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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Invegarecovery said:
Whats your blood pressure while on invega? I ask this because my blood pressure was around 130s whenever I checked the last within year and wanted to know if invega has anything to do with blood pressure levels. I know it numbs intelligence and emotion and energy and gains weight. But does it effect blood pressure levels? Is it just me with obviously high blood pressure levels or does anyone else experience it with invega? I was 29 almost 30 when I last checked my blood pressure so I'm young
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hey i wanted to ask, did you experience any withdrawal symptoms on invega? what were they like?
 
It’s fascinating to me how the brain had just lost his faculty to fall asleep (nap) in the afternoon. This shit should be studied, because blocking the sleep almost 19 months after a “medication” need to be studied for real.
 
It’s just awesome to me, i’am amazed honestly on how i can just close the eyes but then i keep being awake, there’s nothing to do to fall asleep and nap. It’s really incredible to me. What a weapon of torture they made out, it’s excellent, for real. Awesome. 10/10.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
It’s just awesome to me, i’am amazed honestly on how i can just close the eyes but then i keep being awake, there’s nothing to do to fall asleep and nap. It’s really incredible to me. What a weapon of torture they made out, it’s excellent, for real. Awesome. 10/10.
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And the tinnitus, wow.. Altered state of consciousness, altered perception, blocking all sort of response of stimuli as cigarets, no emotions, cognitive damage and chemical castration. It’s just incredible they managed to manufacture something that left you “alive” but so dead inside. A++
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
And the tinnitus, wow.. Altered state of consciousness, altered perception, blocking all sort of response of stimuli as cigarets, no emotions, cognitive damage and chemical castration. It’s just incredible they managed to manufacture something that left you “alive” but so dead inside. A++
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Torture at his finest here. If only they put the same efforts and research to “clean energy” and recycling as they did to manufacture such a torture tool, damn.. We would have water-propelled cars and a glowing green planet where to live healthy and happy together.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Torture at his finest here. If only they put the same efforts and research to “clean energy” and recycling as they did to manufacture such a torture tool, damn.. We would have water-propelled cars and a glowing green planet where to live healthy and happy together.
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did you make a post on the nootopics subreddit yet? I sent you a link about the subreddit, make a post and see what they say
 
moerez said:
The things is your body was already adapted with APs and for us who took it for first time will suffer all day and nothing changes it just get worse everyday, btw how were you doing in 5 months? Your symptoms was less? I have tremor when i sleep my right hand shakes alot and i wonder if i got parkinson because of the drug
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i never really felt adapted to APs. i was always on low-dose abilify and never developed TD or anything like that. i've never heard or seen hallucinations, i'm just bipolar with angry mood swings. abilify and paliperidone also work much differently. at 5 months? that would have been march so by then i was already smoking weed and taking walks. may (7 months) is when things got so much better. i also took st. johns wort which is supposed to help but i'm not sure.
 
silenthill said:
i never really felt adapted to APs. i was always on low-dose abilify and never developed TD or anything like that. i've never heard or seen hallucinations, i'm just bipolar with angry mood swings. abilify and paliperidone also work much differently. at 5 months? that would have been march so by then i was already smoking weed and taking walks. may (7 months) is when things got so much better. i also took st. johns wort which is supposed to help but i'm not sure.
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Its month 5 and i cant literally get out of bed, thats why im saying recovery for me is impossible since everybody at month 5 walk around and can do some sort of activity im literally bedridden whole time with fried brain, thats why im saying im fucked unfortunately and have to finish it soon like luke:(
 
silenthill said:
15 months since my injection. i've reached 86kg with six-pack abs. my hair no longer falls out and feels silky and smooth. i don't know how much longer i'll be on this forum but i try to give hope. 21 years old + no APs since october 2024.
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@silenthill i have been wanting to ask you if the emotions and motivation came later during your recovery? Did you feel better after 7 months, and the emotions started coming back later? Do you feel love and empathy for your loved ones at a deeper level like before?
 
moerez said:
Its month 5 and i cant literally get out of bed, thats why im saying recovery for me is impossible since everybody at month 5 walk around and can do some sort of activity im literally bedridden whole time with fried brain, thats why im saying im fucked unfortunately and have to finish it soon like luke:(
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COld showers help, cold showers temporarily increase the dopamine in blood. I did not feel like walking either but i forced myself.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
COld showers help, cold showers temporarily increase the dopamine in blood. I did not feel like walking either but i forced myself.
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Whats the point of forcing ourselves to do something tho? When we have no desire to walk or even love someone is it really worth it to continue like that? The worst thing is nobody understands us how tortures is this pain and worse thing is not fixable, we have to wait to see if we are lucky or no which i can tell im not
 
moerez said:
Whats the point of forcing ourselves to do something tho? When we have no desire to walk or even love someone is it really worth it to continue like that? The worst thing is nobody understands us how tortures is this pain and worse thing is not fixable, we have to wait to see if we are lucky or no which i can tell im not
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All i have seen you do is spread misinformation and only assumptions about things you know nothing about. You constantly discourage other people and say there is no point continuing. The truth is there are people who recover, although slowly. Just think about all the suicidal people who come here looking for hope and they see a barrage of comments like yours. Shame on you.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
All i have seen you do is spread misinformation and only assumptions about things you know nothing about. You constantly discourage other people and say there is no point continuing. The truth is there are people who recover, although slowly. Just think about all the suicidal people who come here looking for hope and they see a barrage of comments like yours. Shame on you.
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Dude one of us literally killed himself yesterday and you are blaming me to spread misinformation? All i said was i cant continue like a subhuman but im still waiting to see what happens, thats what i told luke in private as well , but you are selfish that you think im the one who is the problem, im suffering like others or even more, you see the positive side i see the negative side , werent you literally saying if it goes like that i will commit suicide ? So why are you saying all this shit?
 
moerez said:
Dude one of us literally killed himself yesterday and you are blaming me to spread misinformation? All i said was i cant continue like a subhuman but im still waiting to see what happens, thats what i told luke in private as well , but you are selfish that you think im the one who is the problem, im suffering like others or even more, you see the positive side i see the negative side , werent you literally saying if it goes like that i will commit suicide ? So why are you saying all this shit?
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If it continues, suicide may be the option...IF....i am not saying there is no recovery, i am not making baseless claims like if a person doesnt recover in 5 months is doomed. I am not discouraging others but you continue to do so. If i thought recovery was not possible, i would not be alive today. What makes you think people who commit suicide are not discouraged by the false information and negativity they see here?
 
I got injected twice with paliperidone and I didn't see real improvements until 7 months. Didn't recover fully until month 9. I consider my recovery a fast one from what i've seen over the last few years dealing with antipsychotics.

I don't believe it's purely luck. I think taking long hot baths to increase blood circulation/induce sweating and eating lots of animal fat/protein helped me immensely.

I gave up and got very close to killing myself after invega, I understand why many are hopeless, but I implore you to keep going. Recovery and getting your life back is possible.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
And the tinnitus, wow.. Altered state of consciousness, altered perception, blocking all sort of response of stimuli as cigarets, no emotions, cognitive damage and chemical castration. It’s just incredible they managed to manufacture something that left you “alive” but so dead inside. A++
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Dude see a ENT about your tinnitus already. Are you still in the psych ward/ You arent going to get better there noone does

silenthill said:
15 months since my injection. i've reached 86kg with six-pack abs. my hair no longer falls out and feels silky and smooth. i don't know how much longer i'll be on this forum but i try to give hope. 21 years old + no APs since october 2024.
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Good fucking job! I am in the best shape of my life to
 
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