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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

rawbanana said:
I honestly highly doubt I’ll ever go back to normal. This shit feels like it permanently altered my brain chemistry.
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I thought that to but i have gone back to normal pretty much. The PTSD from being in the psych ward was harder to deal with for me. But shrooms and also s ketamine helped that. They are not for everyone though
 
paranoid android said:
I thought that to but i have gone back to normal pretty much. The PTSD from being in the psych ward was harder to deal with for me. But shrooms and also s ketamine helped that. They are not for everyone though
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I’m not able to do drugs cause I moved back in with my parents after my psychosis. I also don’t even know what normal looks like for me either cause of how much changed when I got psychosis. The psychosis changed my brain, but so did Invega.

If the Invega does eventually wear off I’m not sure what my future looks like honestly. It made a lot of changes to my body especially my muscles. Muscle weakness and inability to relax my muscles. Muscle spasms as well and twitches.

All of this makes me want to kill myself. Especially that the psychosis could come back stronger. but I’m afraid of all medications now so I don’t want to try another antipsychotic so I just feel majorly fucked
 
rawbanana said:
I’m not able to do drugs cause I moved back in with my parents after my psychosis. I also don’t even know what normal looks like for me either cause of how much changed when I got psychosis. The psychosis changed my brain, but so did Invega.

If the Invega does eventually wear off I’m not sure what my future looks like honestly. It made a lot of changes to my body especially my muscles. Muscle weakness and inability to relax my muscles. Muscle spasms as well and twitches.

All of this makes me want to kill myself. Especially that the psychosis could come back stronger. but I’m afraid of all medications now so I don’t want to try another antipsychotic so I just feel majorly fucked
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I live with my parents as well but thankfully they dont really care what i do unless its coke. Normal for me prior to being in the psych ward was getting sick from opiate wd after only about 8 hours after my last shot. That kind of normal i can do without really.

I had muscle weakness to from the invega but once i got back in shape that went away. I had the inability to relax my muscles thing as well. That fucking sucked

If your looking for a antipsychotic to try i would recommend zyprexa. I get no side effects from it and i can even trip on it if i skip a day.
 
rawbanana said:
I honestly highly doubt I’ll ever go back to normal. This shit feels like it permanently altered my brain chemistry.
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I dont remenber the exact information but if your à smoker, it help to créate a cyp family enzym that accelerate the metabolism and so suppression of invegua. Also you can have St john's wort, ginkgo biloba and valerian to also stimulate this enzyme. Do a lot of exercice and it will accelerate your metabolism and drink a lot of water.
 
paranoid android said:
I live with my parents as well but thankfully they dont really care what i do unless its coke. Normal for me prior to being in the psych ward was getting sick from opiate wd after only about 8 hours after my last shot. That kind of normal i can do without really.

I had muscle weakness to from the invega but once i got back in shape that went away. I had the inability to relax my muscles thing as well. That fucking sucked

If you’re looking for a antipsychotic to try i would recommend zyprexa. I get no side effects from it and i can even trip on it if i skip a day.
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When I first got to the hospital the first pill they gave me was zyprexa. It made me hallucinate that god was telling me to die so I stopped taking it. Then I ended up in the hospital a second time where they immediately gave me the Invega shot after three days on the pill. At first I didn’t notice side effects from Invega so I let them give me the shot. But all the side effects snuck up on me. Now they feel permanent and I’m really upset.

I lost my personality on Invega. If it does eventually leave my system I’ll probably have to start my personality all over again.
 
therendezvous said:
Im going to get my third wet cupping tomorrow to the arm i’ve been injected in and to the head. So in the past 2 months i have got rid of about 400ml of old blood.
Going to see if this helps with the head pressure, sitting for 5 minutes on a normal chair and getting up i feel like im going to pass out. When before i could sit crouched for hours get up and feel fine with no dizziness.. I feel like an 80-90 yr old man in every way and meaning of it.
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I get the head pressure too. I tried running today and got exhausted after 2 minutes. I used to run all the time with no problems.
 
paranoid android said:
Ive seen people diagnosed with weed psychosis but it was a made up diagnoses. I was kind of diagnosed with it and that turned out to be bulshit. The same shrink diagnosed another guy with it as well and i later found out that his problem was meth not weed.

