Zoloft was the first medication I was ever prescribed. It was the year 2002 and I was 13 going on 14, in a point in my life where I was confused by the worlds mechanics and depressed about the unexciting ordinary lifestyle I was "supposed" to lead as well as suffering from severe SAD and GAD. Anyway, in taht mindset, convinced that everything made no sense and wasn't worth a second of my time, I subconciouslly told myself no zombie medication was strong enough to reverse my perception of things or my general mood on a day to day basis. And unsurprisingly the stuff did absolutely nothing but make me sweaty and hungry all the time. By the end of the 4 month zoloft trial I was so suicidal and blamed the zoloft, flushed it down the toilet and within a week my mood was better and I stopped pigging out and watching shitty sitcoms.
I've tried every anti-d and anti anxiety med approved for medical use... except lexapro. None have done anything but break my wallet and piss me off.
You have to believe anti-d's will work or they won't work, thats just how THEY work. It's almost placebo, almost, not quite, the mind is more powerful than some shitty overpriced drug that dulls your senses and makes you twice as likely to kill yourself.
It's better just to let time fix your problem, I have been suffering from anxiety since about 11 years old, I'm 21 now and still suffer from it, but I'm older, wiser and as you learn more about the world and how it works things will frighten and bug you less.
This will have either helped you or made you lose hope, but the truth must be told.