5F-MALT: A Beautiful Tear for the Downtrodden

[Speak Easily]

5F-MALT: A Beautiful Tear for the Downtrodden
[2-(5-fluoro-1H-indol-3-yl)ethyl](methyl)(prop-2-en-1-yl)amine Tartarate
Dose Range: 5 - 30mg


Recently I fell in love with a beautiful psychedelic medicine on a windy April day. From this teacher I learned that our time is short and despite the traumas of our world, those are only a few struggles that we must overcome to inherit the fortune of a world full of life. She taught me to overcome the challenges of those that oppress us and to see that I am so much stronger than I knew. All we have to do is realize that our full potential is within reach, that we can conqueror these small challenges before us, and create a reality that is more than we could have hoped for.

When I met 5F-MALT I was searching for a psychedelic medicine that could teach me how we could integrate the traumas of PTSD and provide a light of hope into the future that could shine through depression. I had experimented with 5F-MET and didn't achieve the same level of integration that I thought psychedelics could provide. 5F-MALT proved to be a more healing teacher.

Recently I have felt like my mind is a bookshelf filled with all of the memories and lessons of my life. Corona Virus knocked all the books down into a pile of ruble. In the attics of my life I had meticulously stored the teachings of life with my joys, hopes, and dreams. I had organized my failures and successes. I'd saved my best memories and had bookmarked the most important facets of morality, justice, and ethics. Now they were all strewn across the floor and on that windy day she walked in.



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I began the day on an empty stomach to purify my body and and prepare for the experience. I asked the teacher for the strength and guidance I needed to prepare for festival season. I orally consumed 5F-MALT at 15mg and with a calm hope propped my back up, placed on my headphones, and then the ripples of the psychedelic dream began.


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The onset was gentle, calm, and sweet. Out of the corner of my eye I see the walls start to breathe and move and I am at a ++. I am starting to be filled with a gentle euphoria and empathy that reminds me of MDMA. Onward I go deeper into the music.


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Her gentle loving embrace envelops and holds me in an accepting place. A pearly glow surrounds me and the walls are covered in a kaleidoscope of colors. The experience is entactogenic. I am at a +++ and I somehow feel like I am home. The traumas of the past years start to flash before my minds eye. I'm relieving corona virus: loneliness, isolation, fear, and sexual repression. Only, I am without fear. I see the insignificance of trauma and how my memory was limited. There are so many good things in this world. One book goes back into the correct place.

I am back in college at the University of Oklahoma. It's my introductory tour and I am am standing in front of the Bizzell Library and my guide says: "Did you know that May 8, 1970 Jimmy Hendrix played at the University of Oklahoma in Norman? To this day, you can still see where the poster was on this statue." Could I see the poster after all these years? Another book goes back into place.

The world swirls and breathes, then suddenly flash! I am walking through Cal's greenhouse and we are listening to Jefferson Airplane records reading horticulture books under the black light in the closet of his green house. I have walked out of the door with my headphones on to go wander through the stacks and "I'm a Believer" by The Monkeys comes on the radio and I walk into the stacks and hear "I'm Already Gone" by The Eagles. Another book goes back into the correct place.

She guides me and carries me and now I close my eyes and I am on my way to a meeting at David Boren's house and I see his red Jaguar drive by and he picks me up and drives me home (the wandering hippy that I am). Flash, another book goes back into place.

I open my eyes to the world of color and close them again. Now I have dropped out of college and am living in an artist co-op called Universe City. I ride my bike for hours some days around Tinker Air Force base, Norman, and on the river in Oklahoma City. I remember, I see through the trauma, suddenly I know.

I remember walking through all the streets of Norman at night safe, protected, and healthy with my headphones. We were so loving, so safe so healthy. I could walk down the street at night and if there was a party and the door was open I could walk in and join. Folks were so honest, so tolerant, we were all so calm. I had forgotten. I have been lost. She has shown me that the answers are there.

