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Mephedrone Megathread VI: Anyone Seen My Heartvalves?

Evad said:
those reasons are all well noted rather than overlooked, the drug itself lends itself to compulsive redosing is still a more major factor...
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Sorry, was just thinking aloud, I realise now it's not a startlingly original observation.

For me, compulsive redosing isn't too much of a problem, strangely. Maybe it's because I bomb it?

Compared to smoking crystal meth in a crack pipe - that's compulsive redosing. Cold-eyed sweat, waiting for the pipe to come round, wanting to murder the guy hogging the pipe because he's taking too long............
 
And yet you don't like the experience at all supposedly?

Theres something strange afoot here and no mistake.

Its shit snorted.
 
Shambles said:
That's not exactly quitting then is it, Chinbar ;)

John Lewis: Check out the Mephedrone Addiction Thread for some tips and support on quitting meph. Not suggesting you're addicted yourself but it often helps to relate to others who've gone through similar stuff. Good luck :)<3

PS: Anyone heard from Angel and Mugabe recently? Hope they're still doing okay on the meph waggon.
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Haha yeah exactly my point. It really is compulsive as fuck though, bit like pringles, once you pop you just can't stop.. untill you run out, or it hits Monday morning :p
 
Monday morning is neither here nor there ;)

BB: I don't like meph very much but I do still use it very occasionally. I'm a pauper and even I can't resist dirt cheap drugs sometimes... even when they're dirt cheap because they really are dirt :\
 
I want a fucking blue facebook and I want it now....I want to know what a good strong pill feels like.
To get fucked in 2000 I had to double drop and it was always the alcohol that led to proper inebriation.
I find with Drone I just want to drone on to everyone that will listen and therefore take 100mg every 1.5 hours till its gone and then G, eat away the rest of the 24 hours.
God it gets me opening up though.If I went to an AA meeting on 200mg I would talk for the maximum allotted hour......only I would be evicted instantly for being on drugs....if only there were self-help drugs where you could take drugs as well....my ideal situation in fact.
 
I want to ask more but this is not the thread.
Honestly I am honesty when on it. Its very painful later when I have to come to terms with things I've said. Things I never talk about, I will have spent 2 hours joking about to someone when I'm joking about absolute trauma.

I don't do clubs. I use my drone for getting things off my chest at peoples residences. I find 100mg doesn't get the gurn going so I just appear slightly drunk but really very filled with clarity, so I can't be that drunk. And so far its worked. OK it works with girls, but boys I can't open upto on less than 150mg and then gurn and fucked eyes set in and they sense a drug is afoot and it doesn't seem like I'm having an honest heart to heart with a nice girl instead I am here with some stoners pilled and speeding and what the fuck is that all about!
 
bresker said:
I'm on my Sunday comedown; sitting here worrying about my heart and health and mental state after taking a bit less than a gram of my meth/meph bombs last night.

My problem is, by Monday morning I'm just a bit grumpy; by Monday arvo, I feel human, and after my daily 40 min swimming session on Monday evening I feel happy and healthy.

But I'm worried. I just get a bad feeling about this drug. Or this drug combo. Of course, amphetimines give you bad, shaky feelings when you come down anyway. But when I did a load of methamp and amp sulf and MDMA, it was the mental effects that scared me. With this one I am more worried about my health. Why does it stink? And WTF is that sweating it out on your skin about?

I've been doing this stuff weekly for about 9 months now. Taking stock, what good has it done me? At first, when I went out I was friendly, relaxed, talkative. Picked up a few women in unlikely situations. Felt like I was the life and soul of the party.

Now...dunno. My memories of last night are a bit hazy. I drank too much. Other times, I've taken too much and suffered blackouts. Sometimes I take it before I go out....and forget to go out, just lie around the house in a happy but pointless haze.

In writing this down at least I can read it back to myself on Friday evening.

Anyway, I have made one resolution - no more 5g bags. I am ordering 2g at the most at a time. Start with small steps.

Or maybe I will quit. I've quit everything else including ciggies and drink far less than I used to.

Sorry for the rambling :)
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Have to say I do think reading this thread kind of causes worrying taking it. I'd never had any of the symptoms till I read it :\

It is def unhealthy though.
 
I know a number of people who have experienced all the shitty side-effects of meph who have no clue that it's thought to have any health concerns whatsoever, Cap'n. Whilst it may well be true that reading the litany of problems listed by just about anyone who's ever used the stuff may be responsible for some psychosomatic exacerbation of those problems they're still real problems.

BB: I wish I could loan you one of my drug counsellors who have been so understanding with me. But I can't. There really are people out there who can help but finding one is an absolute nightmare, no doubt. Till you do, us EADD folks (and maybe even TDS - although they seem kinda bemused so far :D) make a good sounding board if nothing else :)<3
 
Those TDS folk are used to talking down suicides, getting drunks to AA, Helping people off meth and THEY NEED PLAIN ENGLISH! Unfortunately I tend to confuse people a lot as when I do speak its like a mad person.....because I am mad. I used to go for weeks without speaking, then meet someone and talk at 500mph in code at them for 2 hours till they couldn't take anymore and made their excuses and left.

I'm the one that alcohol certainly until about perhaps 20 units has a solely stimulant effect and people have thought I was on speed or e's but I'd just had a pint of vodka.If I make it on here drunk one day I will post about 100 fucking posts or something fucked!

Anyway that drone its a bit of a rum old fish what ho old man!
 
John Lewis said:
But I still hear it's Fucking our hearts up and possibly brain too?
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Most people with any common sense would want answers to a question like that BEFORE taking a substance, and it only just occured to you when you've taken enough to say you're beginning to feel addicted to it? 8)

Why not read all the mephedrone megathreads starting from the first one and see if you can find anyone calling it a healthfood.
 
perfect haze said:
compulsive sure, addictive nah

world of difference
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If you're saying it's not addictive I disagree, but do elaborate.


I heard someone calling caps of 4mmc "dundees" recently 8) come to think of it, it's an appropriately unattractive city for a namesake.

>oh yeah and I belately found the suns brilliant mephedrone scrotum shock headline yesterday, I had no idea they were finally onto mephedrone...It'll probably be illegal in days since they arbitrate over all our law.
 
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