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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
The fun fact is that outside the psych ward, in these lasts 17 months, every doctor Who i spoke with, tought i was delusional and i had psychiatric issues, and they always refered me to a psychiatrist, they don’t belive me.

Inside this psych ward, ironically, i found the only doctor who belived me and want to figure out what the hell happened to my SNC after risperidone injections, and this doctor told me i have no mental diagnosis and i’am completely normal, and my sympthoms are linked to something neurological and not psychiatric.

So I have to stay in this psych ward to keep in touch with the only doctor who belived me and want to help me, even if I don’t have any mental illness diagnosis..
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Also remember to check your prolactin and testosterone levels
 
deathbypsychiatry said:
ChatGPT is always right. Always. All the time.
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Not all time, even risperdalconsta had problems with it. It only tells you want to hear,he was asking him the date to recover and the ai kept lying to me. He said hasn't recovered in 5 months and the ai would 12 months. He would later say he hasn't recovered in 12 months and ai said 2 years. He kept expanding it until the ai kept expanding it
 
ChatGPT told me that i will recover in the 9-12 months mark, but it never told me i would develop tinnitus at 13 months mark, then, crossed 12’months without recovery it told me that I will recover in 15 months mark, but this don’t happened, then at 15 months told me i will full recover at 18 months, but i’am almost there without recovery.

Then i try to told him that i’am 18 months without recovery and it told me it take 24 months, then i told him i’am 2 years without recovery and it told me it take 3 years, and goes on like that until it told me it can take 5 years to recover.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
ChatGPT told me that i will recover in the 9-12 months mark, but it never told me i would develop tinnitus at 13 months mark, then, crossed 12’months without recovery it told me that I will recover in 15 months mark, but this don’t happened, then at 15 months told me i will full recover at 18 months, but i’am almost there without recovery.

Then i try to told him that i’am 18 months without recovery and it told me it take 24 months, then i told him i’am 2 years without recovery and it told me it take 3 years, and goes on like that until it told me it can take 5 years to recover.
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One Times it told me that there is no way back to your old self after these injections and that this door is closed forever
 
ChatGPT it’s a Mossad israeli spy app that collect data about people, every social or app you use and you have it’s tracking you, even if you just have your phone in your poket and talk about something then magically when you use your phone you will see content about what you have previous talked about (like on tiktok or insta)

The whole phone it’s a device designed to track your profile, best thing it’s to avoid smartphone, let alone share sensitive data and info with ChatGPT
 
silenthill said:
i never said 6 months. if you read my posts i mentioned feeling much better by 7-8 months. i am at month 14 and feel pre-invega. the only benefit i got from this was that i will never trust psychiatry again.
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When did you get back to running? Would you say you felt 100% around 10 months?
 
InvegaAnon said:
I will find a way to slap your ghost if you commit suicide under two years with side effects. You're going to be ok. Most people recover from this, I just met someone who also had the loading dose in real life and he's ok now. That's like the third person I knew who recovered from this medication. He never looked at these forums, he just got better over time and now he's just chillin, depressed and unmedicated, but chillin. How old are you? Four months ain't shit to me, I'm 31.

Why is everyone obsessed with killing themselves with edited? Can the mods delete any mention of it? It's a bad way to go and it has killed two people here. This community needs to curb copycat suicides.
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Brokenself didn’t copy anyone. He complained daily for months until he finally did it, @rawbanana attempted once and failed so he tried again and was successful. Both were pretty independent actions from one another
 
A Moving song, remembering loved ones or dead parents used to bring tears to my eyes. That is no longer the case. Does anyone else feel the same same right now? Does feeling emotions deeply ever come back? One girl who was off invega told me that one of her family members died and she felt sad but no tears or any strong emotional response which she used to have before invega. This is after being 5 years off invega. Is this for everyone?
 
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anonymoususer777 said:
A Moving song, remembering loved ones or dead parents used to bring tears to my eyes. That is no longer the case. Does anyone else feel the same same right now? Does feeling emotions deeply ever come back? One girl who was off invega told me that one of her family members died and she felt sad but no tears or any strong emotional response which she used to have before invega. This is after being 5 years off invega. Is this for everyone?
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How many times did she take invega
 
anonymoususer777 said:
A Moving song, remembering loved ones or dead parents used to bring tears to my eyes. That is no longer the case. Does anyone else feel the same same right now? Does feeling emotions deeply ever come back? One girl who was off invega told me that one of her family members died and she felt sad but no tears or any strong emotional response which she used to have before invega. This is after being 5 years off invega. Is this for everyone?
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I feel the same
 
It’s been 199 days since I’ve joined and during that time I post roughly 3.8 times a day.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
how are you so chill? I feel like the rest of us are suffering and complaining, while you took 5 shots and are so chill
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I can see/ feel an understanding of the slow progression that’s been happening to me over this time. I also didn’t have it as bad as a lot of other people, the only things that I really had was cognitive dulling, restlessness, and physical health impairment, and lastly weight gain. Everything else has been minute enough to the point I could overcome it for the most part.

I’ve gained 70 pounds, lost my job, gained a concussion and many more things because of psychosis and Invega. But regardless of how much I may all I can do is wait at this time. I find it incredibly important during this time I’m doing things of importance or at the very least enjoyable.

I don’t think complaining doesn’t have its level of validity or isn’t important but I have to remember and stay conscious that the situation could always get worse. Additionally I’ve done a good amount of research on ways to remove Invega, how long it’s expected to take, and what are signs that you’ll recover. I’ve utilized methods to remove Invega, I know how long it’ll take and have seen results of betterment, and I have passed the tests that indicate recovery.
 
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Trueart2 said:
I can see/ feel an understanding of the slow progression that’s been happening to me over this time. I also didn’t have it as bad as a lot of other people, the only things that I really had was cognitive dulling, restlessness, and physical health impairment, and lastly weight gain. Everything else has been minute enough to the point I could overcome it for the most part.

I’ve gained 70 pounds, lost my job, gained a concussion and many more things because of psychosis and Invega. But regardless of how much I may all I can do is wait at this time. it
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do you have anhedonia?
 
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