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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Trueart2 said:
You've asked about this multiple times and you will receive the same answer from me once more. I will no longer provide you with testimony about the effect of cannabis during invega.

It pushes the invega out of your body, and according to my research it is the greatest indicator of recovery or not that I know of. If you were able to smoke weed and get high at the very beginning of your invega journey, there's 21:22 chance you will recover based off bluelight testimony. It's imperative the smoking was at the beginning of your journey and not the end. However even if you lost your ability to get high from smoking weed, and regained it it's still a good sign. It's important to smoke rather than ingest edibles, im not sure what it is exactly; But smoking the weed rather than other forms of consumption is inherently important to my understanding.

The con of smoking weed is possible psychosis. If you fall back into psychosis after being shot up with invega, they will give it to you again.
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Thank you for the reply for this repeated question. I just want to clarify a few things.
Is there a risk involved to trying it during recovery? Can it increase emotional blunting, apathy, and anhedonia?

Is there a source for how it pushes invega out of the system?
 
@Trueart2 i know you said you are planning on being here less but I am genuinely concerned and can’t find any available information, I thought I was within the range of recovery but it seems like some of early invega symptoms have returned and i don’t just understand?
 
Today is 10 months of my last injection. Ten months of hell idk how many more before any relief. Just wanted to make a monthly update to keep a track of how things are going month by month. There isnt much improvement. I feel like things are only getting worse as time goes on. All my hope of having a life after this is lost now . I wish I could say something different. I wish I could have stayed more hopeful. I am holding on because I promised myself I would till 18 months anyhow. @Kiaf85 and @Kaatrina are the two users whose recovery posts are reasons I will hold on to this worthless life till 18 months. I am in the middle of a breakdown now. Idk if I am lucky or not that I can cry my eyes out for the inevitable death that I see coming for me in 8 months . I wish I could feel something more than just sadness and void. I have started seeing a lot of videos on Near death experiences or NDEs. I wish we could really know what life after death was like. Sometimes I just wish there was a life where I could have it all , where I could be happy and none of this would have happened. I wish there is peace in the afterlife and all of us are relieved from this mental hell.
 
if I can find even one person who recovered after symptoms either worsened returned or fluctuated after a couple of months then I can have hope in recovery, what I am going through feels extremely rare, usually recovery is linear ( you notice some improvements and it keeps increasing)
 
mona21 said:
Today is 10 months of my last injection. Ten months of hell idk how many more before any relief. Just wanted to make a monthly update to keep a track of how things are going month by month. There isnt much improvement. I feel like things are only getting worse as time goes on. All my hope of having a life after this is lost now . I wish I could say something different. I wish I could have stayed more hopeful. I am holding on because I promised myself I would till 18 months anyhow. @Kiaf85 and @Kaatrina are the two users whose recovery posts are reasons I will hold on to this worthless life till 18 months. I am in the middle of a breakdown now. Idk if I am lucky or not that I can cry my eyes out for the inevitable death that I see coming for me in 8 months . I wish I could feel something more than just sadness and void. I have started seeing a lot of videos on Near death experiences or NDEs. I wish we could really know what life after death was like. Sometimes I just wish there was a life where I could have it all , where I could be happy and none of this would have happened. I wish there is peace in the afterlife and all of us are relieved from this mental hell.
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You have shown signs of recovery in month 10. This means you are going to get better from here.
 
This is so weird I got period again right now idk what is going on with my body . The first period I had was on January 10th and it ended on January 14th now I got another period within a week idk what that means.
 
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