

I'll keep you guys updated about how sobriety goes. I'm also considering moving because I know there are wayyyyy too many triggers out here (friends, that ex-gf, bars I enjoy, etc etc).

Thanks for all the responses though!
 
And yeah, wow, that's fantastic translating. When I read what I wrote this morning I could barely manage. How embarrassing!
 
hahaha its always nice to wake up to BL only to find you posted a bunch of dumb arrogant shit the night before drunk as hell. you will usuallly find you made some people mad at you lol
 
^ Nah, I don't think anyone here is mad at the OP. :)

We all have our moments. I know I've posted some stupid shit when I've been drunk or high.
 
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