I was wondering if somebody would be kind enough to answer a few questions for me. To avoid any confusion I am going to elaborate upon my situation beforehand. I am a recently new to the world of cannabis. I started this summer and my first smoking experience probably consisted of 5 hits off of some guys joint while I was at the lake for two weeks. My trip was pretty mellow. I felt as if all my joints in my body had had a healthy dose of axle grease. And there was a lovely symphony of music in my head. Fast forward to now I've probably smoked atleast 10 times. about 3 to 4 of those times I have been completely blown. I smoked probably 5 times in 2 weeks right before I quit for a month recently. The last time I smoked before I had quit (taken a break) i had probably had 10 hits off of a crappy aluminum foil bowl fitted onto an old soda bottle. And I had a fairly decent trip. My 'music' came back into my head... the walk home felt like it took ages when in reality it is only about 3 to 4 blocks. Now on new years eve my cousin had bought me a bong. So I light up half a bowl at midnight. It only took me 4 moderate rips to kill it. But I was so completely gone that I ended up rolling around on the couch for two hours watching Bill and Ted's Excellent adventure. But this is the worst part, I was so high it wasn't pleasant. It felt like my central nervous system was under attack. These repeating waves of energy were flowing out to my extremities constantly and unrelentlessly. And on top of that I felt trapped in my high. I would try so hard to focus on reality and sometimes I could maintain a sober state for 2 to 3 seconds and then it was gone and I would plunge back into the murk of my inner most thought processes. And this isn't the first time this has happened. Any other time I have felt I have smoked to much this has happened. I know that I have had enjoyable smoking experiences but I don't know what has happened. But I mean seriously 4 rips off of a bong did this to me after a months break. Can someone more seasoned please just help me out here? I do enjoy smoking but not if this is what its going to be like everytime from now on. I've even considered it as psychosomatic manifestations of my brain as far as the pulses of energy are concerned and the unpleasantness of the trip. But even that state of mind had no avail to stopping the strong dislike I had towards my trip.