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"I'm never going to take drugs ever again."

i was not strong enough to handle it.. i should have known i was too fragile. stupid stupid stupid, im such an idiot. im scared. the person who cared the most and who would've been here to help me died and left me all alone and i cant handle it i cant deal with any oif it. make it go away. please please please
 
You're not weak or stupid. You're just scared. That's an emotion that will pass. You may feel right now like you'll never recover - I know I have in the throes of a difficult trip. But you will. In fact, as inconceivable as it seems now, you may look back on the experience with awe and gratitude. I recently had a trip that ended in the ER, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

And until it does pass, just relax and try to experience what's happening, really try to let it all in, with your body, your mind and your emotions. Try to offer no resistance. Like everything else, it will soon pass, and you can reflect on it later. Right now just experience.

And keep us posted. You're not all alone.

S/M
 
i know it all says to relax and to let go. but i cant, im too scared.
 
Understood, I've been there. So let's try the opposite angle.

What does being scared feel like? Really try to feel it. Really feeling something is equivalent to accepting it.

Focus on your body. Do you feel fear in your chest? Your stomach? Your throat? All over? What does it feel like. Note where you do and do not physically experience the fear. Really try to feel it, the same way you'd feel the texture of some nice fabric. Feel it with your body, not your mind. Stay with it as long as you can, ideally at least several minutes.

If you want more techniques let me know and I'll send you a PM.
 
its in my chest and then it makes me cry and then it sufficattes in my throat. my stomach doesnt feel too great either but im sure thats from the chocolate bars not the fear.

yes mp me please thank you
 
You may have been sold DOC, DOB, or DOI instead of LSD. They can last up to 30 hours.

My recommendation if you don't feel like you'll be coming down anytime soon is to drink lots of fluids and to try to keep your mind from running all over the place. A half an hour walk around the neighbourhood can help tons, especially it's cooler outside and you start to feel overheated. But, yeah, I really recommend going outside a while and watching the stars or sky and drinking some cold gatorade.
 
actually i think that way helps. im exhausted. i think i might sleep.

its daytime the normal people are out and about, i cant go out there.. you should see me, im a mess
 
not gonna sleep actually but definately exhausted, which must be a good sign
 
i feel weak and sweaty. haha. but better i think. i need to sleep... it will happen i suppose
 
I think repeatedly posting on internet message boards is making you more anxious.
 
I dont know what any of those other three letter things are, but ivew had LSD before im sure its LSD, its just maybe a stronger one than the other times, or maybe im weaker than i was the other times
 
hey its OK

sometimes tripping is difficult

I suggest you find a very warm and cozy little place (maybe snuggle under some blankets) and play some beautiful music, anything you really connect with and is peaceful, and drift away...

<3
 
my friends coming to give me something and so i will go to sleep and then when i wake up which he promises will happen i will be back to normal and can still quit drug like i want to
 
that works too but I have found it masks the learning from the experience...but do what you have to do to keep yourself safe...its not good for you to be in a state of anxiety...but its hard to get out of it sometimes once it starts.

Tripping is partially (for me at least) about learning how to regulate your internal mental states.
 
I think we have all been ther at some time. It was one of those moments that catalysed my quitting coke altogether...
 
the fact that psychedelics can make people habituated to using drugs and completely okay with their use QUESTION it in a serious way is, to me, a testament to how valuable they are as tools.

I wouldn't take back any of those questioning moments for the world, whether they worked or not, because it is good to turn your universe upside down every once in a while - it gives you more perspective.
 
The last time I smoked marijuana (4.5 years ago) I found it just made me paranoid and so I said, "fuck this shit." And so I have.

But other psychedelics? Yum... :)
 
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