A FUCKIN PHAT SHOT OF DOPE RIGHT IN MY ARM...Bllaaaam! Tmorrow morning i hit 60 days clean. Mad proud of my self , feel like i want to celebrate how far i have came with a little celebration. not yet tho, got to stay the course for a while til i get my shit in better order i cant mess around with my chances rite now im on thin ice wit my P.O. so ima wait a good long while til i aint on his "watch this one real careful" list and get down graded to the "fucked up in the past, but doin real good now, theres other ppl who are more trouble and need my attention more than her so ill chill on her for a while" list. if they got lists like that i guess.
o wel till then its me and my liquid handcuffs baby...makin love to methadone in the morning, i spend just as much time driving everyday as i did when i was coppin dope if not more, the clinics farther away than the dope spot, aint nothing changed except the risk i take.