rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
I just turned 22, am nursing on an hourly basis a 5 year hopeless marijuana habit, and working out has been my passion for many years. Most people in college thought I was insane- well I suppose I am somewhat insane- when they heard that while getting my engineering physics degree all I gave a fuck about was smoking dope all day and lifting weights/doing cardio hard. I am the only person at my university I know of who will relentlessly hit the gym on mornings before class when hungover, I lift hard even on those miserable days when I feel like an old man with cancer in every organ. That's not the point here I guess, I HATE alcohol and have since stopped polluting my body with that filthy fucking poison. After going through university and seeing how much it is widely abused, and abusing it myself for many years, doing awful things while wasted that I would normally never do, feeling the horrible consequences of abuse to my body, like honestly in college if you're not drinking you're 'wierd'- FUCK that shit. How is it legal when we can't even smoke our beloved, harmless cannabis??? One reason I find marijuana so appealing is because it's so easy on the body. But then again I absolutely LOVE everything about the wonderful plant, and devote much of my time to it with utmost pleasure. I believe that working out on a regular basis, with the sweating and heavy breathing, will help keep lungs clean, and stoner minds motivated.
So, I find smoking a bowl completely kills the boredom that some people may get at the gym; I could be in an empty room surrounded by white walls and still be happy, so long as I had a bag and a bong in the room I guess. Marijuana completely destroys my motivation in some respects: I get depressed as fuck, lonely as all fucking hell, have shattered self confidence, makes me pretty fucking retarded socially, made me not want to do the intense mathematical brain gymnastics that is required daily for a physics degree, made me unable to pay attention in class, makes me not know what to do with myself. I only really have these problems when on the dope, so while fiending it, what better way to make use of myself than through physical exercise?
I am now completely obsessed with exercise. While high I will swim across lakes, go for long runs and hikes, bike all day long for days on end, 2-hour intense lifting sessions, stretch and do yoga, and most importantly MAKE DELICIOUS MEALS. There is nothing I like more than making a wonderfully nutritious pasta, stir fry, salad, etc. which I do 3 times a day. Especially when I am stoned, processed food fucking disgusts me. So some people who can't bring themselves to exercise may see me as a highly motivated individual, but it's really just all I can do with my burnt out mind, and it really does help me out with the issues described above, I can't even imagine what a lazy, fucked up mess I would be if I didn't have this lifestyle.
It's gotten to the point where I really need to start working, but I hate the thought of work because right now I spend my mornings in the gym, and usually bike around 80-100 km in the afternoons. My body is becoming more and more beautiful and I am smoking more and more reefer, these are the things that fill me with happiness. The most I could muster right now would be cutting grass 3 times a week- at least it's mild exercise haha and I could smoke grass in random people's backyards while cutting whole neighbourhoods like I did last summer. I honestly don't see myself getting out of this lifestyle for quite a while, like how the fuck am I supposed to work an 8-4 as an engineer? That just doesn't sound like my cup of tea, with complementary nice little bowl for that matter! Don't really see myself making it in the corporate world, but then again, this is what I LOVE to do! I am a simple man. Although I have a great many friends, whom I love, I have NEVER met anyone like me and it really is a shame because I know you guys/ladies are out there somewhere, waiting to be my friends!
So, I find smoking a bowl completely kills the boredom that some people may get at the gym; I could be in an empty room surrounded by white walls and still be happy, so long as I had a bag and a bong in the room I guess. Marijuana completely destroys my motivation in some respects: I get depressed as fuck, lonely as all fucking hell, have shattered self confidence, makes me pretty fucking retarded socially, made me not want to do the intense mathematical brain gymnastics that is required daily for a physics degree, made me unable to pay attention in class, makes me not know what to do with myself. I only really have these problems when on the dope, so while fiending it, what better way to make use of myself than through physical exercise?
I am now completely obsessed with exercise. While high I will swim across lakes, go for long runs and hikes, bike all day long for days on end, 2-hour intense lifting sessions, stretch and do yoga, and most importantly MAKE DELICIOUS MEALS. There is nothing I like more than making a wonderfully nutritious pasta, stir fry, salad, etc. which I do 3 times a day. Especially when I am stoned, processed food fucking disgusts me. So some people who can't bring themselves to exercise may see me as a highly motivated individual, but it's really just all I can do with my burnt out mind, and it really does help me out with the issues described above, I can't even imagine what a lazy, fucked up mess I would be if I didn't have this lifestyle.
It's gotten to the point where I really need to start working, but I hate the thought of work because right now I spend my mornings in the gym, and usually bike around 80-100 km in the afternoons. My body is becoming more and more beautiful and I am smoking more and more reefer, these are the things that fill me with happiness. The most I could muster right now would be cutting grass 3 times a week- at least it's mild exercise haha and I could smoke grass in random people's backyards while cutting whole neighbourhoods like I did last summer. I honestly don't see myself getting out of this lifestyle for quite a while, like how the fuck am I supposed to work an 8-4 as an engineer? That just doesn't sound like my cup of tea, with complementary nice little bowl for that matter! Don't really see myself making it in the corporate world, but then again, this is what I LOVE to do! I am a simple man. Although I have a great many friends, whom I love, I have NEVER met anyone like me and it really is a shame because I know you guys/ladies are out there somewhere, waiting to be my friends!