I am at a ++++


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I am at a ++/+++. The teacher has spoken. I have been blinded by trauma, overwhelmed by cognitive dissonance, and fearful and isolated from the deep connection that I know god meant for me. Somehow all of this was so easy to understand with such bravery and confidence. We are being torn apart by our moral failings, to overwhelmed and and filled with fear when we should be filled with hope. Battered, broken down, downtrodden; we accept one lie after another thinking that it will achieve the end goal. We accept one moral failing after the next just to get by. I could not see through the traumatization. I couldn't realize the adventure and love I had known. Why was Norman that way? Morality, honesty, integrity, and social reciprocity. Years of hard work by the generations of folks that had know that place.

Now I see clearly. I feel like I have escaped the confined box I had been living in, that the veil has been lifted, and I can see for miles. I guess this is square one. I am the eyes of the world. The responsibility is mine to make a better world and future for those who also feel downtrodden. I have to recreate the gifts that I knew in my youth for future generations. We are on a ship and now my generation is the captain.


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I am at a +/- and it's time for me to get some sleep. I'm a medicinal cannabis user. Usually I take 25mg of a THC infusion for sleep. Tonight it's getting late and I'd say I will feel better in the morning if I smoke instead. So I get my blow torch and my dab rig and decide I will probably do this one unfiltered. I barley felt my first dab. Now onto the second one. In 30 minutes I'm asleep.


Next Day:
I feel refreshed and optimistic with a touch sadness. The world is so beautiful! The anti-depressant effects are similar and in line with Bretisilocin, though the mystical experience is truly beautiful and beyond words. After more than a week the color, taste, and hope are still back. She's truly a beautiful teacher and for a moment I sat by god and this is her signature.

 

[xdrc]

Interesting experience. I'm always a bit skeptical when I see glowing reports of new substances, but indeed the suspect vendor (non-European) has the material in their catalogue. No offence, but at first your report reminded me of early attempts with ChatGPT2.0 to let it generate generic reports of fantasy psychedelics. But then I noticed some spelling mistakes and peculiarities that make me think you have written it, plus the writing style seems similar to your posts from 2 years ago - which makes me believe this report is authentic. LLM paranoia is real. Thank you for taking your time to explore and report about this compound. Was the 5-F-MALT and 5-F-MET analysed independently by you? The vendor is known to mix up samples here and there unfortunately.

I think it would be cool if the mentions of MALT instead of 5-F-MALT in the title and in the post could be corrected to avoid potential confusion with its unsubstituted cousin.

 

[Speak Easily]

Actually I live in Europe and not Canada. I'm someone who moved to the European Union for a more stable regulatory environment. Working in medicinal pharmacology I am always looking to reduce suffering, improve quality of life, heal, and create a world in which humanity thrives. I have worked first hand with victims of abuse and those suffering from the traumas of war. Depression and post traumatic stress disorder cause significant suffering and bare a great societal cost. There is a huge gap in care between the available resources we have and the societal need. Psychedelic medicines are a therapeutic avenue that is uniquely poised to fill this gap, reduce the disability adjusted life years lost, and improve societal productivity. Here are some examples; Bretisilocin recently being purchased for upwards of 50 million.

1. Bretisilocin
2. HLP003
3. Luvesilocin
4. Midomafetamine
5. MSP-2020

So I moved to Europe for the more stable regulatory environment, the innovative and open culture, and to be fully within the legal requirements for my research. This was the best decision as an entrepreneur. There are of course limitations. For instance I am not allowed to distribute any medicines without proper approval even in an experimental context (the same rules apply for vitamins and supplements); a legally wise regulatory decision that does not stifle innovation and protects public health without criminalization. This makes preliminary research and in vitro research simple. This also improves potential for the acquisition of capital for in vivo research necessary for regulatory approval. I actively work with the government to maintain that framework and here's why:

I had mentioned earlier that the goal of my work is to reduce suffering improve quality of life, heal, and create a world in which humanity thrives. I think anyone working in medicine understands this. We do what we do for the betterment of humanity. That's the Hippocratic Oath.

