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ARTICLE: 'The weaponization of antipsychotic injections'

What is this thread listed under in the Forum ??? Where do I find these articles beside obviously .. the live feed ?
I can't find it.
 
Okay I see it now in M S & R

The first thread on the list. Wooo. Took some time but I see it now.

I appreciate everyone. Thank You.
 
ions said:
It's pretty nuts to have to witness what goes on in the hospital sometimes.
It was bit unnerving to see some patients still going through electroshock treatments for psychiatric disorders. That was 2010.

Yeah so the dates on my experiences were 2010 for 51 days in the hospital and 9 in the jail.
Then again in 2011 53 days in jail and 4 months in the hospital then 8 months in a halfway house in CT.
the injections have been ongoing since 2011 to date.
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i thought i read that your father wants you to get the injection and your not court ordered at this point though??? am i remembering correctly.

i remember you posting that a few months back because i'm also in a situation where i was hospitalized and forced to get haldol injections and now my parents won't let me live with them unless i recieve the injection... is that the case for you where it's your family and not the court or doctors why you are on the injections now?

just trying to remember if you are the same poster... might be worth it for this thread to let the reader know if you are court ordered at this point.

the injections suck and i feel like they are more of a threat for people that don't need them to act how society wants instead of actually supposed to help them... like they are gonna kill the person's sex drive as a threat to get them to act normal again... i tried talking to the doctors about all the reasons they were acting weird and was talking about going into some type of program where i could stay clear of recreational drugs (or meds) and just stay sober for a while, and they just forced me on the meds. i think it's terrible, but usually with counseling they let people ween off them in under a year.... sometimes with the injections though i hear that really screws people up.. i'm on the haldol now still at a very small dose. not sure if i'm gonna continue taking it. the spine doctor i went to said my injury is bad enough where i should be able to get disability payments if i don't choose to get them through the psychiatric people.. i really don't know if i'm gonna keep taking the low dose of haldol i do. i'm worried my SS payments will get canceled, or i'm gonna get in trouble and get drugged worse or something if i'm not on meds. i really don't know what to think... i'm not a violent person, sometimes i just act really weird inspried by my favorite comedians and feeling terrible about society.. idk, a lot of people don't get me... most people don't pay attention to me when i'm out in public and don't care, but like people could get confused on me and file a false police report, leading to more shit i don't want to deal with...

anyways, totally get where your article is coming from... was written fine imo.
 
the meds do stop the voices for some people too, and for some people that's the only thing they can deal with, so i'm not totally against meds...

people think just because a person gets confused hearing voices though that they are threat to society or some shit. idk. i get different reactions from different doctors and therapists. different people treat me 100% different.
 
@foodcrisis
The two options right now are live in public housing because I don't make enough to be independent. where you are forced injections for living there.
or cooperate with my dad who makes appointments for. to live in a house that is not sober living.

The first injection of haldol I got in 2011 I nearly died. I was on the verge of collapse stumbling immediately after leaving the exam room. Somehow managed to stand up and that was really scary.

The line at the end is the selling point. about voluntary agreements. I'm not voluntarily doing it I feel. and you can argue that's not the case. I just don't want to go back to sober living where they make you take injections as a contingent of being there.
 
The message is true, anti psychotics are fucking evil, but there is no conspiracy to make people dumber, humans are allredy moronic. Fact is anti psychotics are overused not because of some grand plan by big pharma but simply because anti psychotics are an easy way for medical staff to make "annoying" or "scary" patients turn into zombies who dont cause problem. I personnally had many horrible experiences where i got way too fucked up in public and got sent to the psychwing of the emergency room (to be fair this did save me from alcohol poisoning one time when my blood alcohol level was around 0.32-0.35) where i will typically start doing a bunch of stupid shit like yell that i want to wear the hair of the security guard and also yell POOP TOILET SHIT FUCK PISS PEEPEE POOPOO FART along with... racial slurs (look im not racist it's just when im drunk and ive been binging meth for 5 days straight well i act like a moron), well it does'nt take too long for them to try to pump me up full of haldol or seroquel (i will tense my muscles as much as i physically can to both make it hard to penetrate my skin and also to force blood into their needle to make their job as much of a nightmare as possible tbh it hurts like a bitch but the alcohol numbs most of the pain). I fucking hate antipsychotics.
 
Compared to pharmaceuticals. As in the Big Drug Corporations.

Holistic Healing with alternative Natural medicine and Homeopathic choices can be very Helpful. And have many Benefits as well.

Especially with natural healing effects. Non prescription cures. In many of my observations. And I strongly believe.


I will go back and research this whole area now and finish reading all the rest of comments.
 
I found in my darkest days in CT in the halfway. to hyperventilate while watching Californication at least to get high. Before the days of legal weed in CT.
Write it off as holotropic breathwork.
 
ions said:
The CO2 it produces attracted the bed bugs.
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Oh what a day already. Who has time to research anymore.

All of this is very interesting.

If you don't have anymore to add. Always, thanks for your help and Info !!

I'm still reading.
 
ions said:
@foodcrisis

The first injection of haldol I got in 2011 I nearly died. I was on the verge of collapse stumbling immediately after leaving the exam room. Somehow managed to stand up and that was really scary.
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Awe. I got injected with Haldol and I couldn't walk for two whole weeks. I just barely was able to make it to the bathroom spinning.

And that was all I could do. Or barely find food scraps. ( Oh yeah I forgot to edit and had the shakes and vomit )

They injected me with it immediately after the first injection of Dilaudid. The big dummies. They ruined the purpose of the Dilaudid initially.

Anyway, I did come back to life two weeks later.

They looked very stern and seemed to Stab the injections in me very aggressively. I almost begged them not to give me the Haldol

but I was just too sickly and weak to even get that far.

And I still think that they are great big dummies for doing that. I stumbled for two weeks.

Yeah, worse than a Drunk. Way. That made me very sad. Very sad, as well.
 
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