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Hi All
I thought I'd better post this to a forum while I'm in the right frame of mind to, as I'd like to give you all a heads up on a few of the 'issues' I have encountered with NRG-1, since my first try in early April.
To be honest the first try, like the majority of the time, was pretty good. However it's a very potent RC, so lines were only half the size of my normal ones, if that (I don't use scales, maybe I'm foolish)
This would certainly blow someones head off if they bought this RC thinking it was similiar to 4-MMC as most vendors tend to advertise. This is not the case, the only other substance I would compare it to is MDPV but even then its different.
I had bought this along with some MDAI and had tried MDAI the day before.
MDAI was the calmer of the two, and because it only had a gradual increase in effects and overall was quite timid, I decided to stick with NRG-1. This RC brought me up quick, with a nice buzz / fogginess and did all I wanted it to, for a hell of a lot longer than MDAI, even longer in my opinion, than speed. And no, that wasn't a plug, its far from it, as you'll see from the rest of this post.
Sex drive was up and down, some days I had it and sometimes I didnt. Also weird because during one of those I lost 3 hrs of foreplay somewhere along the line, have no memory of it at all. But that was a good feeling so its not classed as an issue, just an experience
The comedowns were okay, nothing major the first time, 2nd or 3rd. A little foggy the next day and a little slow in concentration and that was it.
As its a very potent RC, it lasts a lot longer so the need to redose was quite minimal. From what I remember of my first night, I redosed every 2hours roughly.
Towards the end of my first week I had started to dose everyday sometimes up 3 times a day. I'll admit, its a lovely high and pretty addictive. Just what you need after a tough day because you forget about everything and drift off into your own little world. The days after I would muddle through, feeling foggy and distant but still capable.
Unfortunately the honeymoon only lasted that week. Well not even to the end of it.
Rather than write the following parts down in detail I'll just discuss the main issues that I had and why I had them. NRG-1 carried on giving me what it was supposed to give me but after a while the 'not so good' parts seemed to overshadow these somewhat.
These following issues appeared after one week of intermittent use.
-- Mild Anxiety Easily irritated, quite nervy and jittery 99% of the time.
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Inability to concentrate Decisions & stressful situations cause problems - head instantly fills with pressure and just switches off.
-- Raised Blood Pressure BP considerably high, no measure but could tell from beetroot coloured face and collarbone. Lasted all day.
-- Vascular Issues Red and blue burning hands and feet, tight chest, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.
-- General Daydreams Quite often staring into space not really thinking about anything
The 2nd week of repeated use, side effects are exaggerated
-- Insomnia Even after no dose for hrs, still hard to sleep. No more than 3hrs, some nights couldn't sleep at all.
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Severe depression Sleep deprivation intensifies ANY problem twofold, and causes major stress. Problems that I forget about the following day.
-- Severe lack of concentration Worse than before, pressure build up in head quite bad seconds into any stressful situation.
-- Memory Loss Short term only, very forgetful even during the conversation
-- Vascular Issues Red and blue burning hands and feet, tight chest, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.
-- Severe Anxiety Doesn't take much for me to start shaking and becoming jittery. Hands noticeable while smoking
-- Obsessive Skin Picking Mainly on fingers, arms and legs, up to and past broken skin. OCD symptoms.
-- BP High Red flushes still continue all day
-- Facial Features Dreamy look in eyes, blackness under eyes, cotton mouth, dry lips, gurning,
-- Voice Voice changes tone and throat sore from not swallowing & cotton mouth.
Week 3 - we are just over week three today. Symptoms from previous week are even more exaggerated and some are becoming unbearable. Go through week 2 again and imagine them 30% worse.
-- Unbearable depression Comedowns are mixing with other days, VERY tearful, but unable to explain things properly. Unable to control thoughts. Stuck in a horrid place with no way of escape
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Sunken skin Every part of me is withdrawn and dark
-- Severe lack of concentration Worse than before, pressure build up in head quite bad seconds into any stressful situation. This is seriously hindering my career now. Lowering doses night before doesn't seem to improve concentration which is worrying.
