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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Going to bed, no Gintama played tonight. It’s good background TV but I’ve seen like 7-8 episodes and I still don’t know what’s actually going on in this show. Puts you to bed easy though.
 
lukeflowz said:
Some people seem to not get as bad side effects. While I’m stuck here with crippling anhedonia and akathisia. I take a benztropine for akathisia and sure, it helps with me not pacing, but I just lie down in total agony. When will this nightmare end.
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Glad the the benstropine helped though when I had akathisia it did absolutely nothing. My heart goes out to you.
 
IOSIP said:
Glad the the benstropine helped though when I had akathisia it did absolutely nothing. My heart goes out to you.
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Yeah, helps with the pacing but I still have the inner restlessness. I feel as though I’m still suffering with it. Hopefully by month 4 this will ease. I just want to be able to relax again.
 
Trueart2 said:
There’s no way to confirm anyone on this forum has died unless a outside source(friend,family, etc) logs on and informs us they have actually passed.

He said he would do it, was on nearly every single day before he did it, and has not returned even online once after he said he was going to do it.

At the very least it was the death of his bluelight account, and for someone who often logged on to voice grievances with the “medication” he was poisoned with, he no longer does it at all. He’s gone.
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They posted on a suicide forum (sanctioned) with the same username 6 times on Sept 6, said they had sodium nitrite. I agree, it seems safe to conclude that they are gone.

I know this is not what anyone wants to hear, but there should be a record of the people that lost their lives to this, not just the ones that recovered. Their stories should not be erased, and something should be done about it
 
ixi said:
They posted on a suicide forum (sanctioned) with the same username 6 times on Sept 6, said they had sodium nitrite. I agree, it seems safe to conclude that they are gone.

I know this is not what anyone wants to hear, but there should be a record of the people that lost their lives to this, not just the ones that recovered. Their stories should not be erased, and something should be done about it
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Its been so long for you, how are you feeling? Do you have any good news to share?
 
therendezvous said:
Its been so long for you, how are you feeling? Do you have any good news to share?
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No sorry :cry:
I did get sharper since being on the injection, I was really bad on it and it wore off somewhat by the end of the year but I had underlying brain damage that did not go away.
My vision is messed up like misaligned and I can't fully see my peripheral vision, I get headaches and always feel tightness/pressure in my head, sometimes dizzy spells lasting several days. I cannot read a book or watch a tv show or movie. A lot of cognitive impairment and fatigue. Can't speak fluently. My upper lip became numb, for some reason I still can't feel part of it.
It is insane to live like this. Atp I just wish I could see justice for myself and other victims of this dirty drug
 
ixi said:
No sorry :cry:
I did get sharper since being on the injection, I was really bad on it and it wore off somewhat by the end of the year but I had underlying brain damage that did not go away.
My vision is messed up like misaligned and I can't fully see my peripheral vision, I get headaches and always feel tightness/pressure in my head, sometimes dizzy spells lasting several days. I cannot read a book or watch a tv show or movie. A lot of cognitive impairment and fatigue. Can't speak fluently. My upper lip became numb, for some reason I still can't feel part of it.
It is insane to live like this. Atp I just wish I could see justice for myself and other victims of this dirty drug
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Hello, I think I'm in a much worse situation than you, and I'm wondering if your symptoms of Parkinson's, dementia, and Alzheimer's, as well as the pressure in your head and headaches, have ever eased over the past 5 years? It would give me great hope to know that you've at least been improving for 5 years.
 
I think I regained partial sensitivity to cannabis after 5 months. It feels like a heavy blur, slowliness. No euphoria whatsoever. Not fully unpleasant either. Has anyone went through similar ?
 
AmazingGrace7 said:
I think I regained partial sensitivity to cannabis after 5 months. It feels like a heavy blur, slowliness. No euphoria whatsoever. Not fully unpleasant either. Has anyone went through similar ?
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Except feeling substances, have you healed in other ways these past five months?
 
I again had a window of 3 days where i felt better, more energy and motivation, the weather was significantly colder during this time. I tend to feel better in colder weather. I wonder if heat makes invega more active.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I again had a window of 3 days where i felt better, more energy and motivation, the weather was significantly colder during this time. I tend to feel better in colder weather. I wonder if heat makes invega more active.
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I’m happy to read of your progress, gives me hope also. Was this first time in your recovery you had that window?
 
lukeflowz said:
I’m happy to read of your progress, gives me hope also. Was this first time in your recovery you had that window?
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No i had a 3 day window of recovery a few days before this as well. I think it could be because of the cold weather. Could having less symptoms in cold weather be a good sign?
 
ixi said:
No sorry :cry:
I did get sharper since being on the injection, I was really bad on it and it wore off somewhat by the end of the year but I had underlying brain damage that did not go away.
My vision is messed up like misaligned and I can't fully see my peripheral vision, I get headaches and always feel tightness/pressure in my head, sometimes dizzy spells lasting several days. I cannot read a book or watch a tv show or movie. A lot of cognitive impairment and fatigue. Can't speak fluently. My upper lip became numb, for some reason I still can't feel part of it.
It is insane to live like this. Atp I just wish I could see justice for myself and other victims of this dirty drug
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Im really sorry to hear that. Thanks for the reality check, hope you and everyone gets better (if its possible).
 
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