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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
How much time after your last injection did you recovered?
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I told you, bro, it took me 1.5 to 2 years to come back to life. It was a long time for me, but I was given Haldol Decanoas, a neuroleptic drug. They gave Haldol to prisoners of war during the Nazi era. Haldol is worse than Invega, in my opinion.
 
Matthew01 said:
Why does my healing sucks so bad. It’s been 7 months and I still feel the same. I was misdiagnosed
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For seven months, I was still a fucking zombie. You've got a long way to go. The injections are worse than anything.
 
fenec said:
I told you, bro, it took me 1.5 to 2 years to come back to life. It was a long time for me, but I was given Haldol Decanoas, a neuroleptic drug. They gave Haldol to prisoners of war during the Nazi era. Haldol is worse than Invega, in my opinion.
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For me, it was quitting cannabis after 15 years of nonstop smoking that made me crazy.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
THanks for saying everything comes back. This hope is keeping many alive here. Were you in invega?
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4 Injections of haldol decanoas for 4 months. I was in a coma. The side effects are identical to haldol and may even be worse than invega in my opinion, based on what I have experienced.
 
From the people involved in having me injected and till now, i have witnessed the most horrifying faces of humanity. The cruelty, abuse, and calluousness of all the people i had to deal with during and after the injections, both in the mental health system and outside has made me lose all faith in humanity. I thought life couldnot be worse but past 6 months proved me wrong. The real reason i got the injections was prejudice, sadism, and envy. Now that i am preparing to end my life, these people are already trying to prove that i was "messed up" or "crazy" from the start. Life was nothing but pain and suffering, and when i finally saw rays of hope for a better future, i was injected..ending all my dreams. With the injections they also took away any physical ability that would help me survive. Why did these people do this to someone like me is beyond my understanding. I was already alone, destitute, autistic, went through numerous abuses and traumas in life. It is like finding a handicapped person and giving him a beating. The world was a horror movie, maybe even worse. I wish for death but even dying is not easy. I wish they atleast made death easily available to someone like me. It is atleast one kind thing this horrifying society could have done.
 
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anonymoususer777 said:
From the people involved in having me injected and till now, i have witnessed the most horrifying faces of humanity. The cruelty, abuse, and calluousness of all the people i had to deal with during and after the injections, both in the mental health system and outside has made me lose all faith in humanity. I thought life couldnot be worse but past 6 months proved me wrong. The real reason i got the injections was prejudice, sadism, and envy. Now that i am preparing to end my life, these people are already trying to prove that i was "messed up" or "crazy" from the start. Life was nothing but pain and suffering, and when i finally saw rays of hope for a better future, i was injected..ending all my dreams. With the injections they also took away any physical ability that would help me survive. Why did these people do this to someone like me is beyond my understanding. I was already alone, destitute, autistic, went through numerous abuses and traumas in life. It is like finding a handicapped person and giving him a beating. The world was a horror movie, maybe even worse. I wish for death but even dying is not easy. I wish they atleast made death easily available to someone like me. It is atleast one kind thing this horrifying society could have done.
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You seem like a genuinely good guy and I’m sorry this has happened to you. I can relate to everything that you wrote. The only difference is I’m 3.5 months off and you’re at 6 months. I hope that we both make it out of this hellish nightmare.
 
I once saw someone say abilify helped with the invega side effects, are there any dopamine medications one could take to reverse the side effects caused by invega? anything?
 
Apperentely using chemichal weapons as a torture tool against civilians into a vulnerable state not only it’s acceptable but it’s also disguided as a “cure”
 
It’s absurd how just being awake it’s an agony, but i cannot escape the torture because i lost my faculty to fall asleep.

It’s absurd to me that from completely healthy and functional they left me into this nightmare and I can’t fucking recover neither after almost 17 months.

I’am starting to take suicide as a serious option in the last days/weeks, there is no other way out to stop this agony.
 
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