TheSpade
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I bought 15 tins of Strongbow, popped a Xanax, started drinking then took some 2CB (20mg?). I remember my mate coming home from work around 10pm and me and other mate being blind drunk and completely spangled. I was standing on the table abosrbing the trance waves feeling great then I remember absolutely nothing. Fast forward about 10hrs later I get up off the floor (why am I lying on the floor?) I can see the baggie which contained a load of 2CB laying empty on the floor where I'd been lying. I turn to the window (which has blinds covering it). The flat being on a main busy road shakes and makes a lot of noise when busses go past and a bus must have went passed, the whole place starts shaking and I'm tripping hard as fuck, really struggling to keep control of whats going on, and I thought a bus smashed straight into my flat window and hit me. I can see blood spurting out my arms and going everywhere, I'm screaming and freaking out and shouting. I remember running out my room and standing in the hallway shouting on my flatmate who's in bed in a room across the hall and him going off his head telling me to fuck off he's getting fed up of my nonsense. I'm totally oblivious to what's going on and wonder why no one will help me. I run upstairs into my other mates room and he goes mental telling me if I come in his room one more time shouting and screaming he'll kill me, that there's no blood, no bus crashes and I'm just tripping but I completely refuse to beleive this and think it's a big conspiracy. I tell him I need some valiums or xanax and he gets out his bed, hands me a xanax and tells me that's the last one I've already had 7 or 8 of them in the past 30 minutes (really?
). Next thing I know I'm waking up on the floor a few hours later and not even realising I've been asleep and really confused.
Told later by a mate who'd been out working till 3am that when he came in I was delerious as was my other mate who was tripping with me. Both wandering around like zombies talking to folk not there, unable to even register that he'd came in, whispering to ourselves about all sorts of nonsense, coming out with gibberish about asian folk, prostitutes and all the people at the party (there was no party) and loads of other stuff that didn't make sense. I apparently pissed all over the house, on the couches, in the living room etc, I trashed the place too, smashed the photos on the wall, ripped the lights out the sockets. At one point my mate who was tripping says he went into his own world, when he came out of it I was sitting on the window ledge of my room (we had big full size windows which took up the whole wall) with my legs hanging over the edge three stories up (instant death if fell) then a bit later me found he laying on the floor spazzing out foaming at the mouth speaking to myself.
Fuck knows what happened that night but it scared the shit out of me.

Told later by a mate who'd been out working till 3am that when he came in I was delerious as was my other mate who was tripping with me. Both wandering around like zombies talking to folk not there, unable to even register that he'd came in, whispering to ourselves about all sorts of nonsense, coming out with gibberish about asian folk, prostitutes and all the people at the party (there was no party) and loads of other stuff that didn't make sense. I apparently pissed all over the house, on the couches, in the living room etc, I trashed the place too, smashed the photos on the wall, ripped the lights out the sockets. At one point my mate who was tripping says he went into his own world, when he came out of it I was sitting on the window ledge of my room (we had big full size windows which took up the whole wall) with my legs hanging over the edge three stories up (instant death if fell) then a bit later me found he laying on the floor spazzing out foaming at the mouth speaking to myself.
Fuck knows what happened that night but it scared the shit out of me.
