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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Headed to bed hmu for some good anime recommendations.

I’m 5.5 or so months out from my injection. Would’ve been 8 months if that psychiatrist never deceived me into believing I had to take the injections. Glad I got off of them stopping at 5 rather than 8. Feeling pretty well, I manage my job and life well. Haven’t lost the weight and it’s not going to drop without some intentional effort but I digress at this point about it.

My writing still lags behind and my speech is beginning to catchup as time continues to pass. I’m steadily progressing as the months continue and I feel pretty well about my recovery aspects and I haven’t even reached the 8th month yet.

Stay strong.
 
moerez said:
When you say recover in terms of everything or just feeling weed?
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everything

i started hearing my thoughts again

on xeplion they were muted but i could still hear some of my thoughts slightly when meditating
 
I'm in pain,my head is in pain,typing is difficult,how can human beings do this to a person
OLDTIDEN said:
everything

i started hearing my thoughts again

on xeplion they were muted but i could still hear some of my thoughts slightly when meditating
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Your posts are unbelievable.
 
Sorry to be a negative voice on this platform guys but things aren’t looking good on my end. I’m around 5.5 months in and I feel horrendous, no improvements and I’m scared. Finding a reason to live is difficult at the moment as I’ve lost everything. I feel a constant pressure and have anxiety constantly. I think of death a lot unfortunately, though of course I want to live but my suffering exceeds my will to live. I don’t even expect a full recovery, just a partial recovery so I can live my life. I just want to be able to relax again and feel at ease. Ever since getting these injections and coming off them, I haven’t been able to relax at all, not even for 5 minutes. I have given myself a timeline- October. If I’m not at least partially recovered by then- unfortunately I’m going to have to end my life, as this pain is too much to deal with.
 
lukeflowz said:
Sorry to be a negative voice on this platform guys but things aren’t looking good on my end. I’m around 5.5 months in and I feel horrendous, no improvements and I’m scared. Finding a reason to live is difficult at the moment as I’ve lost everything. I feel a constant pressure and have anxiety constantly. I think of death a lot unfortunately, though of course I want to live but my suffering exceeds my will to live. I don’t even expect a full recovery, just a partial recovery so I can live my life. I just want to be able to relax again and feel at ease. Ever since getting these injections and coming off them, I haven’t been able to relax at all, not even for 5 minutes. I have given myself a timeline- October. If I’m not at least partially recovered by then- unfortunately I’m going to have to end my life, as this pain is too much to deal with.
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hang in there

suicide is not the answer

recovery is possible
 
lukeflowz said:
Sorry to be a negative voice on this platform guys but things aren’t looking good on my end. I’m around 5.5 months in and I feel horrendous, no improvements and I’m scared. Finding a reason to live is difficult at the moment as I’ve lost everything. I feel a constant pressure and have anxiety constantly. I think of death a lot unfortunately, though of course I want to live but my suffering exceeds my will to live. I don’t even expect a full recovery, just a partial recovery so I can live my life. I just want to be able to relax again and feel at ease. Ever since getting these injections and coming off them, I haven’t been able to relax at all, not even for 5 minutes. I have given myself a timeline- October. If I’m not at least partially recovered by then- unfortunately I’m going to have to end my life, as this pain is too much to deal with.
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I don't even feel anxiety
 
Hang in there people, winning lottery it’s possible. (18.5 months - no recovery, got tinnitus and worsening of insomnia that I already had because of the injections due to tinnitus).

So, yeah.. Recovery is possible, a winner ticket lottery is possible, a meteor hitting our planet is possible, yeah.. Aliens that came here to save us from this brutal capitalism is possible, yes of course, everything is possible, also that you won’t recover is possible, don’t forget that, if you get what I mean..
 
5 months 24 days, still mostly disable, i have enough power to play video games now, like counter strike son that's nice.
 
lukeflowz said:
Sorry to be a negative voice on this platform guys but things aren’t looking good on my end. I’m around 5.5 months in and I feel horrendous, no improvements and I’m scared. Finding a reason to live is difficult at the moment as I’ve lost everything. I feel a constant pressure and have anxiety constantly. I think of death a lot unfortunately, though of course I want to live but my suffering exceeds my will to live. I don’t even expect a full recovery, just a partial recovery so I can live my life. I just want to be able to relax again and feel at ease. Ever since getting these injections and coming off them, I haven’t been able to relax at all, not even for 5 minutes. I have given myself a timeline- October. If I’m not at least partially recovered by then- unfortunately I’m going to have to end my life, as this pain is too much to deal with.
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You will start to feel better in a years time. If you are impatient, you can try rifampicin to reduce efficacy of invega in blood, try vyvnase to see of it lifts anhedonia, and blood donations is another option. The problem right now is the amount of invega in your blood. Try ginko biloba and st johns wort as an easy supplement but it is not going to be as effective as carbamazine or rifampicin. These drugs have side effects but cam reduce efficacy of invega in blood significantly.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
You will start to feel better in a years time. If you are impatient, you can try rifampicin to reduce efficacy of invega in blood, try vyvnase to see of it lifts anhedonia, and blood donations is another option. The problem right now is the amount of invega in your blood. Try ginko biloba and st johns wort as an easy supplement but it is not going to be as effective as carbamazine or rifampicin. These drugs have side effects but cam reduce efficacy of invega in blood significantly.
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I’am ahead of him by 13 months, i don’t feel better.
 
OLDTIDEN said:
I have recovered from invega/xeplion shots

it just takes time

it took me approximately 1.5 year to feel on weed again

when i was on the xeplion shots i could not feel anything on weed

recovery is possible
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What was your dosage and number of injections and when did you start getting your emotions back?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Did you start to feel emotions like love, empathy, motivation much later after 9months? What percentage did you feel recovered at 7 months? ...were you still missing a lot of things from your personality at 7 months?
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At 7 months i still felt disabled but not as bad as i was at 6 months. Everything came back by 9 months.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am ahead of him by 13 months, i don’t feel better.
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I am not a scientist but i think some pathways in your brain that carry messages from one part of the brain to another are broken or disrupted. Are you able to feel substances like caffeine or nicotine at all? Have you tried vyvnase or any amphetamines to see if it makes a difference?
 
I took prozac for 2 days and i cant get hard anymore, very nice i have pssd as well right now, killing my self is near me
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I am not a scientist but i think some pathways in your brain that carry messages from one part of the brain to another are broken or disrupted. Are you able to feel substances like caffeine or nicotine at all? Have you tried vyvnase or any amphetamines to see if it makes a difference?
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I can’t feel nothing, nicotine caffeine, even tiredness..
 
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