In the same way, psychedelics often show us the door, we are the ones who have to do the hard work when the trip is over.
This is so true. When I had my first full blown heroic dose on mushrooms 6g+(ate possibly another gram or so on top for a friend that had his fill). I was presented with the most terrific, yet challenging shit I had ever grappled with..after that surrender(or being dragged through),
I had many reflections on not only my life but everyone else included, but more importantly it made me take a fresh look at my current point in life
(17 yr old in a toxic relationship, selling drugs and at the time doing a lot of cocaine and other drugs)-- I was able to understand in these moments that I was very unhappy, especially with the hard drugs, so in a way...the shrooms poisoned me into sobriety? No, but I did make some great life choices that probably saved me. All because that trip was so intense that it made me slam the brakes on all drugs in my life.
@M!$TER-ED do you ever watch that psyched substance dude on YT?(I'm sure he's been on here I imagine) he is ALL ABOUT safe tripping dude, whether its interviews at festivals or tripping in front of a camera for his podcast in the worst possible set and setting - a lot I do not agree with but he has his harm reduction down very well and this man was addicted to Vyvanse and ultimately quit so I think you should really check out his story and clips if you have not heard of him.
If I am playing with expanding my consciousness or looking deep into my own self or life I may dose relatively high in order to do so. But I like to dose a normal or average dose first before digging too deep (because maybe it's been awhile, plus you do not know how strong your acid, mush, or whatever x stash may be, so i think its a good rule of thumb..unless you want to dive straight into the deep end - nothing wrong with this especially if you are experienced).
Then after this integration I can gauge whether or not I want, or if I am even ready for a bigger heroic/dose. Usually after the goal is met, there is no need to keep tripping ritualisticlly - you may find yourself unsatisfied in the midst of this but that's only because you have been spoiling yourself and not integrating your experience and/or setting your INTENT or goal, and then doing the day to day work. Don’t get me wrong either about the variations I think daily tripping is probably what everybody needs or at least micro doses, but if you are trying to get your rocks off on moderate to high doses wayyy too often, then yeah watch it all become not too cool...that is more of a rolling(ecstacy-mdma) type of behavior, which we all know can be hella bad news but just about anything is when it becomes habitual.
{EDIT} Sorry I always derail shit. Yeah ug & microgram always messed me up to..I first heard it spoke of in measurements from an audio recording of Huxley talking about mescaline vs lsd and how lsd is so potent because it is measured in "Gamma"..anyway back 2 derail
Not sure why but idk I am at this point in my life - turning 380 yrs old vamp next month, where I trip my face off with my wifey for fun. But then I decide to dig to deep into my own psyche or figure out the mystery of us and the universe which is usually always done solo, but also in the dark to meditate I guess but really to SEE & feel it all and is way WAYYY more profound when I approach psychedelics in this manner!! It's so rewarding! It's so rewarding its as if I