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Bluelighter
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I was reading some posts on another forum, ran into a person who had seizures in part due to shroom usage and this tickled multiple bits of memory that sparkled a luminescent honeydew emending event. Well, possible revaluation at least. The recall of a shroom adventure that was postulated as a hopeful body and mind acknowledgment of sorts. Here it is and my question is at the end for perhaps someone who dwells around this forum with additional information; more than what was obtained there.
Many moons ago, close to an 1/8 of shrooms was consumed.
During the trek a VERY powerful spasm began to course.
The energy surge roughly started around the middle of the lower back region.
The energy flowed down the side of one leg and departed near the Gastroncemius area.
The interval between each surge was approx. 6 seconds.
The force was powerful enough that a jutting or lurching foward was the result every single time and it was more pronounced when any effort was used to restrain the sensation.
To an outsider it was presumed to appear as the person was suffering from a form of Parkinson's disease or a type of seizure.
The scene may have even been visually comical to some.
This surge of energy felt VERY pleasurable. One might scale it just under bodily orgasmic but to be certain it was not sexual in nature.
For whatever reason the idea to work with this energy surge came into mind. While still jutting from lower back to leg still in motion some music was selected on the computer. Anything that could be selected with a decent dance beat was qued up.
The action of dancing and constant motion to the music negated the uncontrollable jerking of the leg in a spastic manner. The sensation of SURGING energy seemed nonexistant. After a few moments the experiant stopped and within 10 seconds the jerking force started again. So, along as there was movement, which in this case was in the form of dancing movements that were not emulations of the spasm.
There was no apparent or I should say obvious overheating issues. This is only judged by the experiant and the idea to use a thermometer did not occur during this span. There was a just a bit of perspiration that coincides with shroom use.
The very few times of shroom use at later junctures did not produce this effect. A future dosing, even with the consumption of a full 1/8 of cubensis, that without a doubt created a rather over powering experience yielded not this experience.
Later reflection formulated the concept that this dehiscent of energy may have been in part due to some psychological trek explorations while under the psychedelic influence. There is a reference that I have quoted before that refers to this type of situation. That, during a session, a person may specifically release pent up energy that was consolidated and coveted by a troubled psyche.
In other words some of the fucked shit that happened while a kiddie may have been processed (if true, sadly, it was still unavilable at the conscious level) and released... keep in mind that this is only a guess. Another important factor here is that the material read that referenced this type of release was not crossed until later; which removes the psychosomatic effect of reading that text as a plausible reason for the event.
Due to the time span of writing the experience (for myself) and when I read the book in question, initally I wasn't sure if the book had been read right before this scenario. Then I took a look at my Amazon.com record and low and behold, the book wasn't ordered until around the time of the experience and this verified to myself the book was not read up to that point (2/3 of the way through the book is where it states this).
This SURGING lasted about 1 1/2 hours to possibly 2 hours. Time comprehension may be in flux but a clock helps manyfold to provide some semblence WHEN you actually need to note time lapse.
Does this simply sound like some type of seizure? I tend to over analyze crap and while it seems helpful at times; a seizure is just a friggen seizure. Err well, ok, so it's not good to have them
Lastly, other than water and tea, nothing else was consumed. I'm an avid fan of NOT mixing drugs.
And, during this time or for many many months before, no prescription drug(s) were in use.
The time span between this trek and the previous shroom event is a guess (It's documented somewhere...) of lets say 30-40 days.
Several months transpired before the LSD fun before that. Plenty of mind rest between uses; in theory.
Beta Lightning Bolt, nice one.
I know that isn't what you meant though.
