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TDS Photo Thread...... Round III

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eon_blue said:
during heroin
about 9 months into IV addiction; new years 2008:

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after heroin.
6 months clean in this shot, new years 2009. 20lbs heavier than in the last pic, lol.
also in this pic, my beautiful girlfriend of 3 years whose put up with more of my bullshit than any human being should ever have to endure in a lifetime. I'm a lucky guy, to say the least :)

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Whoa, dude...you look so much better now.

I bet you thought you looked okay back then though? Or at least for the most part? Cause that is how I get. I think I look fine if not GREAT while I'm using, then I'll get clean and look back at pics and I look like, well, a junkie.
 
xxkcxx said:
Whoa, dude...you look so much better now.

I bet you thought you looked okay back then though? Or at least for the most part? Cause that is how I get. I think I look fine if not GREAT while I'm using, then I'll get clean and look back at pics and I look like, well, a junkie.
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fuuuuck yeah I did, I was in total denial. People would tell me ALL the time, "what's wrong with your eyes? Why do you have such dark circles? Why are you getting so thin?" and I would ALWAYS have some bs response:

"oh, I'm just tired; haven't slept well; too busy to eat right; yada yada". The saddest part about it was that I actually believed those excuses myself.

I mean, before I started shooting heroin I was an avid exerciser and would go to the gym almost daily. In the 9 months I was using, I dropped 20lbs some odd pounds of muscle and didn't even blink an eye to it.

It's all part of the denial/rationalization game though, admitting I was losing control would mean...well...that I wasn't in control in anymore :\
 
^ Yeah, my mom was always telling me how bad I looked but I'm a girl and being skinny is a good thing so the media tells me and what could be bad about looking SKINNY??

Well, I now know there is a difference between skinny and fit.
 
ill echo kc in the diffrence in u, eon
one pictures of a junkie, the others.....attractive, alive :)
gd on u
ive found some pics of me using ive now got up on MSN so if ur on MSN and really desire to see me either on the nod or on the tweak then just add me to ur MSN and ill send u the pics.... 8(
cant post pics on here, but u all know that by now i guess :o
 
I have photos I want to show, but my fucking phone isnt sending it to my e-mail for some reason, and theres credit on it, fucking vodafone, fuck they shit me. *shakes fist*

Oh and I found someone deserving of a twack last night at work, fucking cunt pulled off the condom and then tried to jam it in raw, haha what a fool, he did not get near it, and now he has a black eye just as mine is surely in its last stages, the black eye has been passed on, as tradition should dictate. Threw all his clothes and shit out into the hallway and then booted his ass out of there naked. Hahaha, oh it was brilliant, I wish I took photos of THAT.. next time, next time...
 
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Um.. I've heard of Jesus, who is Mary Magdelon, is that mother "virgin" mary?
Do you want to be pushed through a womb, from the darkness into the light haha
 
^ the equivalent of Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman.

She was the Bible's hooker with a heart of gold.

Joined Jesus' ministry.
 
I wikipaedeia'd her ass... fuck playing her role, I dibbs God.
Or if possible, the laughing Buddha... only thin...heroin chic.... and with gorgeous shoes.
 
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Pillthrill said:
We need to get off cartoons and more pictures. I'm bored.
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We could have cartoons AND photos? :D

A guy dressed as Towely from South Park =D
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(at the music festival on the weekend, the Saturday night is dress-up night, I couldn't believe the effort so many people went to with their costumes!!! 8o)
 
Awesome towely costume!!!
goddamn why is my phone not letting me send photos...
I want to show my pretty new dresses....fuckety fuck fuct fone.
 
Yeah, like I said, SO many of the costumes were amazing!! I'll post more photos when I can be bothered :)
 
You know, I think showing pictures like that (when you were at the hight of addiction) isn't really that bad, just to show those of us that haven't been there and don't want to go there.
 
I have new dresses...
This one is Granny chic. Granny is hot atm.
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And this one has awesome flowers and birds on it and good vibrant summer time dress.
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I have been sweating in both of these, and others... hot sticky sweaty in all my summer dresses, ickky, yet still pretty :D
 
n3ophy7e said:
^^ Nice one belarki! Hiii! :)



A rarity: A picture of me NOT SMILING!! 8o (I seriously had to search for one for ages :D)
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Note: I hate hate hate that photo cos it's ugly and ano, so I'm taking it down once I've made my point hehe :P
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wow you are such a pretty girl 8o
 
chhyeah I'm moving to australia. neo and libby=sooo foine. (not just fine, but foyne) and that towelie custome is great...... probably easy to make too, which makes it even better

eon blue-did you change your diet and start exercising after you quit? I still got dopefiend eyes and I've been retired from the National Heroin Association for 2 months now.
 
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