I got drawn to it after decades doing "magick" in The Western Chaos path, I tried to join The IOT but they refused to let me in when they found out I am Aghori in the Hindu Tradition. I spent a bit of time in the Aaiyyanist path at the start but after finding my "Guru" who's also English & Aghori he turned me onto the Nididhyasana texts like The Avadhuta & The Ashtavakra Gita which changed my Life.
Those Two texts that changed my Life are like Traditional Zen & Taoist Logic on Meth
“That one God who shines within everything, Who is formless like the cloudless sky, Is the pure, stainless, Self of all. Without any doubt, that is who I am."
"Truly, I am imperishable, infinite, and the embodiment of pure consciousness. I do not know how happiness and misery are experienced or who it is that experiences them."
"You do not belong to the five objects of senses, such as sound, touch, form, taste, and smell; nor do they, again, belong to you. Indeed, you are that Supreme Reality. What reason then have you to grieve?"