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What behavior gives your use away?

Haha, that happens to me a lot. Right eyelid will be mostly open, the left eyelid is mostly closed. - Carl Landrover

ditto :-P
 
As a meth user I know exactly what would give me a way so I do the complete opposite.

Sad thing is, after a few too many days up are you sure your doing what your think your doing the way you intend to be doing it?

Try as hard as I fucking can to sit and "look normal" while smoking on a bench out in public, you feel like every motherfucker in the Country is looking right at you so inevitably you start messing up.

Funny shit in hindsight. Terrifying when your in it.
 
My parents probably know I smoke pot . They don't know I do other drugs though .

Whenever someone bad mouths pot , I am always there to defend it lol .
 
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Try as hard as I fucking can to sit and "look normal" while smoking on a bench out in public, you feel like every motherfucker in the Country is looking right at you so inevitably you start messing up.
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I get like that too. Inevitably I'll start peering around, fidgeting, etc.

Driving is the worst - I think every car following me is a cop.
 
my brother always says my eyes are really dark. they are like purple underneath and when im high the dark circles around them are much easier to see, espeically from the side. i actually told him last week just so he knows and i dont have to hide it anymore. not the best idea but whatever. im hoping we dont talk about it really and he accepts the fact that i have to be ready to stop before i do.
 
Me. It's just me. I know stuff, and when people say something stupid about drugs I have to correct them, and if it's in an inappropriate place I kind of have to bite my tongue to stop myself.
For example, I was doing some work in a school with a year 8 class and one of the kids said something inconceivably dumb about the effects of weed... I corrected him quietly and then he said 'how do YOU know?' I didn't reply.
Or someone from my English course who said that if you take hallucinogens you will never 'come back'. The tongue was bitten, the correction eventually made.
 
I used to think people didnt know I used but they do and they did. Especially my mum.

When ive been using opiates she would know because I often get in fits of anger but when sober I am the most laid back person ever. Opiates change my personality hugely. I also lose weight, get track marks, nod out uncontrollably, not leave my room for days at a time(except to score), not eat and one of the biggest things was that I fucking always used to nod out on the toilet(for like 20 minutes, I could never piss standing up, it took too much concentration in that state) and end up falling off it and hurting myself. Its pretty much impossible for me to do opiates without someone findinng out and me getting myself dependent and in trouble. Also my OCD becomes ridiculously bad, it makes doing normal things in life extremely hard because im worried about EVERYTHING, OCD is no joke.

With meth I just get really skinny and my mood changes. Ive never been too psychotic to the point that it really bothered me, just basically Depressed, Anxious, OCD. I pretty much just be an asshole to people and act at a maturity/intelligence level below my true self.

I never really had any problems with anything else, when I was younger I did a lot of E pills and that messed with me then and people knew it but I dont do E hardly at all these days, not my thing really.
 
when i first started with weed i used to think i was perfect at hiding it but always wondered how my gran found out every time ... it turns out i was just so wasted i left joint ends arround the house.
 
Weed;my eyes are red as fuck,less social,eating a lot,

Ecstasy;Pupils are huge,talking to random people,being unnaturally happy all the time,blasting electronic music

Coke;pupils are dilated,talking non stop,blasting deathcore/grindcore music,constantly sniffing.

Alchoul; its really easy to tell I'm drunk I usually reek of alcoul.
 
I don't give myself away while tweaked but if i crash out on the lounge after I've been using I sleep with my eyes half open rolled into my head, dead giveaway to anyone that knows me haha.
 
Nervous nicotine Indulgance, twitchy repetitive behavioral patterns, gross motor performance impairments, over enthusiastic speaking patterns I 'spose..
 
Only times I've been obvious to family members involved alcohol and (small) amounts of benzo's. Obviously over-sedated, highly impaired, falling asleep, etc. which could be mistaken for extreme drunkness, I suppose.

And my father is able to tell if I have taken DXM (the structure of my face seems to change, and my eyes have an otherworldly, glazed look) but I'll usually tell him beforehand, so he understands.

Other substances, opiates, cannabis, even amphetamines and do not cause me to appear terribly obvious, as the majority of my family is quite drug-naive. I'm grateful to have a few I can be more open with, but obviously can't expect that from everyone.
 
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People who've ever seen me on LSD always know instantly that I'm tripping. I have this joker grin on my face most of the time, and my eyes have a certain glint to them that they don't normally have, even if they're not dilated.

My wife recently told me I wear the smell of weed on my breath for an hour or more after I smoke a oney, which means I've probably kept my potheadedness hidden from a lot fewer people than I always thought.

When I was on my worst amphetamine kick ever, and working at a hospital, my willingness to undertake large amounts of busywork and keep the floor spotless didn't go unnoticed. But nor did my occasional angry outbursts or willingness to argue with a patient who pissed me off. :( Since I was careful to NEVER talk about or sport anything that even hinted at drugs with anyone I worked with on that job, I'm not sure anyone knew for sure. But I wouldn't be surprised if a couple suspected I was speeding.
 
I don't look like a drug user. Whenever someone finds out I do drugs they always say I don't look like I do. I suppose I do it on purpose, somewhat. I dress in athletic wear most of the time, and look sorta nerdy. When I'm high on psychs, weed, or stims I talk using a huge vocabulary and very abstract stuff. So most of the time people just think I'm really smart and pretend to understand what I'm saying lol I don't think anyone has suspected me to be on drugs, aside from my mom maybe. But she'll think I'm fucked up when I'm sober haha.
 
my parents would probably say its my sleeping all the time, so they think im either burnt out or coming off some sort of stimulant or something, usually i sleep because im tired.
 
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