Today I see a great backsliding in responsibility by my country. The irresponsible medical decisions by my government have cause more than 300,000 deaths (2/3 were children) in less than one year. I feel a deep responsibility for this.

Furthermore, more than half of a million individuals have been deported without proper planning for basic human necessities such as food, water, healthcare, and shelter. While this may be controversial, this is the truth: those human beings came to America, they placed hope and trust in her arms (illegal or legal), and with that comes a basic human responsibility to respect their human rights. Being an American is not piece of paper. Being an American is a way of life; rugged individualism, hope, confidence, innovation, and most of all perseverance. Being an American is not a piece of paper, being America is in your heart. Yes deportations are necessary for both legal and sovereignty reasons. Though working in medicine I can only see this through the eyes a doctor. The necessity of deportations does NOT negate the responsibility we have to the health and basic human rights of those we interact with. My responsibility as a medical professional does not end at the border.

For me, continuing to work to maintain the legal regulatory framework necessary to insure what I do can have the maximum benefit for humanity is imperative. I am here to reduce suffering, improve quality of life, heal, and create a world in which humanity thrives. That's what I do. That's my moral and ethical responsibility. That's the moral and ethical responsibility of every medical professional. So actually, I am living in the EU and working with the government to insure a favorable regulatory environment.

To your question regarding the sourcing of ligands for research, I can not advise you on that as that it is against the rules. I also would hope that we do not drag professional chemists through the mud by sending recreational users to hassle them. For safety reasons I should mention that 5F-MALT freebase is not appropriate for hobbyist; the material is almost completely unworkable and only suited for a professional laboratory environment. 5F-MALT freebase is a highly viscous adhesive like black goo. I used the 5F-MALT hemitartarate for my experience report.

 

[xdrc]

I'm not asking about sourcing here. I made the observation that this compound is indeed available on the grey market and thought this was your source. Most people here do not have connections for custom or in-house synthesis. I was not expecting your batch to be sourced this way. However if it's true that you are an entrepreneur in this area, stating such conflict of interest would be honest. I also think that despite sourcing being forbidden with good reason in most forums, a small hint where the compound was obtained from (so that it is obvious to the people already in the know but does not ease access to people not in the know) would be helpful for harm reduction so people do not wrongly assume their batch to be safe - but I may be stretching the rules a little too much here. Some comments on analytical characterisation or even better spectra when available would be helpful too.

 

[Pfafffed]

I think that's helpful clarification. I appreciate OP erring on the side of caution here.

I understand that 4- and 5-position fluorinated tryptamines are popular drug candidates in the pharmaceutical development pipeline right now. I don't think it's just Gilgamesh. I've been asked to trial materials two companies on the down low so they can get data to move faster (I declined, but did think pretty hard about it.)

I AM mildly surprised that OP had effects that intense from the material. If I were foolish enough to speculate, 5F-MALT is one that I would have imagined to be as friendly, generic, and bland as N,N-MALT and 4-HO-MALT.

 

[koolman69420]

5 fluro malt liquer?

 

[Speak Easily]

5 fluro malt liquer?

Lol. Actually I usually avoid ethanol, largely inspired by the work of Bill Wilson. I work with folks recovering from alcohol abuse disorder.

Having had lapses of depression all his life, between 1956 and some time in the 1960s, Wilson used LSD in medically supervised experiments with Betty Eisner, Gerald Heard, and Aldous Huxley.[citation needed] According to Wilson, his first LSD session allowed him to re-experience a spontaneous spiritual experience he had had years before, in 1934, which had helped him to overcome his own alcoholism.[45] He thought he might have found something that could make a difference to the lives of some who still suffered.[46] He felt that usage of LSD in a carefully controlled, structured setting might be beneficial for some recovering alcoholics.[47] However, he felt this method should only be attempted by individuals with well-developed super-egos.[48]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bill_W.


Here's a good study on that from the British scientist David Nutt: Drug harms in the UK: a multicriteria decision analysis