When i went psychotic and had cotards syndrome i stopped eating as well. I also stopped smoking weed and taking my meds cause i thought i was dead. Dead people dont need drugs.
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No, I think I smoke too much, if I had abstained from my evening joint it would have been, I thought I could stop overnight but you mustn't forget that it's a drug, especially as I smoke 3 x filtered high thc content.
 
paranoid android said:
Jesus dude dont do that! I just read up on wet cupping that is fucked up shit. It wont get the invega out of your system any quicker, is dangerous as all fuck and has no medical benefit. This is total pseudoscience altogether. Only a charlatan would say this has any benefit
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The wet cupping is the hijama, it removes all the blood that coagulates the blood comes out black ⚫️ it's something good my wife also makes me sessions it's very beneficial the hijama when it's well done and with good hygiene, you have to fast and then they do bleeding it removes the bad blood it has existed for a long time, but the best for me it remains the leeches medicinal
 
therendezvous said:
I have been off it for 5 months now, but still the majority here feel no improvements after 1-2 years since their last injection.

I know people say give it time, like 1-2 or maybe 5 years, but people just dont stay here for so long, i think you might be one if the few that has. I assume majority has died from heart failure or some other way of death.

You do some heavy drugs from what i see, or use too do.. But there are people here, who only knew weed as a drug in their life, and have had no need in taking tylenol for their withdrawals and etc, just minor psychotic episodes which needed some love and understanding from their relatives.

We all have been mistreated in the psych ward, i had the shit beaten out of me by the police before being placed in the ward, and i wont get into how injustice the whole process was. I got dead muscle tissue marks on my legs from their rubber bats.

I have not went through cotard but can imagine how horrible it is from what you say. But those syndromes pass, psych episodes pass, you get better from them. I dont believe invega passes in time, it also is pseudo studied. There are statements from medical institutions that state invega being a reason of sudden deaths and many other fatal illnesses..
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Mdr we've been through the same thing brother the cops beat the shit out of me I've also been delirious from cannabis, he took me back into custody and when I was handcuffed this son of a bitch burned my hands with a brick while I was handcuffed so I lost it and he made me see a doctor for 2 minutes who sent me to psychiatry this son of a bitch I told him I was going to be a father he made me miserable I had bruises on my face and scratches and burned my hands but I didn't say anything to anyone I think he wanted revenge I fought with them
 
fenec said:
The wet cupping is the hijama, it removes all the blood that coagulates the blood comes out black ⚫️ it's something good my wife also makes me sessions it's very beneficial the hijama when it's well done and with good hygiene, you have to fast and then they do bleeding it removes the bad blood it has existed for a long time, but the best for me it remains the leeches medicinal
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It's a pseudo science peddled by charlatans imo
 
fenec said:
Mdr we've been through the same thing brother the cops beat the shit out of me I've also been delirious from cannabis, he took me back into custody and when I was handcuffed this son of a bitch burned my hands with a brick while I was handcuffed so I lost it and he made me see a doctor for 2 minutes who sent me to psychiatry this son of a bitch I told him I was going to be a father he made me miserable I had bruises on my face and scratches and burned my hands but I didn't say anything to anyone I think he wanted revenge I fought with them
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Basically at the police station he burnt my hands while I was handcuffed with a brick, sorry the translator doesn't seem to translate well what I'm saying.
 
Happy 4/20 and Easter to those who celebrate. JOINTS FOR JESUS!

I'm getting lost in my head again. I got high and felt like making my own essay-style podcast and getting excited like "Yeah, yeah... maybe I can do it." I got mad that the psychedelic space is becoming right wing dominated and it really shouldn't be that way. Even people I thought were cool and good slid to the right like slimy little weasels.
 
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