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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

moerez said:
If i get off the side effects would be still there, it doesnt matter i take zopicolone for sleep but it doesnt help, this brain is damaged and im done with it, i have inconvenience in every way you think, every way dude thats why i cant endure this pain anymore
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If you want zopiclone to work you have to take breaks. It builds toleance very fast way faster then benzos for me anyway

Did you get your ativan yet?
 
paranoid android said:
If you want zopiclone to work you have to take breaks. It builds toleance very fast way faster then benzos for me anyway

Did you get your ativan yet?
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Im talking to my doctor in an hour i hope he gives me the dose i want, he only gives me 0.5 dose which is too low for me
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Some brain can endure such a shock, meanwhile other’s brain can’t Survive the shock and the damage just don’t heal.
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WE dont really know how antipsychotics affect the brain, it is crazy how they inject so many people with this poison but there is barely any research on the effects of these drugs.

Have you considered trying psilocybin? Some research has shown that psilocybin can generate neural connectivity.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
WE dont really know how antipsychotics affect the brain, it is crazy how they inject so many people with this poison but there is barely any research on the effects of these drugs.

Have you considered trying psilocybin? Some research has shown that psilocybin can generate neural connectivity.
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Thats what makes me scared that they dont even know what aps do with brain, i asked my doctor why when i try to sleep i go in dream mode but im still awake and can hear everything? He said he doesn’t know! Im really scared of the damage its been done to the brain and the tremor that i get when i sleep is rare and i havent seen anybody have that thats why im so hopeless about my recovery
 
Today I felt a stronger appetite for food than I normally do. 160 days since my last injection of abilify. I wonder how much is left in my body considering I had 9 injections at max dose. Music is also sounding good.

Still have a lot left to recover, but life is for the most part enjoyable again. I'm grateful to be where I am at not even 6 months since my last shot. Hoping full recovery will come.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
WE dont really know how antipsychotics affect the brain, it is crazy how they inject so many people with this poison but there is barely any research on the effects of these drugs.

Have you considered trying psilocybin? Some research has shown that psilocybin can generate neural connectivity.
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psilocybin does not work with antipsychotics

they are blocked

now you see how sinister the useage of antipsychotics is against the mind
 
paranoid android said:
Ya i couldnt see it working on invega or abilify shots. Coke worked fine for me on abilify though
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i will talk to my psychiatrist and have her switch to abilify pills from injections

then i can skip a day or two and trip as well

abilify has a bit longer half life than zyprexa

i have no other option as i am put on community treatment order until cobenfy gets here
 
OLDTIDEN said:
i will talk to my psychiatrist and have her switch to abilify pills from injections

then i can skip a day or two and trip as well

abilify has a bit longer half life than zyprexa

i have no other option as i am put on community treatment order until cobenfy gets here
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You can trip on cobenfy as it effects acetylcholine not serotonin or dopamine. I wana try it but its not avilable in Canada yet
 
paranoid android said:
You can trip on cobenfy as it effects acetylcholine not serotonin or dopamine. I wana try it but its not avilable in Canada yet
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it is also not available here in norway either

i might need to wait 2+ years until it gets here

but i rather be without any meds

that is the goal
 
OLDTIDEN said:
it is also not available here in norway either

i might need to wait 2+ years until it gets here

but i rather be without any meds

that is the goal
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Ya i had cotards syndrome so im not risking that again. That was traumatic as fuck
 
OLDTIDEN said:
i will talk to my psychiatrist and have her switch to abilify pills from injections

then i can skip a day or two and trip as well

abilify has a bit longer half life than zyprexa

i have no other option as i am put on community treatment order until cobenfy gets here
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I thought you recovered completely, you still taking meds after that?
 
I got my ativan and i still feel nothing pills are like sugar on invega, no effects at all idk what to do anymore, cant sleep cant eat cant do anything and head pressure is killing me , god idk how long more i can do this but im sure its not gonna be long since i cant sleep at all
They wanna give me olanzpine for my sleep but i dont wanna take it, idk what to do and im desperate guys, i hope my suffer and darkside of my mind doesn’t win, but can i survive and heal without sleep? Hell no :(
 
moerez said:
I thought you recovered completely, you still taking meds after that?
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Because i did have cotards syndrome and psychosis 7 years ago and it scared the absolute shit out of me. I thought i was dead and in purgatory or hell.

moerez said:
I got my ativan and i still feel nothing pills are like sugar on invega, no effects at all idk what to do anymore, cant sleep cant eat cant do anything and head pressure is killing me , god idk how long more i can do this but im sure its not gonna be long since i cant sleep at all
They wanna give me olanzpine for my sleep but i dont wanna take it, idk what to do and im desperate guys, i hope my suffer and darkside of my mind doesn’t win, but can i survive and heal without sleep? Hell no :(
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How much ativan did you take? Ativan doeset do anything for me either hence why i take clonaz and bromazepam instead
 
paranoid android said:
Because i did have cotards syndrome and psychosis 7 years ago and it scared the absolute shit out of me. I thought i was dead and in purgatory or hell.



How much ativan did you take? Ativan doeset do anything for me either hence why i take clonaz and bromazepam instead
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1mg and it didnt effect me at all, im so suicidal and dont know what to do , i cant stand my body and i have no sleep at all, idk i might just do it and finish it idc anymore about my family like fuck its painful and unbearable but can anyone atleast tell me whats the most peaceful way to do it? At least i dont jump so it wouldn’t be that painful
 
moerez said:
1mg and it didnt effect me at all, im so suicidal and dont know what to do , i cant stand my body and i have no sleep at all, idk i might just do it and finish it idc anymore about my family like fuck its painful and unbearable but can anyone atleast tell me whats the most peaceful way to do it? At least i dont jump so it wouldn’t be that painful
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1mg is fuck all. What mg zopiclone pills do you have? I quite like them at the right dose and they are good at killing aniety
 
paranoid android said:
1mg is fuck all. What mg zopiclone pills do you have? I quite like them at the right dose and they are good at killing aniety
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I take 7.5 and no effects, i hope i could find in canada but idk how to find it, im pretty sure i have to end it im just trying to find a most peaceful way to do it im so sad for my family that they have to see their great son who used to be athlete is like this right now and gonna finish his life soon
 
moerez said:
I take 7.5 and no effects, i hope i could find nembutal in canada but idk how to find it, im pretty sure i have to end it im just trying to find a most peaceful way to do it im so sad for my family that they have to see their great son who used to be athlete is like this right now and gonna finish his life soon
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Dude suicide is a rather permant solution to a temporary solution. Remember that i didnt recover fully until a year after invega and abilify.

How often do you take zopiclone? If you take it every night you have a tolerance by now. If your really anxious right now you could do worse then to take 2 with that 1mg ativan and id be surprised if you didnt start to feel abit better in a half hour or so. Anythng is better then offing yourself
 
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