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IGNVS said:
is it just me or does this year feel alot diferent then when i joined... and to previous years... on bl and irl... its kinda weird. i cant put my finger on it though...
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Yes to that. I dunno why or what either...some things seem to be ending....some things seem to be beginning....

Numerically its odd- 2009; which could be added to equal 11 which is the chaos magick current. One could even go further and extrapolate that this year could the down ward spiral (compression) of a shockwave which will soon enter positive values again; meaning, possibly, war (at least, more...), planetary upheaval, famine, plague- a wave that may have begun on 9/11..

Kaballah- no 11
Arckanum 11 the Eleventh Commandment.

Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
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2 of Swords in tarot: depedning which way the card is drawn; bravery, problem solving, difficult finding meaning in adversity (drawn upright).

9 (of swords)- creates massive tension, anxious feelings or forbodes them.

9 (of wands)- no fear, peace...

Which 9 have we drawn?
Thats if you believe mystical crap ;) :D
 
swilow said:
Which 9 have we drawn?
Thats if you believe mystical crap ;) :D
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Maybe they're both on the table. And we gotta learn to put up with the insanity of it all & that's what we're on the verge of coming to terms with? Maybe?
 
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I know a change gon' come.
 
Update on nearjats hilarious life:

Well my ex girlfriend, the crazy one who was potentially dieing and stuff and had a horrible past marked with loss and addiction, has been lying all along. Well, she is completely insane. And I shouldn't say she is lying, she is so delusional that she has a split personality that she compared to Tyler Durden in the movie fight club, minus Tyler being a separate entity.

She said she had a really bad drug addiction, she's never done anything. I introduced her to drugs. Meaning: her first drug was LSD XD

A friend of hers that causes a lot of problems and "supplied her with drugs", didn't exist- at all. An ACTUAL friend of hers made up this character. He's even talked to me pretending to be this guy. %)

Her mother, thinks that a best friend of hers that killed himself years ago is still alive. She occasional still says she's going to go hang out with him.

She told me she was dying, she isn't. She thought she was though.

Her mom is completely unaware of this, she thinks all is totally well. It's obviously caused by sever carbon monoxide poisoning as a child. Her mom knows this event fucked a lot of shit up for her mentally, like cognition and shit. But because of the nature of her delusions, my ex is completely unable to just TELL people whats happening. She sits back in 3rd person while her alter ego ruins her life. :|

I'm now in a relationship with another girl. We just met, she's the best friend of another girl that I had a ridiculous connection with- but that relationship wasn't possible. This girl reminds me a bit of her friend that I... well... loved. This girl comes along and she's exactly what I need right now, I come along into her life and I'm exactly what she needs right now. I am indescribably happy about this girl. Being in a relationship "so soon" looks weird, but understand I've been checked out internally from that last relationship for a LONG time.

Ok so is this considered a common situation to be in? I don't feel alone or at al like "omg life is unfair" haha. I can't believe this, I've spent the last 2 years putting all my energy into a delusional girl, with a delusional love, solving delusional problems. I was in a fist fight with my shadow, for two years. And now it's over.

This combined with the power of a certain LSD trip, had made me think of What a Long, Strange Trip It's Beeeeennnn.
 
NEARJAT. ....I really feel for you man I remember when you first posted this whole story in TDS and I was blown away...I hope you can find some sanity and happiness in the near future

hope you are all well out there in P.D world

HEY WHICH AUSSIES are going to psy-trance event, I never been to one, just the usual hard trance doofs
 
SomeKindaLove said:
I might be going to a psytrance festival gig in a little bit ...
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Im leaving for my second one tomorrow with Karma and meeting a certain banned Bler we all l<3ff so much. Should be alot of fun.

Im sure you're gonna have a blast SKL.
 
^Say hello to that banned fellow for me please :) <3

goooooood weeed makes me hungry and sleepy.....nighty night :) :):)
 
Every time I start to underestimate the kindness of people, something happens that completely renews my faith in humanity. People are so cool!

<3 to you guys!
 
Dondante said:
Anyone catch Modest Mouse's new EP?

Whale Song is blowing my mind at the moment. <3
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An 8 song EP, I can dig that :)

I was actually supposed to download this album a few days ago but the link ended up being dead and I forgot about it.

But now you've reminded me of it and I'm getting it finally :) I always love Modest Mouse so I'll probably love this too!
 
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