-- Obsessive Skin Picking Anxiety really bad, skin picking is hard and quick, almost in anger and frustration. Hands look chewed on and are very sore.
-- Loss of Motivation Prefer to sit and stare at nothing for an hour then 'try' to get ready in 5 minutes flat even though you don't really want to. Always late because of this.
-- Self Respect Lower self respect than before. No time / care taken.
-- Delusions This is something I never expected from this drug! Saw an image of a girl sat next to me a few times the other night, and also have seen my hair that looked like it was infront of my eyes but when I went to sweep it away it wasnt there. Also seen strange lights / images and some objects look like they are moving. I can see weird images to the left and right when I'm looking straight ahead.
-- Dull indigestion type pain in chest Could be due to loss of appetite
-- MAJOR Vascular Issues More blue hands and arms and knees than red - burning hands and feet to a point its not comfortable to touch anything, very tight chest - palpatations, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.... thats today. Yes they are still quite blue and sore, and typing this has given me worse pins and needles and burning but I had to post.
So that is where I'm at, pretty fucked really, just muddling through each day in a complete haze at the moment and its not sending my life in the right direction that I need it to go. PLUS my mental and physical health are suffering badly.
The vascular shit kicked off at about 12ish again today - thats the other issue with this RC, its estimated time of high point is sporadic, you can't judge it. Its been known to hold back before then let rip when redosed. It could hit you as soon as you insufflate or 2 hours later, you never know.
I hope this has given some people an incite into whats happening here with me, I know that I am foolish, I'm still trying to work out how I ended up here only 3 weeks later. I'm honestly quite anxious (not surprisingly) of tomorrow as I'm going to have to wake up and kickstart all those normal human attributes that I seem to have lost over the last three weeks. I just wish I had coped with that first shitty comedown during the first week and not reached for my straw and a small little pick me up.
I hope this post makes sense, I think it has taken me (on and off) most of today to sort out, so I hope at least one person benefits from it.
Lets see what tomorrow brings...
I thought I'd better post this to a forum while I'm in the right frame of mind to, as I'd like to give you all a heads up on a few of the 'issues' I have encountered with NRG-1, since my first try in early April.
To be honest the first try, like the majority of the time, was pretty good. However it's a very potent RC, so lines were only half the size of my normal ones, if that (I don't use scales, maybe I'm foolish)
This would certainly blow someones head off if they bought this RC thinking it was similiar to 4-MMC as most vendors tend to advertise. This is not the case, the only other substance I would compare it to is MDPV but even then its different.
I had bought this along with some MDAI and had tried MDAI the day before.
MDAI was the calmer of the two, and because it only had a gradual increase in effects and overall was quite timid, I decided to stick with NRG-1. This RC brought me up quick, with a nice buzz / fogginess and did all I wanted it to, for a hell of a lot longer than MDAI, even longer in my opinion, than speed. And no, that wasn't a plug, its far from it, as you'll see from the rest of this post.
Sex drive was up and down, some days I had it and sometimes I didnt. Also weird because during one of those I lost 3 hrs of foreplay somewhere along the line, have no memory of it at all. But that was a good feeling so its not classed as an issue, just an experience
The comedowns were okay, nothing major the first time, 2nd or 3rd. A little foggy the next day and a little slow in concentration and that was it.
As its a very potent RC, it lasts a lot longer so the need to redose was quite minimal. From what I remember of my first night, I redosed every 2hours roughly.
Towards the end of my first week I had started to dose everyday sometimes up 3 times a day. I'll admit, its a lovely high and pretty addictive. Just what you need after a tough day because you forget about everything and drift off into your own little world. The days after I would muddle through, feeling foggy and distant but still capable.
Unfortunately the honeymoon only lasted that week. Well not even to the end of it.
Rather than write the following parts down in detail I'll just discuss the main issues that I had and why I had them. NRG-1 carried on giving me what it was supposed to give me but after a while the 'not so good' parts seemed to overshadow these somewhat.
These following issues appeared after one week of intermittent use.
