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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I try to sleep a little bit in the afternoon, my body was forcing to keep awake like heart rate increase, phantom pain, tinnitus became more loud like my body was fighting to keep himself awake just wtf is this shit What They did to my brain and my sleep?
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When i was maybe in the bring of fall asleep all of sudden a likely adrenaline shock came out of nowhere like dude its like i smoked crack before going to sleep but i dint, wtf is that?
 
AmazingGrace7 said:
Without akathisia I would surely have gained 100lbs. Just put on 45 lbs instead

Friend gave me. Will try asking for prescription.
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Do you think the doctor would uderstand what's going on with you? Also does vyvanse do anything for your libido?Christ,how am I going to get this drug?
 
There is no way that heart rates increase, adrenaline shock come in the bring before falling asleep, i feel phantom pain in the body, tinnitus become more loud, like my brain is fighting his soul in order to keep me awake like if falling asleep is some sort of danger for him so he keep send signal that keep me awake what the fuck is that shit?
 
Ok then i just follow him and his signal, sleep is a life threat danger, so we don’t have to fall asleep, ok champ, let’s make some 72hours without sleep then we talk again.
 
I swear i keep myself awake until blood came out to my ears and eyes, my brain want to fuck with me but I’m in control of the whole situation. My brain won’t sleep? Ok, let’s give him his wish.
 
under the human right convention, sleep deprivation is torture. They did this to me by giving me these injections, this is torture plus all the others sympthoms.
 
rawbanana said:
This is pure torture I just can’t take it anymore
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I have to literally balast full volume music into my ears in order to not hear this fucking tinnitus, i cannot sleep so i have to stay awake forcibly so i think I Will go out at the restourant acting like some wired dude because i have airpods and I’m starring at the void thinking of the shit I’m enduring looking all these happy people around living his life
 
This is so wrong and so depressing, i don’t deserve that shit, none of us deserved this shit.

This is really a nonsense thing, as i said, they have to beg their god that i make a full recovery because i know how to make them feel a lot of pain and ruin their lifes like they did with mine, i just have to find a gun.

This is nonsense for real, i was a chill guy, i dint even talked too much, i was on my own businness not bothering anyone then out of nowhere they did this to me.

What do they expect from me? That i take it like its nothing? That i don’t become crazy? What do they expect?
 
Hi everyone, I wanted to share my recovery journey to give hope to anyone going through something similar. I was on Vega (paliperidone palmitate) injections for about 11 months, starting at 150mg and then 100mg, but I stopped them at the end of 2022. The first few months were challenging, but I gave my mind and body time to heal. About eight months later, I felt 90% recovered, which was incredible, and this motivated me to start working on a dream project—building my own website. Over the last three years, I’ve fully recovered and even launched a company that I coded myself, line by line. It’s amazing how resilient the mind is when you trust the process, stay patient, and focus on something meaningful. Recovery is possible, and I hope my story inspires others to believe in themselves, no matter how tough the road seems



150 + 100 MG Loading dose & 150MG + 150MG + 150MG+ 100MG + 100MG +100MG + 75MG + 75MG = 10 total, Last Inj, 16/12/2022.
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@Serhat

Posting these for encouragement.
 
Watching all these people going with their life.. Smiling, making projects, enjoying and living life, being in touch with time, space, emotions, memories..

While i’am here with ringing as hell in my ears plus all the other sympthoms, just looking around all those people..

This is a different type of pain, like.. No one even care what i’am going trough, is this worth? Yes i have a cat to take care of, but is this worth?

Nobody really care, i’am alone in that shit and the more time goes on the more new sympthoms came out..
 
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