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Is your drug use slowing down or speeding up?

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They say the older you get the wiser you get.

However what do you think to be the case with drugs?

Does the more drugs you try make you WANT to try MORE? OR is it the total opposite and now that you've tested the waters you've seen enough?

ME = The once you pop the fun don't stop theory is looming over me and yes I know curiosity killed the cat.... BUT DAMN that musta been one happy cat!
 
gettin worse man. once I do some drugs, all I want is to do more, forever. Sounds whack I know, but drugs take me to places that seem much more real than reality.
 
Some are going up and some are going down.

Weed is slowing down, i dont have much fun anymore, unless im just alone.

Getting a free Ectasy pill tomorow, my first time for that!

oxycontin is always going to be the love of my life.

so im kinda going up and down like a rollercoaster (sorry ranting cause im high :D )
 
Slowing down with lotta hard work. Thank fucking god, it was about time. I'm kinda proud of myself actually.
 
slowing down.... one mindblowing spiritual super intense roll with great afterglow every two months is better than four average rolls in two months
 
Slowing way, way down. I finally realized how much damage I was doing, not even being 19, having tried 31 individual chemicals, smoking weed everyday for nearly 4 years. Quit smoking cigarettes, quit smoking weed, quit everything at the start of January. I did get drunk once though, and I will probably indulge in the Alcohol once and a while, possibly some Kratom again in a few months, but for the most part I'm done before the age of 19, haha. I also may need to try smoking weed one last time, with a really low tolerance, in like 3 months or so. Everything else...Never again.
 
My interest in drugs seems to increase as I grow older, because my depression/attitude in general seems to be getting worse as I get older and grow increasingly unsatisfied with life. I guess you could say the reason I do drugs has changed.

I've slowed down doing most drugs that are not of the prescription sort. You just can't find any good blow/MDMA in my neck of the woods anymore. At least with pharms, you know what you're getting and are not ever disappointed you know?
 
I just can't seem to keep up my old heroin habit like I used too...

:(

Oh well, I can still take acid and E with the best of em ;)
 
It increased rapidly for years, plateaued as I couldn't afford anymore than what I was getting. Now I am done with it for the most part.
 
When I first discovered drugs, my use went up exponentially for ~1 year until a few bad experiences made me realise I wasn't invincible, so I slowed down and now use very occasionally bar weed which is still far too often hehe.
 
slower than a 90year old in his wheelchair. :|
well since im on methadone i stopped using heroin except a few relapses.
also no benzos, no cocaine, no amphetamines etc.

i only smoke weed and drink booze atm and im quite fine with it.
 
Slowing down, but the experiences are on the way up.
As a lover of speed, for one reason or another, I have had interruptions in my use forced on to me.
During thes long periods of abstinence, depression set in, but on the one hand, its ironic, because the depression, in turn, was one thing forcing me off it.
Ok the high was euphoric, total focus, no awkwardness, but the inevitable happened, it wears off, and the redosing starts.
Well this just got on top of me.
And, its only one of the things that got in the way of my doing speed.
Maybe speed is trying to tell me something, but if life gets good without it, then so be it.
I'm heading towards a less 'drug-dependant', and more 'drug-as-consciousness-expansion-tool'.
 
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