danosaurous22
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 10, 2025
- Messages
- 129
Obviously that sounds like you have to get addicted to enjoy it. But I do think it's a little more complicated than that. I know a lot of people who have never sought it out, just used it in party settings and didn't really feel a need to explore it further or get deeper into it. Sometimes I think that that perspective just comes from people not really ever realizing how good strong cocaine can feel. Some of it is rather speedy, and the negative side effects like getting wired or heartburn or short lived highs and an uncomfortable experience snorting it can easily overwhelm the somewhat subtle come up that makes it so amazing to me. When the side effects aren't there, you are very aware of how subtly your mood is changing, then realizing that you have just steadily been climbing to a very pleasant and relaxed high that makes you view the world in a totally different light. Really good coke feels how I've always imagined opiates feeling, a warm and euphoric sensation all over your body with a sense of contentment and a renewed interest in the world around you that almost feels reminiscent of when you were a child or really exploring the world for the first time in your best years. Of course even good cocaine will totally fry you and make you paranoid if you give into the compulsion to re dose until nothing, not even coke makes you feel good and you have to deal with extreme paranoia and general weirdness and alienation from reality but you are so far out that you just can't stop dosing because the alternative is a horrific crash. The slow climb to it overtaking you and the rapidness with which it wears off is crucial to what makes it such a powerful drug IMO, and bad coke won't really feel that way. It would just be a very short rush and very distracting and unpleasant side effects which push you into doing way more than you should because the side effects are just so unpleasant, and that type of experience always to me ends with a feeling of "I never want to feel this way again". But a binge on good cocaine ends with a lot of reflection and a feeling of having gone into space and returned to earth, as though I went on an indescribable adventure that is worth the trouble.
I know some people have had great coke and still don't like it, but I truly believe that the way it shifts between incredibly subtle and incredibly overpowering several times in the first few doses is something very unique and special about the drug that gives it an edge over almost any other drug. It's not particularly functional like speed can be, it's not dehabiliating like psychedelics and MDMA, it's basically a very pleasant escape from reality that drops you back where you were almost immediately with not much memory of what you were so pleased with. So many people enjoy coke for the situations they're in when they use it, a party atmosphere gets elevated by a party drug. But my fascination with it began when I started to see the drug's capability to stand on its own completely, you can just sit and enjoy the rush and it never gets old, it always totally overwhelms me and honestly socialization gets a bit difficult when I get a really good high from it. I just want to kind of marvel at the feeling and the short duration makes it all the more fascinating to experience. Not really like other stimulants in that aspect and IMO it's much better than them because of that. I mostly just make this post because for a while my guy was getting me very brittle coke that got me euphoric but also got me very wired and it was easy to overdo it and end up with a bug eyed speed high if you did a bit too much, at which point it really wasn't that enjoyable but was still very addictive and powerful. The other day the bag I finished was very soft, the kind that sticks to whatever you chop it up with and goes up your nose with zero resistance and just dissolves very readily in water, a little tricky to work with and very shiny and soft. It isolated that slow climb and quick, overwhelming peak that I had forgotten the drug could offer, and it is a very special thing if you can just sit back and enjoy it. The craving is a bitch either way though, it's tough to figure out what to do with yourself once you've experienced that first rush of your day and you'll end up getting bug eyed anyway chasing that feeling if you can't control yourself. But I can't for the life of me see why somebody who has done a lot of drugs wouldn't see that experience as profound and a bit too good for its own good. It's really a stoney feeling at its best, like you can barely think straight because you feel so good. I can't see why anybody would find that overrated or over expensive or not for them, unless they weren't really in a position to notice it or get stuff that's good enough to have that effect. Talking Heads album Speaking in Tongues articulates a lot of this too, they must have been deep into some good coke. "Takes over slowly, but doesn't last very long" "Colored lights and shiny presents" etc.
I know some people have had great coke and still don't like it, but I truly believe that the way it shifts between incredibly subtle and incredibly overpowering several times in the first few doses is something very unique and special about the drug that gives it an edge over almost any other drug. It's not particularly functional like speed can be, it's not dehabiliating like psychedelics and MDMA, it's basically a very pleasant escape from reality that drops you back where you were almost immediately with not much memory of what you were so pleased with. So many people enjoy coke for the situations they're in when they use it, a party atmosphere gets elevated by a party drug. But my fascination with it began when I started to see the drug's capability to stand on its own completely, you can just sit and enjoy the rush and it never gets old, it always totally overwhelms me and honestly socialization gets a bit difficult when I get a really good high from it. I just want to kind of marvel at the feeling and the short duration makes it all the more fascinating to experience. Not really like other stimulants in that aspect and IMO it's much better than them because of that. I mostly just make this post because for a while my guy was getting me very brittle coke that got me euphoric but also got me very wired and it was easy to overdo it and end up with a bug eyed speed high if you did a bit too much, at which point it really wasn't that enjoyable but was still very addictive and powerful. The other day the bag I finished was very soft, the kind that sticks to whatever you chop it up with and goes up your nose with zero resistance and just dissolves very readily in water, a little tricky to work with and very shiny and soft. It isolated that slow climb and quick, overwhelming peak that I had forgotten the drug could offer, and it is a very special thing if you can just sit back and enjoy it. The craving is a bitch either way though, it's tough to figure out what to do with yourself once you've experienced that first rush of your day and you'll end up getting bug eyed anyway chasing that feeling if you can't control yourself. But I can't for the life of me see why somebody who has done a lot of drugs wouldn't see that experience as profound and a bit too good for its own good. It's really a stoney feeling at its best, like you can barely think straight because you feel so good. I can't see why anybody would find that overrated or over expensive or not for them, unless they weren't really in a position to notice it or get stuff that's good enough to have that effect. Talking Heads album Speaking in Tongues articulates a lot of this too, they must have been deep into some good coke. "Takes over slowly, but doesn't last very long" "Colored lights and shiny presents" etc.
