I’m bluelight’s resident porn star- ask me anything

[SoCalShordie]

We should start a podcast called the chronicles of Kellsee and SoCalshordie

Brooo it’s actually so crazy you say that bc the past week I’ve been like dam I really think I should do a podcast but I have no idea how to get started

 

[SoCalShordie]

 

[SoCalShordie]

 

[SoCalShordie]

Wait—what the fuuuuuck?! I literally did like 20 mf minutes of reading out loud and it dint even post more than 5 seconds of it?!?

 

[fuckabout89]

Bluelight knows me as Shordie, but I used to be an AVN award-winning actress, formerly known as Lola Foxx.

Let’s have a Q&A session. Ask me anything about the adult film industry or anything personal. I’ll answer every question. Nothing is considered off-limits.

Theres nothing to say other than pornstars movies is all care about. Thats way she goes im more into big booty hoes though. I wonder if I watched any of your movies while tweaking if your really her.

 

[SoCalShordie]

Theres nothing to say other than pornstars movies is all care about. Thats way she goes im more into big booty hoes though. I wonder if I watched any of your movies while tweaking if your really her.

Lola Foxx was the ultimate big booty hoe

 

[abefourth]

Do you have/have you ever considered having children?

 

[SoCalShordie]

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[SoCalShordie]

Do you have/have you ever considered having children?

Yes, my daughter will be 3 next month and my son will be 2 in August.

 

[lost weekend]

Did you know the actress who sadly took her own life recently

 

[lost weekend]

She was on a UK documentary about porn years ago

 

[abefourth]

You and Kellsee both have great voices. She seems like a pretty awesome woman. It might be hard to put together but you definitely should consider it.

 

[fuckabout89]

Lola Foxx was the ultimate big booty hoe

Its look like its grown . Do you ever meet Alexis Texas?

 

[HeadphonesandLSD]

I do not mean to be rude. But I wanted to ask this and I'll probably never get another chance (assuming you are what you claim to be).

My question is: Do you feel shame for what you've done? Do you have children or plan to have children? What do you plan to tell them about your past when they're getting old enough to find out about it through the internet?

How do you feel about your content being on the internet forever? Would you take some of it down if you could?

I have personally never seen the appeal in porn. Even when I was growing up and friends would put on VHS tapes of porn while we were very young I didn't care for it. I'd play along because peer pressure and make comments on it I knew the other guys would want to hear just to blend in. But I would have rather been doing anything else. I always left the room if someone started jerking their gerkin'. I never understood why a group of men wanted to watch porn and jack off together. They always did stupid shit. I once saw a black kid's afro full of someone else's cum. The guy that did it came running to my room (where I was hanging out with another friend that didn't want to be in the room with porn). He was laughing so hard he could barely talk and then he finally managed to say: "I nutted in Domino's hair! hahahah". I stepped out of my room just in time to see the poor guy walking across the hall to the bathroom to shower and get it off his afro. I felt bad for him but it was pretty fucking funny at the time (he was an asshole).

Enough about that though back to my original questions; What made you want to do porn in the first place? Money? If it was money do you feel like it was worth it to trade your modesty/reputation for cash?

Were you hoping that you'd eventually be able to move into real acting or otherwise move into a more socially acceptable career? (modeling, voice acting, acting..whatever).

Did you know that up until the 1910s-1920s that regular actors were considered to be the same class as street walkers/whores? It was seen as undesirable by wider society because they were selling their bodies for money. Even things like Broadway shows were seen as being the same thing as doing porn. At least as far as "civil society" was concerned.

You may have already answered some of these questions. I didn't go through the thread yet. I just read the OP. Sorry if I'm asking things that have been asked before.

I have some more questions:

Assuming you've gone over to the onlyfans business model; How do you feel about the men that pay you in exchange for pictures and private chats or other services of that nature? Do you offer the "girlfriend experience" or anything like that? Or are you strictly doing films? A lot of girls doing that stuff will say their clients and pathetic/losers behind their backs. I'm just wondering how you feel about them in private. I figure it's really fucking annoying to deal with getting requests and messages from those type of people.

How do you feel about the producers, directors and all the people making tons of money off porn while paying the actors peanuts? Are they sleazy? Do you have any stories you could tell about things of that nature?