-- Mild Anxiety Easily irritated, quite nervy and jittery 99% of the time.
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Inability to concentrate Decisions & stressful situations cause problems - head instantly fills with pressure and just switches off.
-- Raised Blood Pressure BP considerably high, no measure but could tell from beetroot coloured face and collarbone. Lasted all day.
-- Vascular Issues Red and blue burning hands and feet, tight chest, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.
-- General Daydreams Quite often staring into space not really thinking about anything
The 2nd week of repeated use, side effects are exaggerated
-- Insomnia Even after no dose for hrs, still hard to sleep. No more than 3hrs, some nights couldn't sleep at all.
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Severe depression Sleep deprivation intensifies ANY problem twofold, and causes major stress. Problems that I forget about the following day.
-- Severe lack of concentration Worse than before, pressure build up in head quite bad seconds into any stressful situation.
-- Memory Loss Short term only, very forgetful even during the conversation
-- Vascular Issues Red and blue burning hands and feet, tight chest, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.
-- Severe Anxiety Doesn't take much for me to start shaking and becoming jittery. Hands noticeable while smoking
-- Obsessive Skin Picking Mainly on fingers, arms and legs, up to and past broken skin. OCD symptoms.
-- BP High Red flushes still continue all day
-- Facial Features Dreamy look in eyes, blackness under eyes, cotton mouth, dry lips, gurning,
-- Voice Voice changes tone and throat sore from not swallowing & cotton mouth.
Week 3 - we are just over week three today. Symptoms from previous week are even more exaggerated and some are becoming unbearable. Go through week 2 again and imagine them 30% worse.
-- Unbearable depression Comedowns are mixing with other days, VERY tearful, but unable to explain things properly. Unable to control thoughts. Stuck in a horrid place with no way of escape
-- Loss of Apetite Self explanatory
-- Sunken skin Every part of me is withdrawn and dark
-- Severe lack of concentration Worse than before, pressure build up in head quite bad seconds into any stressful situation. This is seriously hindering my career now. Lowering doses night before doesn't seem to improve concentration which is worrying.
-- Obsessive Skin Picking Anxiety really bad, skin picking is hard and quick, almost in anger and frustration. Hands look chewed on and are very sore.
-- Loss of Motivation Prefer to sit and stare at nothing for an hour then 'try' to get ready in 5 minutes flat even though you don't really want to. Always late because of this.
-- Self Respect Lower self respect than before. No time / care taken.
-- Delusions This is something I never expected from this drug! Saw an image of a girl sat next to me a few times the other night, and also have seen my hair that looked like it was infront of my eyes but when I went to sweep it away it wasnt there. Also seen strange lights / images and some objects look like they are moving. I can see weird images to the left and right when I'm looking straight ahead.
-- Dull indigestion type pain in chest Could be due to loss of appetite
-- MAJOR Vascular Issues More blue hands and arms and knees than red - burning hands and feet to a point its not comfortable to touch anything, very tight chest - palpatations, normally on Sunday after high doses insufflated Saturday.... thats today. Yes they are still quite blue and sore, and typing this has given me worse pins and needles and burning but I had to post.
So that is where I'm at, pretty fucked really, just muddling through each day in a complete haze at the moment and its not sending my life in the right direction that I need it to go. PLUS my mental and physical health are suffering badly.
The vascular shit kicked off at about 12ish again today - thats the other issue with this RC, its estimated time of high point is sporadic, you can't judge it. Its been known to hold back before then let rip when redosed. It could hit you as soon as you insufflate or 2 hours later, you never know.
I hope this has given some people an incite into whats happening here with me, I know that I am foolish, I'm still trying to work out how I ended up here only 3 weeks later. I'm honestly quite anxious (not surprisingly) of tomorrow as I'm going to have to wake up and kickstart all those normal human attributes that I seem to have lost over the last three weeks. I just wish I had coped with that first shitty comedown during the first week and not reached for my straw and a small little pick me up.
I hope this post makes sense, I think it has taken me (on and off) most of today to sort out, so I hope at least one person benefits from it.
Lets see what tomorrow brings...
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