I must admit I am bit jealous that girls who look good can kind of coast through life in some respects. I don't mean to be insulting. But it's obvious that a lot of lonely people will throw money at a girl that posts pictures of herself modeling clothes on the internet or offering private webcam shows and things like that. I personally consider people that pay for that stuff to be losers myself. But I understand why a lot of them are that way. I do not understand this addiction a lot of people have to porn.

I personally use my imagination when I feel the need and don't have a partner around to play with. I'll admit sometimes I might look at animated/drawn content of this nature. Also I'll sometimes watch porn with real actors, maybe once every 5 years. But it's very rare and I always feel shameful after I do it. I'm also in a position where my main fetish isn't something that I can ever obtain in real life (unless they're hiding some advanced technology we don't know about).

For me as I've aged sex is now something I don't have a desire to do with anyone but someone I plan to spend the rest of my life with. Sex is fun but it feels meaningless when it's a one night stand type of situation. The only reason I take care of myself anymore is I don't want to make a mess of my underwear and sheets while I'm sleeping. Since if I go longer than say a week without taking care of it I'll always have wet dreams. Which are fun sometimes but I always wake up as soon as I finish and I like to cuddle. Hard to do that with dream girl when you can't enjoy a smoke and cuddle session after finishing.

It's fascinating how our lives differ so much just because of luck of the draw at birth. I often wonder how different my life would be and how I'd be mentally if I was born as the other sex. I wish everyone could do whatever they wanted (provided it didn't hurt other people) and be whatever they wanted without offending and being shunned by society. I obviously don't agree with your profession but I respect your right to do it and understand why you would go into it given the body you got put into when you were born here.

Which leads to my last question: If you could be anyone and do anything you wanted would you still have gone into doing porn?

Again, I do not mean to offend. I'm just curious. Best of luck to you and I hope you are happy. Take care.

 

[SoCalShordie]

Did you know the actress who sadly took her own life recently

Which one? There have been several recently.

 

[SoCalShordie]

Its look like its grown . Do you ever meet Alexis Texas?

Yes, she was cool. I knew her ex-husband Pete more than I knew her, though. He was hella cool. I worked with him may times. The fist time we worked together, I get into an ass up, face down position for the photos, and he’s behind me. He goes, “your ass reminds me of my wife’s. Like, I’m looking at you and I wouldn’t know it’s not her unless you turned around.” And that, to me at the time, was the biggest compliment ever lol.

 

[fuckabout89]

Bluelight knows me as Shordie, but I used to be an AVN award-winning actress, formerly known as Lola Foxx.

Let’s have a Q&A session. Ask me anything about the adult film industry or anything personal. I’ll answer every question. Nothing is considered off-limits.

Your really pretty, how old are you know vs then? Also I really love the porn from back in the early days you know early 2000s late 90s vs this newer stuff.

 

[SoCalShordie]

Theres nothing to say other than pornstars movies is all care about. Thats way she goes im more into big booty hoes though. I wonder if I watched any of your movies while tweaking if your really her.

Wait, I just re-read this.
Yes, I am the real Lola Foxx lol. Ask the other people on BL. They all know me and have spoken to me for years. I’m retired now though, have been since like 2018.

 

[fuckabout89]

Wait, I just re-read this.
Yes, I am the real Lola Foxx lol. Ask the other people on BL. They all know me and have spoken to me for years. I’m retired now though, have been since like 2018.

Im sorry lol I read that tiktok I had this guy who claimed he dated all these pornstars so know. Im just gonna believe you lol I want you to be real lol.

Yeah then thats cool your real i really enjoy you guys when im high I even start tearing up while I watch you, you know. Im 28 and haven't been laid so you do great service to people like me. Yeah to be honest I like those photos its got that early 2000s look. What's your nationality latino?

 

[SoCalShordie]

Theres nothing to say other than pornstars movies is all care about. Thats way she goes im more into big booty hoes though. I wonder if I watched any of your movies while tweaking if your really her.

Im sorry lol I read that tiktok I had this guy who claimed he dated all these pornstars so know. Im just gonna believe you lol I want you to be real lol.

Here’s a video of me from my private social media account, you won’t find this video anywhere else on the internet. You can visibly see that I’m her, and you can see that it’s current. I had no children back in my hay day lol.